5+ years hrt and I'm tired of being ashamed of my sexuality and what is and isn't "fembrained"i don't believe in the blanchard dichotomy but for lack of a better word is it so bad to just embrace AGP or whatever
>>42394156I recognized my sexuality as a combination of being attracted to women and wanting to be a woman myself for a long time now and don't get why so many trannies are averse to those things.Was pretty obvious for me. That's always been what I masturbated to and also thought about during sex.
>>42394188kind real. also when you read nsfw communities and comments written by women generally you realize that womens sexuality isn't this idealized pure thing free of "agp" impulses, and if cis women aren't shaming themselves for it, why should i?
>>42394286I don't think women are pure but also I don't relate to women at all really. They don't seem to think in similar ways to me. But that's kind of unique to me and not something I ever hear other natal males on hrt saying.
>>42394330right. i feel like i relate to women a lot, but i feel like what you're saying is pretty reasonable for someone who isn't cis.
transbian so close to becoming self aware. so close
>>42395053what
being yourself and having fun is a really difficult process if you try to do it for reals. i am glad you are prioritizing your authentic self above all else. i find that people who dont fit any boxes are the same ones that are actually worth knowing as you age
>>42394156>fembrainedi thought that this word is a taboo in mtf circles mostly because they're into stem or intel signaling and that's kinda malebrained lol
>>42395261i think its just tism brained desu
>>42395217the whole idea of transitioning revolves around "unboxing" oneself and becoming more authentici think femalebrained memes are tragic and not funny cuz they reflect both internal struggle and external social pressure
>>42394156What’s interesting are the trans who claim they never experienced gender dysphoria during sex while cis, but transitioned anyway and now experience it
>>42394156i kinda dislike AGPs who are so up their own ass believing themselves to be so called trutrans for always wanting to be the object of their sexual attraction, but honestly being just an unrepentant AGP gooner is socially and mentally much better. good on you, nona.
>>42394286they kind of do talk about this tho, they talk about perceiving themselves through their internalised male gaze at times and its kinda cringy.
