I had sex with my transbian friend and i have feelings for her that have been slowly brewing for years, since my ex GF left. For reasons i can't go into here we can't be together right now. When I'm with her i feel happy, but she wants us to keep things how they are. This is the second time this happened in the past year.I'm in pain and conflicted, every trans woman I've had feelings for either left me due to commitment phobia or been unwilling to leave an unsatisfying transbian LTR that was open, no matter how dysfunctional it is. But then they frequently break up with their partners to date men, and I'm dating a man too so I can't talk.I'm just in so much pain, am I the only transbian who feels this way? Wtf do I do?
bumping this
>>42383984>I the only transbian who feels this way?ye because we're transbian not transbi
>>42386383But I thought being into guys was just meta attraction /pseudobisexuality or desire for validation, I feel like I have more true feelings for other trans women than for guys?
>>42386458>i used thousands of complicated theories to cope just to avoid admitting that im bisorry but I've never been attracted to men
>>42386532Right but you're probably attracted to cis women and being a transbian is a cope for you.