thread for confessing things, venting, getting it off your chest, write a note to someone you can’t(but hoping they see) or whatever. i’ll be begging for ppl to readd me on discord good luckso i now have two people im begging to readd me pls readd me i just want friends.. i want to know you both… sorry romance stuff happens and im an abyss pls readd me and know thread theme: https://youtu.be/wCiGM5WjZ0I?si=yaa85rjY-iZLvrBD
Bobby's just a friend of mineHe's on his back, I'm on his mindHe wakes me when he goes to workHis hands are cold, his breath is smokeI'd leave him for you if you want me toI'd leave him for you if you want me toI'd leave him for you if you want me toI'd leave him for you if you want me toDo you forget when we first met?You grabbed my hand, I tore your dressI felt things I cannot expressBut I lost my way, I made my messI'd clean it for you if you want me toI'd clean it for you if you want me toI'd clean it for you if you want me toI'd clean it for you if you want me toBut I know what you're doingI know what you're doingI know you, I know youI do, I do, I tell you whatI paint pictures of my heartThe colors blue and purple startTo bleed into an endless darkIt's only you, it's only youI'd burn them for you if you want me toI'd burn them for you if you want me toI'd burn them for you if you want me toI'd burn them for you if you want me toBut I know what you're doingI know what you're doingI know you, I know youI do, I do, I tell you what….i hate myself so much
>>42384808I hate trannys but jack off to the cute ones
>>42384872you chud like that with your hole too chaser?
blugh i’ve already exhausted this i feel bad im genuinely evil i wish i could just be friends and maintain close friends without falling in love im genuinely so stupid at this point i ask questions is being polly real? which ig it is bc ppl do that obvi but its not for me in my headcannon ab my life(not how it works for me) but im a cheating faggot who only half cheats(never physically) ever any way the first time was just a crush we both caught heavy feelings and fell out really hard(if you see this pls add me) and this time with someone i did talk about pervy stuff i genuinely am so evil… i want to be so close and love my friends then have my one person which i prefer to be a man bc that what ive always found attractive growing up and such but i keep falling in transbian limbo bc intense emotional connection like sometimes i bond so well with someone who just seems like a girl(tranners) im frens with but it starts feeling like we are soulmates and it’s always been the case so far they have feelings too and it leads to hel. the flirting and yearning and connection feels otherworldly but i just want close friends to not to be a whore(in a relationship i can’t leave and ultimately i don’t think want though i am unsatisfied and am being abused), or tear my heart apart why do i always(well 2 times) fall in love and ruin being friends
>>42384915also eww lol
>>42385119I know this feel. Someone stole my heart right out of my chest and I feel so so bad about it because I thought I was just being a good friend and then one day I couldnt stop thinking about her or trying to be close to her.What's she like? The person who had your heart?
>>42385609*has
>>42384808I _fucking_ want to have a dick. I would probably rape someone if I ever get one, but It's on my head 24/7.Sadly now I'm projecting and being mean to others in the same situation as mine, and insult and tease them about not having one.
>>42384808I ghosted someone on f-list and now I feel sad. How do I make things right?
as a tgirl i wanna be the third to a cis lesbian couple and get one of them pregnant and be their wife and raise their children bcus i wanna be a mom but only in a faggy way
>>42385755malebrained
>>42385119Okay. This feels a lot like the situation I'm in, just from the other side. The words "emotional affair" have been ringing in my mind a lot lately. Developing romantic feelings for someone because emotional boundaries get breached and "close friends" become something more. Just because it's not sexual - not physical - doesn't mean it's not the same kind of breach of trust... if your spouse would be mad if they read your messages, then it's probably some form of infidelity.The bit about your spouse abusing you seems alarming. Please, please get away from that as soon as you can. Abuse only escalates over time. This is who they are.I post a little something about this in most confessgens that pop up so I guess here we go. I've fallen head over heels for my friend. She is married and I know her spouse. She was so very kind to me at a point in my life when I needed it. Deeply gentle and compassionate but still very firm and intelligent about major issues... Didn't humor my self-hate. We got along very well. She started to become someone I wanted to protect. Someone I wanted to be part of my life. I thought I could do that - be close friends. But we keep getting closer and she... has feelings and fantasies... of being a part of my family. I have the same fantasies.I don't want to hurt her marriage. As far as I know, they have some problems but nothing that can't be worked out. I want her to be happy, because she's helped me out so much in my time of need. I want to see her smile that warm, earnest smile I've seen a few times when she is happy and content.I don't know how to stop the slide without hurting myself. I'm not even entirely sure I want it to stop. I just hope wherever this disasterpiece of a dance goes, she doesn't hate me in the end.
