I am a 25 year old man, and have been a porn addicted gooner since before cum could come out of my penis. Recently, I haven’t been paying attention to know how recent, but during my masturbation sessions, certain fantasies would pop up in my mind. These fantasies have a common theme that revolve around me getting treated and used like a woman by a man. I am not an actual cis woman in these fantasies, I am a super passing trans woman and he is the “real man”, and he is the only one that knows about me having a penis. Setting of these fantasies are usually in the 50s where gender roles are deeply respected and expected, and he is like a husband type figure. The weird thing about this is that I am not romantically or sexually attracted to the male body. It’s purely the submissive act of abandoning my manhood to be another man’s woman that is the turn on in these fantasies. These feelings only come when I am horny. I am curious, Is this how trans women feel?
>>42366299
No, sounds closer to sissy fetishism
>>42366299mef agp fetish get a job
>>42366299male emasculation fetish
>>42366299sounds to me like internalized homophobia, you want to have sex with a man and presumably take it up your ass but the only way you are rationalizing it is if you are doing it the "straight" way enforcing gender roles where you have to be the woman and being a woman having sex with a man isn't gay so it's all good, except that's just mental gymnastics
>>42366488I said in the post that I am not attracted to men.
>>42366299>>42366843AGP. You get off on the idea of being seen and treated "like a woman", which includes a man in your sexual fantasy, but you say yourself you are not actually attracted to men. This is textbook autogynephilia. Some men who go down the AGP road can be happy with their fetish, but for others their fetish disappears once they chop their testicles off, and then they are faced with crushing despair and detransition or kill themselves, or try to repress these feelings and get SRS and cope about how their surgery hole is totally just like a real woman's. I would advise against pursuing this because niche fetishes can escalate and get more extreme over time. From what I have seen, the feeling of "taboo" (going against male socialisation, the way that being receiving in sex/being feminine is often degraded in society, etc.) and the novelty of it can be addictive for people. If you want to fix your brain, quit porn, fill your time with something fulfilling (some creative outlet - some art thing like pottery or music or whatever, you don't have to be good at it at first), and just generally get outside and try to live a normal life. AGP can end badly for people.
>>42366299How would you feel about being teased for not having a penis? Being asked to fuck a pair of ass, while they giggle at your frustrating impotence?
>>42366843and i'm saying that is your coping mechanism, you are.
>>42366448It's MasochisticEmasculationFetishGet it right. Anyone can have this fetish, regardless of gender or whether they are trans.
>>42366407>>42366433>>42366488>>42367080OP, this board is full of retrogressive bitter deluded weirdos that seek to gatekeeper and ladder pull. They want you to repress until you John 50 to slow down tranny power creep.The answer is yes this is a common trans female experience and it is similar to mine, and autogynephilic, MEF, late transitioning trans woman. My fetishism AND dysphoria onset at age of puberty and only became unbearable in my 20s, forcing transition.When you undergo medical transition, pursue these feelings and have sex with men, conventional romantic attraction will gradually displace the fetishistic compartmentalized attraction for most people, and you will perceive this as your orientation "flipping" from liking women to liking men. But in reality you're heterosexual the whole time and it's your gender that is changing.No the feeling will not go away and will intensify.If you experience dysphoria over masculinization, transition might be inevitable (John, 50)Yes you can potentially still pass, have a husband and a good life if you act swiftly and decisively.Let me know if you want to know more. Actual wisdom in the art of MEF sissification is a closely guarded secret. The hons here don't want you to unlock your full powerlevel.
>>42367284This.This board (and 4chan, and now most of the internet) is shit brainrotted-drugged-mythologized-schizo bimblebabble indignation twitter driven.Picrel is my stats for this board.Although I think that OP would be very into my no penis humiliation kink.
>>42367284Yeah this honestly.I had fetish shit like this the worse my dysphoria got. It was at its worst right before transition. It's because masturbating is a way to make dysphoria temporarily go away. It was 5x, 10x a day sometimes.I ended up an asexual trans woman with bottom dysphoria and an appointment booked for surgery lol. Whatever your views on what being a "real trans person" means, know that it will only get worse the longer you don't transition. No amount of rationalizing it with adjectives or isms will change that being perceived as a woman makes your brain feel nice. It's just how you're wired (hence why you fantasize about it).I transitioned late as fuck, too. 26. Like, you eventually reach a point as a trans woman where you realize all this early 20s "w-whaaa what does it mean to be trans" soul-searching was dumb.What does it mean to be happy? That's the real question you should be asking yourself. Before accepting I tried HRT a few times and then stopped because "I'm a cis man," and ignored that it made me feel happy. Ultimately, years later, you have the really dumb realization that living for other people is wrong, and what makes you happy for your body is the best. Who cares what you are. Do what's best for you.
>>42366299>25Bro wait any longer to troon out and this will be you when you finally do find a husband to fuck lolI hate 20 year olds because they think puberty stopped.You think you'll be able to enjoy that fantasy and not cry when you're 40 with leathery skin? How fast did the first 5 years of your 20s go? It goes faster than you think and it'll only speed up more with age and repression.Take your pills.
