File: ama3..jpg (642 KB, 2992x2992)

642 KB JPG

He said (or maybe i misunderstood) at first that it was a distance problem but he eventually he admitted it's because we don't share enough interests/maybe he finds me boring.

i asked him if i was unattractive to him and he said no. he told me i'm also a great person and very smart. but the problem is supposedly that our interests don't overlap much.

i really love him and i just feel empty and confused. i didn't really argue, i know it's pointless, if he doesn't want to be with me he doesn't want to be with me. but i feel so tainted. i gave him my virginity. he said i would be the good mother to his children that his parents told him to find. We made so many promises. he made me feel like i'm not worthless after all. I learned how to cook for him and I'm actually good at it now, I've been passively learning his language. We've spent so much time together

but we all know why, right? he didn't say it. i didn't ask. We didn't even approach the subject. but it's because i was born this way, i'm sure. it's funny because I would argue with posters on here that say that trannies can't get married or live normally.

I feel so empty. i just wanna die. There was so much I wanted to say to him and none of it matters. i'm useless

picrel is a diode laser machine i bought off ebay that doesnt turn on that i have to return by the end of jan