for the whole time i've been transitioning, i've operated under the assumption that i'm a hussie, which is a sort of pride for me as i can clearly separate myself from agps. i don't even really believe in blandchardian shit, but it's been a big deal since i started using this boardi've always liked guys, at least since i had the words to know (about 12) and knew i was a tranny from 12 as well. i've rejected the 2 girls who asked me out in the past because i didn't like them, because i like dudes, and only ever watched gay porn, at least until i found hypno at 15, which i know is agp, but whatever further to this, i've only ever had the desire to bottom, imagining fucking a guy or woman has always just seemed not for me, even if i don't mind my dick too muchrecently though, after being on hrt for a bit, i've started to think i wouldn't mind pegging a guy or fucking a pooner, as well as found women who are larger and stronger than me attractive. i saw a waitress today who was easily a foot taller than me, and decently built, and i could not stop thinking about climbing that tree the whole meal. picrel is trans, but holy fuck is she hot and has a similar buildwhat the hell is wrong with me
You are a homo with bottom brainDuh
>>42372502jeep
>>42372502jesus you look like shit, barrel chested bitch
Hsts fuck men because they are attracted to men, agp do not because it is not part of their fetish. Agp might fuck other women because they have straight male sexuality with a fetish for being a woman.
>>42372549picrel is not me, also she looks amazing shut up>>42372557so i'm what
>>42372575>was gay>trans from young age>fucks and fucked by menHSTS, I am willing to bet you were already too feminine as a boy.
>>42372502theres one that looks girl enough to crank down to but you know you try to pipe and she still smells like a man
>>42372502you know that the picrel is a hyper racist AGP gigahon, right?i immediately wanted to tell you to kys before even reading the post
>>42372600i trooned at 17, i just knew at 12i'm 5'5" and have always been short and weak for my age, so i was somewhat feminine physically the reason it's such a point of contention is because i never was flamboyantly gay like i know hussies often are, so i developed male socialisation. whether this was just because of social anxiety that stopped me talking to anyone (and when i did first get friends not through my own effort, they were cishet) or because i am just malebrained, coupled with this now, idk anymore
>>42372632separate the art from the artist
>>42372632There's nothing worse than a racist, if they're white. Because... because, ok? Only every other race can have in-group bias.
>>42372632oh NO! NOT RACISTS! ANYTHING BUT THAT!
>>42372681>>42372861RACISTSARECLASSTRAITORS
>>42372502i like men and bottoming for men but dont care to align it to hsts or agp typology slop. People really live in blanchardia sometimes~
>>42372502>stop thinking about climbing that treei can tell you're hsts because only they (and the most obnoxious women) would say such disgusting shit with zero shame.
>>42372502Ok unironically you remind me of me, are you sure you don’t have an estrogen sensitivity or produce a little of it naturally? I felt like this and I had to stay on the tiniest dose of E to stay girlmoded, libido-wise and changes-wise
>>42372881The antiracists helped the capitalists destroy the middle class and keep the working class down. I urge you to take a look at what labor oriented parties were saying about race early last century.
>>42372957i mean my hips are decently wide for being born a guy? i don't think so though, never had gyno and my breast growth has been below average i think>I felt like this and I had to stay on the tiniest dose of E to stay girlmoded, libido-wise and changes-wisewhat do you mean, you got more masculine on e, or just more horny?
>>42372881oh dear, its a young retard they filled your head with lies. you don't qualify as a sentient human being yet.
>>42373071Idk, both, sort of. trying to figure it out, sorry to hijack the topic. Apparently I pass, and yes I had gyno as a kid but as far as face and body changes my breasts haven’t grown much and my face has always been mistaken for a girl as a teen so it doesn’t feel that effective.I swear during that first year my sex drive was crazy submissive and male-centric, I was much much weaker, and I smelled like flowers. Maybe it’s just the stress of an outdoor job but my sweat smells much more gross and my hair falls out.I’ve just read a lot about some tgirls who were exposed to too much estrogen at birth or have some sort of genetic precondition to make them insensitive to E. I wish I knew more about it I just know that I only feel feminine on very low dose of e with lots of T suppression and very low food. I just think my hormonal system is reactive or something. I don’t want to whine about it but it is difficult to research this stuff properly, and tests beyond routine basic blood panels are hard to get a hold of. All I know is I miss the days of feeling maximally soft, submissive, and sensitive. Like I said maybe it’s the job stress but I just feel rougher these days and I am more attracted to women than I’m comfortable with
>>42373175it might just be stress, but have you changed your dose since starting?Powers seems to think that too high doses will eventually crowd out the estrogen receptor with weaker metabolites, preventing the stronger ones from being effective (estrone, estradiol). it's hard to get tested for the weaker metabolites specifically, but you should be able to get ahold of a SHBG test to see if your dose is too high as well as a regular DNA test which you can download the full data from and run through genetic genie to see if you have issues with estrogen sensitivity and/or a slow COMT geneif you do, you can start supplements that help with a slow COMT, as well as stopping hrt for a bit (stay on an aa) and restart on a lower dose and see if it helps good lucki'm (op) doing the same at the minute to help with my transition hopefully, they'll be more info on the Dr Powers subreddit
>>42372502It's over for you. Bifag.You are no longer HSTS.You are AGP with meta attraction.> which is a sort of pride for me as i can clearly separate myself from agpsthis is only further proof you are meta-attracted: you validate your identity in your attraction to men.Trutrans Realwomen HSTS do not care they just like men.
>>42373623i don't really think i'm meta attracted, i like guys because they're hot and pretty and funny and have nice voicesofc i like a guy to be dominant and who can make me feel comforted, but that's not just because i feel feminine in contrasti really wouldn't mind if a guy wanted to bottom every once in a while or lie on my chest or cry on my shoulder or whatever because i want my partner to be a human ideally
