I see woman and especially lesbians it makes me want to walk into traffic. I literally spend all my time inside but when i have to leave the house to do things to survive i have to subject myself to seeing them. I don't know how to live like this. I can't feel any other emotions except envy and anger at myself and my entire life revolves around avoiding triggering them and i cant live like this
I feel the same nona.I hate every single day of my existence while i bear this curse.
>>42374498yeah :(