every time i have any kind of relationship with people i open up to or care about, i just feel guilt and feat of rejection. everything always goes wrong and it ends up that i either get hurt or i hurt them and reject them and i get hurt anyway and this has happened again and again and again and again and i just cant stop.my few friends i people who i dont up to anymore and i barely see because i start feeling unconfortable after a while.i started talking again with a person i cared about but still hurt and now they want to be friends again and i know its gonna be the same again, but i dont want to hurt them by saying i dont want to talk them anymore or eventually hurting them even harder because its gonna happen again
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