the reddit stazi wouldn't let me post this on r/trans so i'll post it herei bought e from an online vendor about 7 months ago and i've been injecting it for monotherapy since age 20. i don't fit the standard definition of transitioning because i never did this with the intention of becoming more like a woman. all i thought was that i didn't want biological children (or children in general) and estrogen could enhance my appearance in a desirable way. but frankly, i wouldn't mind being a guy if i wasn't bored all the time. i have a job, i'm working on my 3rd year of a stem degree, and i was renting an apartment very recently. but before any of this started happening i was just sitting, feeling very isolated and alone in my room on the computer for hours just looking at websites and scrolling though communities online. i'm not super smart so i was often just doing simple stuff with my computer without any form of escape. i thought if i at least transitioned then i would have something to fall back on and i might use this aspect as a way of distinguishing myself from the people around me. i've always felt that collecting achievements in life makes things fun and transitioning was one of those interesting "achievements". it's fun to inject myself and gives me something to look forward to but i'm not doing this for any particular reason. i have no intention of changing the way i dress or the way i speak or my hobbies. oftentimes i feel that if i was smarter i would just stop transitioning but i can't because i doubt my abilities and i need something to fall back on.
>>42360986most troons insist that this is not possible.that's why they screech like that (and probably will screech here too).But in reality it's all body modding. It either works on you or it doesn't. You either like it or you don't. The whole academic gobbledygook be damned.I ended up liking it. You may not. But in the end it doesn't matter that much.Good luck!>hrtfemboy who's basically a tranny
>>42360986If you suddenly were forced to stop injecting e how would you feel? When you think about yourself experiencing typical male aging symptoms how does that make you feel?
>>42361278i personally wouldn't care assuming i was in the place i want to be in right now in life
>>42360986most trannies in the west are like this dw about it
>>42361013I ended up hating it. I wanted to be 6'6" macho man, not a 5'6" wimp, so I transitioned
>>42361458thing is we can't modify our height, anon.If I were 6'6'' I probably would've approached this differently too (or maybe not, fuck knows).But at 5'7'' girlmoding just works for me.If I understand right, this doesn't work for you? Quite unfortunate.
