I understand what dysphoria is, at least on a conceptual level, but I just can't tell at all whether I do have it or not. Do I hate being a man? I don't know, I have nothing to compare it to.Do I hate my body? It's just a body, an object. Am I actually supposed to feel anything?Do I hate my genitals? They're there I guess. Why do they matter? Am I supposed to like them?Would I rather be a woman? I just don't know. Isn't it all very arbitrary?Am I just overthinking everything? Definitely. How can I even figure out how I feel about it all? I've been journaling and thinking about this for over a year, and I'm still at square one.
>>42358792all i know is i dont want to be a woman and yet i hate being what i am, everything about my face disgusts me, maleness is so ugly to me, but being a woman would be strange.
>>42358809I don't even know if I feel the same or not. Being a woman is just as strange to me as being a man is. I can see how men can be beautiful, but I can't tell whether I want it for myself or not. I'm unable to tell whether I'm disgusted by my appearance, as I simply feel nothing looking at myself.
>>42358792If you had dysphoria, you would've known. Just stop overthinking and move on with you life
>>42358972I guess so. All I need to do now is to find a way how to stop pointlessly overthinking everything
>>42358792>Do I hate being a man?only a bit but I wish i were a woman doe >Do I hate my body?yeah but i could have been born retarded o algo so it's aight >Do I hate my genitals?no but i would rather have that pucci and dat womb am i a tranny janny or just retarded ass nigga
>>42359260>I wish i were a woman doe You're a tranny. Any reason you have doubts?
>>42359728>Any reason you have doubts?sometimes being a man doesn't bother me +I'm 20 already 185cm tall and giga moidish so there is no point in tr00ning out
>>42359814>sometimes being a man doesn't bother meDo you ever actively enjoy it?>already 185cm tall and giga moidishSounds like dysphoria
>>42358792>at least on a conceptual levelyeah it's a subjective kinda feel like it shouldn't be but there is still a kind of subconscious pull and the fact that you don't feel much other than that about anything could also be disassociation
>>42360183Are you saying that I may be dysphoric, or that it's just not necessarily straightforward to figure it out?
