how do I reconcile my trans identity with the fact I have a crippling porn addiction?I'm not AGP, but watch sissy & beta PMVs and use poppers for hours most days and it makes me feel like a complete degenerate. it makes me question if I'm even trans at all, or if my porn addiction really has made me think I'm trans.even if I manage to quit, I don't know how I'll ever be able to look at myself as a real woman when I have that history.am I doomed to detransition when I beat my addiction and realize none of what I felt was real?anyone recovered from this with their self respect intact?
>>42384037idk about all that but when i stopped gooning on weed and poppers for 4-6 hours a day and trooned out i just realized with my libido dropping that my dysphoria was real and regretted spending so many of my years believing that i could escape it by overloading my dopamine receptorsif you know you'll know
>>42384037>how do I reconcile my trans identity with the fact I have a crippling porn addiction?
>>42384037You are the most trans person here ;)
>>42384259virtually all trans ppl develop some level of dysphoria long before puberty and presumably exposure to porn so that doesn't really make sense anyway
>>42384289I think there might be a massive correlation, could be wrong though.
>>42384037>I'm not AGP, butget the fuck out of here lmfao do you even have a job? how do you fund this crazy ass lifestyle??
>>42384363what part of that makes you think I can't have a job?
>>42384484be real anon, this isn't chronically-employed behavior.
>>42384037Get a new addiction that's less shameful, like drugs. You'll feel a lot better about yourself.
>>42384499nta but you can definitely be fully employed and goon for hours at the same time, just imagine spending your free time jorking it instead of playing video games
