> too self aware to troon> not dysphoric enough to justify immediate HRT treatment > losing sleep due to dysphoria I compounded during the day robs me of the lucidity required to be dysphoric during the day, and as time progresses the more compounded dysphoria I get during the day, the less sleep I get, and the less invasive my dysphoria brain fog becomes the next day (which solves the occupational distress thing, at the cost of my work performance)> Haunts the board and the archives for pinkpills for 5+ hours a day every day for 5 years > Crossdreams> But the next day I am forced to make the same decision, in a slightly more masculine body as twink death looms (in 3 years time)I lament the fact that I am not a real woman, and unlike the gooners here does not get off to porn of any kind to distract myself
>>42368712if you have gender dysphoria get over yourself and take your pills alice.
>>42368712>want estrogen>take estrogen>dont want estrogen>dont take estrogenezpz
>>42368738I don't hate my body as much anymore, so I am not trutransBut I love coming here and am just too addicted to the pinkpills (the self insert high), maybe it is because I do nothing but look for pinkpills in my pasttime, and therefore it is just a hobbyI don't think I have actual dysphoria, child me saw trannies praising hrt and probably internalised the idea that female puberty >>>> uggo male puberty
>>42368712> not dysphoric enough to justify immediate HRT treatment> losing sleep due to dysphoriahow dysphoric do you think you need to be to get on hrt?
>>42368774if you have experienced gender dysphoria symptoms since you were a child you are trutrans. don't overthink it.
>>42368783John 50 levels with autoimmune disorders, and multiple scars on my arm to prove that my dysphoria is real, and I am taking E to treat a chronic medical conditionBut I am still a man, a man who needs to be put on emergency HRT treatment due to a chronic diseaseMaybe I am just Munchausen, and my dysphoria is just imposter syndrome + mild AGP (without the sexual component) + pinkpill addiction in a trenchcoat
>>42368811By child I mean 10 years oldWould spend my day in the library hunting down stories of boys becoming girls / female poniesAnd I shouldn't have done that, now I hate being a man because of my tg addictionI am sorry anons, you are probably more deserving of HRT than me
>>42368712>> not dysphoric enough to justify immediate HRT treatment>> losing sleep due to dysphoria I compounded during the day robs me of the lucidity required to be dysphoric during the day, and as time progresses the more compounded dysphoria I get during the day, the less sleep I getthis sounds like enough dysphoria to justify immediate hrtadditionally, it can definitely get worse. do you want to bald? are you prepared to continue masculinizing? it doesn't just end after puberty, testosterone poisoning doesn't just stopunrelated note. great picrel
>>42368839are you being purposefully obtuse? you know full well that this aligns with gender dysphoria, don't try to make me your validation dispenser. stop the obnoxious defeatist act and troon out. no one is stopping you, you're not breaking some secret rule by doing it, stop being stupid and making up nonsense excuses you have no good reason to care about. and remove the word 'deserve' from your vocabulary.
>>42368916I will fix my sleep schedule I promise, the forcefem cravings got to me and this is no different from binge watching your favourite TV show from dusk till dawnI will invest in sleeping pills, anything but trooning out I don't want to lose the respect I had amassed as a man, there is too much shame in that
>>42368933I am being obtuse, I am just too self aware of the fact that I will become societal trash by trooning outI worked so hard to be a successful man and all of that is coming apart because I want to be a castrated emasculated eunuch with conetits
>>42368982I can't take it anymore I will just bite the bulletIf they don't respect the real me they don't deserve the real meI am just a little sad that the real me isn't a real woman, but a coping eunuch
>>42368982>I am just too self aware of the fact that I will become societal trash by trooning outthank you, that is the first good reason you've given. if that is what is holding you back then fair enough. i will confess that it is a miserable existence, but i think masculinization is a worse pain. pick your poison i guess.
>>42369016It's fine I will pick the conetitsMy lineage has tiny breasts, and I hope I get small cute ones, instead of tuberous pointy large ones, but if I get conetits I suppose it is punishment for wasting everyone's time with my incessant pinkpill bait
>>42368982just troon out and manmode dumbass. you arent gonna get d cups in 3 months
>>42369047Fine I need to realise my dreams of becoming who I wanna be somedayIf I don't want to be a man there is no point in becoming a successful oneI won't become a real woman with the honpills but acquiring female parts for my male body looks to be something I can definitelgly enjoy doing
>>42369031oh good, i wish you luck. meet trans women irl btw, you'll go crazy with no one but the people here to talk to.
>>42369055irl trans wome ndont wanna meet ugly reppers
>>42369064>>42369068Are you trying to recruit estrogenised twinks to join your harem of trannies
