be honest nona>how many trans women do you know irl, like know by name + talk to at least occasionally>how often do you go to places trans women hang out irl (gay bars, support groups, clubs, social events etc.)
>20ish>when i feel like it
for all I know it could be dozens of them in stealth :^)
>>42393614>0>0
>>42393647know what? based>probably thirty, only close with like five>every couple of weeks
>>42393614>none>nevert. seattlemoder
>>42393614>like 2>never
>>42393614>0>nevert. permamanmoder
>>42393614>none>neveri kind of know one trans woman irl but i am not sure if fae is even a trans woman in the traditional sense. i knew another but she died. i don't go anywhere gay though :( i want so badly to hang out with other legbutts but i live in like rural nowhereland and idk where the gays are. i see lesbian couples at my job sometimes but i'm afraid to ask them that sort of question bc like that's weirdt. secretly enby stealthoid
>>42393614>like 5 or 5>every week
>>42393614>4>monthly maybe
>>42393751>seattleHOW
>>42393818>secretly enby stealthoidwhy are you able to be stealth when you dont want to/to have to be and I am forced to forever be a man when I wish I was a womanWhy is god so cruel
>>42393852socially stunted + ugly hon who trooned at 22.99 + not really outwardly queer in any way
>>42393899ugly hon doesn't matter, i trooned at 24.75. socially stunted can change and it's worth itt. >>42393734
>>42393614I don't talk to anyone anymore. Falling off the face of the planet to everyone you once knew is awesome. You realize exactly how not-close you actually were all along
>>42393891i'm sorry nona :( if it makes you feel any better i did transition deliberately to be a woman. i realized i was enby only a few years into it.i hope the universe bestows upon you the gifts you deserve someday
>>42393925idk i feel like homeschooling broke me, i don't really have issues picking up on social cues from others but i so obviously struggle to string words together that nobody ever wants to talk to me for longalso being an ugly hon definitely does matter????
>>42393614>1at least that I talk to occasionally, every other tranny friend I've had was literally the worst ever >neverI don't really go anywhere anyway but even if I did the last place I'd want to go is some queer bs I genuinely don't like other trans women or really LGBT in general and wish I wasn't one.
>>42393951>i realized i was enby only a few years into itwhy not come out? Just fear?>i hope the universe bestows upon you the gifts you deserve someday5 years on hrt soon. I'm ngmi girl
>>42393614I live in the hills outside of the city. I only talk to other transsexuals through a liquid crystal screen passed down to me by generations of my family's estate. I hang out with other gay people and lesbians occasionally. The last time I actually hung with a transsexual was last year. They didn't like me, because I came from the hills and lived on my family's estate. They did not like my bourgeoisie ways.
>>42393963paradoxically you have to overcome fearing your honhood to start hanging out with people and realize honhood truly does not matter to most of them
>>42394050i'm just really afraid of just being seen as a cism invader appropriating their experience. nobody ever wants to talk to me or come up to me irl so i feel like i'd just be imposing myself on them
>>42393614Know>7 Doll Types>4 AGP Types>1 Genderfluid Type>2 FtMFriends with>2 Doll Types>1 AGP Type
>>42394144have literally never seen or heard of this and i went to these places while boymoding with my girlmoding husband. more probable is that they'll fawn over you for being nascent honestly unless you're with a ridiculously catty social climber / opticsfag crowd which i can't imagine outside of like. LA or NYCyou do have to come up to people but do it with a compliment and you're in for a good conversation a good majority of the time
>>42393818elaborate on enby stealthoid. surely people know you're trans by dint of being uh. enby
>>42393614>how many trans women do you know irl, like know by name + talk to at least occasionallyprobably like 20-40>how often do you go to places trans women hang out irl (gay bars, support groups, clubs, social events etc.)pretty often i feel. my neighborhood has a pretty big and active transfem community.
>>42394176nta but what about "secretly" does not make sense
>>42394220oh i see, i thought anon meant stealthoid AS enby and "secretly" was just redundant for stealth. sometimes i'm a stroke patient
>>42394167ugh i know i have to try just by virtue of needing to have friends who will at least take me to/from surgery and crash at theirs from time to timebut it's genuinely so hard to try and force myself to when i literally haven't made a single irl friend outside of a school/work context in my entire life, it's like having to learn to fly a plane when you haven't even learned to walki feel like every interaction i have with anyone else just very quickly reveals how poorly socialized i've been most of my life and it's extremely unbecoming, i straight up die of embarrassment every time i trip over my words and have to repeat myself like four times to be understoodi'm just the definition of what it's like to be ngmi in general
>>42394266it is hard and painful. but ygmi in time. hugs
>>42394283i hope so :( sorry for derailing with my venting i know it's annoying
>>42393614>1/0 (ik her personally but haven't talked to her in years)>0
>>42394302nah nah this is kind of what i was trying to get at with the thread, you're good
other anons who do not live in cities: how do you meet other legbutts? i am thinking about asking an older gay i know because we were meant to hang out once i finished school anyways. hopefully he knows what's up around here.>>42394021>tfw i was saying something similar to the right character earlier today le sighi don't come out because it's sort of embarrassing and not worth telling anyone if i'm just presenting as a woman anyways. my best friend and mom are the only people i've told in real but i have considered getting a tastefully small nonbinary flag pin for my apron or bag or whatever. i hsven't because they are expensive to order online and as mentioned i live in gay-desert nowherelandi wish i had something constructive to say anent your transition. i am truly sorry nona :( but i still wish for you the very best and more. you deserve to be happy. big hugs.>>42394176what the other anon said but the above is also sort of an explanation
