how sad is it that the only time i've actually *had* a boyfriend (kinda) was when i was in preschool lmao. we were classmates but i remembered cuddling him constantly, i was basically inseparable from him lol, and i think i snuck in a few l bombs too. i got redistricted when i entered grade school and we didn't see each other again for another five years and he was super different when i saw him again and it wasn't really the same, but i still cared a lot about him. idk why i just thought about this lol i spent like the rest of school kinda convincing myself i liked girls bc that's what guys do and now im sad thinking about how different my youth could've been i wasn't so repressed.these days im a stupid tranny faggot who's desperate for a guy (or anyone other than my family atp) to care about me. maybe it'd be easier if i "detrooned" while still staying on e to try and become a cute yaoi uke lol maybe that would change things.
>>42377593did he get cute?
>>42377624ok this was when i was like 10 but no lmao. he had like kind of this angry look and this really sort buzzcut which threw me for a loop since i always remembered him as being warm and inviting. could've definitely gotten hot now that we're both adults but i moved kinda far away a year after so who knows atp lol.
>>42377593move on and man up bro
>>42377910nah im pretty over it lol, i just remembered this for the first time in years haha. i don't really think about anything before 2023 lol
