Wear panties

>>42377500
Sometimes I wear panties, stockings, or a chastity cage when I go out under my normal clothes.

>>42377500
>wear bra and panties under gender neutral clothes any time I do something social where being my male self isn't important. Sometimes it is and I don't crossdress
>have tried and failed to meet a man who would fuck me while I crossdressed
There's no point in rotting at home crossdressing. I failed to meet someone during the passable years of my life and passable is being generous. I never passed from the neck up. It kills me inside that I never got to have sex as a girl simply through being rejected all those times and my own inhibition.

>>42377500
>look in mirror
>wow im glad i have tits

>>42378384
why did you fail
for me the logistics seem like a nightmare

>>42378273
that half half shit doesn't appeal to me
give me femininity or give me death

>>42379034
It's that, the logistics, I live in squalor, I always was unable to decide whether I would feel safer at a strange man's home where he could poison or knife me or outing myself at a hotel with him or something. Also being very slow to give out my first name or phone number because my schizo feelings are correct and people I know are always stalking me right when I least want them to, and obviously this is a very extreme sexuality to have people finding out about you as a hetero-presenting sexually withdrawn guy. I have a male image to uphold although I am not very socially popular, I have never openly crossdressed in public within 100 miles of fhometown, I only engage in things like this >>42378273 when it would not be a risk to be caught.
Also I'm not big on catching a variety of STDs which people with normal sociosexual development have already caught and cleared in their teens but still carry latent in the bodies while I am like the Sentinelese in terms of communicable diseases.

>>42379067
It's just some horny fun for me. Also for some men who fucked me in the past and now sometimes my gf.

>>42379156
I do it under my normal clothes, I've actually done it once or twice when my friends were around and at work a few times. The risk of getting caught adds to excitement. Also did it on a couple dates with my gf at her request.

>>42379375
Doing it around friends is the best feeling for that interpersonal AGP boost.
I've done it playing in tennis clubs, hiking, and going to college, I guess.
For me it's always with bras and I have experimented with wearing lighter and lighter t shirts and intentionally sitting in front of people because that adds to the risk of being seen or at least suspected.

>>42378384
Did you get SRS?

>>42379440
Nope

>>42379156
i've thought of one method you basically desensitize yourself to being a little andro outside i mean you probably already have slightly long hair and clean face
just keep adding fem leaning stuff and get used to it and then meet the guy in a coffee shop in an proper emasculated form not a guy wearing women's undergarments
then your cding in private won't be such a shock for him or you or should i say your appearance as a male in front of him

>>42379686
I always am open about my hidden cding on dating apps, because that was literally my only appeal was taking good cd pictures and looking somewhat appealing from the neck down to the variety of freaks who are into or neutral to having sex with a cd guy.
It was the thought of connecting my full name to the pictures of a crossdresser and being seen fem and emasculated in public where I needed men to be patient with me. And none were patient enough.