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>second year of college
>20 years old pushing 21 and still a virgin
>depressed and addicted to drugs
>meet a group of friends after reconnecting with friend from highschool
>meet a ftm through this friendgroup and become sorta close
>he's "dating" some happy go lucky long haired faggot but don't care cuz I have no interest at this point
>2 months roommate kicked out for failing
>new roommate is long haired fag
>his bf basically moves in too and sleeps in our dorm every night
>starts complaining to me abt him and how he takes advantage of him and how's he's not happy
>we also get extremely close and more and more touchy
>i end up cucking him and also lose my virginity barely a week later
>his bf finds out one day and cuts himself in my dorm while I'm in class lol
>a week later he's kicked out of school for smoking in the dorm
>unhealthy amounts of sex and unconditional love
>geniunely thought I was the luckiest person ever
>winter break happens
>we see each other once because he has work and so did I
>get back from break
>immediately wants to distance himself from me
>says I'm too self deprecating
>says I'm too codependent on him
>wants to take a break
>I agree
>went from texting me a bit to straight up ignoring me
>tells my friend that "he talked to his best friend and his made his final decision because of that"
>starts posting about hating men (ironic isn't it lol)
>I'm expecting a break up text or a real life conversation hopefully

am I the bad guy here guys I don't know what the fuck happened