Tranners, I need to be typed. Medically transitioning for a year and a half at this point for reference.
Autopedo
>>42394517>room reminiscent of a teenage girl's>Mental age of 13>massive cradleI think it's my psyche's way of coping with not experiencing girlhood. I wish I looked like Fiona from Haunting Ground.
>>42394587hon scienceit's a paedo
>>42394326>Saar am I Kshatriya caste faggot or Vaishya caste faggotwho cares faggot, you're a faggot
>>42394594Its age regression at worst. The guy has to be my at least 5 years older than me.
>>42394587Even if so, the two are not mutually exclusive.
>>42394745You could say that for almost anything... This is on me for posting here again despite knowing better.
>>42394805What do you imagine when you’re getting fucked? Does it help at all to regress?
>>42394805Most 13 year old girls aren’t getting fucked, much less in a crib lol
>>42394907Again, completely unrelated to what I said.
>>42395221What planet are you on? I’m sorry, the entire chat and thread are in the context of ideal sexual relationship/archetype, not just ideal self-image? You are being really confusing.
>>42394882Yes, regressing mentally to 13, physically to 18-19. I want to be taken advantage, cared for, and treated like a ragdoll plaything at the same time. Mental regression isn't even necessary, I just wish I had the privilege of being very naive, cis, attractive, and loved at that age.
>>42395247My ideal sexual relationship wouldn't be my ideal sexual relationship without my ideal self-image.
>>42395319Idk have you considered that maybe she also wants to grow up first too? It’s all fun and games until a guy leaves you and that raw child/teen self is suddenly experiencing world-ending heartbreak.Idk, double edged sword. I relate to you but I feel more estranged from her because I let her out at the wrong times around the wrong people
>>42395608She absolutely does want to grow up first too. She's been starved, hurt, and confined her entire life and causes me to cry very easily now. The issue is, she can't grow up until I accomplish several things which I lack the energy and ambition for. I have to change that, somehow, but it feels harder every passing day. >I let her out at the wrong times around the wrong peopleI'm afraid there's no one I can let her out to irl, and it hurts.
>>42395699I’m sorry Nona for calling you autopedo I just feel ashamed for my stunted emotions and compartmentalization personalities that are drifting farther away from each other. Browsing this hellhole is not helping obviously.
>>42395893I forgive you. Most people wouldn't have apologized. >I just feel ashamed for my stunted emotions and compartmentalization personalities that are drifting farther away from each other.I think Internal Family Systems therapy would be very helpful for us trans girls who have suffered this level of fundamental deprivation. I hope I can afford it one day. >Browsing this hellhole is not helping obviously.This hellhole exists to make us worse. When I was less acutely depressed, I used to try to sustain her by watching shows like Ruby Gloom, Growing Up Creepie, Totally Spies, etc.
