>18 mtfive been on hrt for about 1.5 years and i still do not pass at all. my friends and family dont see me as a woman and i dont think theres anything ill ever be able to do to pass. recently we were talking about who the gayest person in our friend group was, ive gone out with 3 women as a trans woman and no one brought me up, none of my other friends have gone out with the same gender as much as i have. i cant blame them because its almost impossible to see me as a woman, i look like a dude in makeup and shitty clothes.should i kill myself or what? its too late to detransition, just dont know what im supposed to do. for now all i can do is get drunk and pass out to forget about it.
What have you done to make progress towards your transition? Do you know hair, makeup and how to dress? Do you think you need FFS to be able to pass?
>>42394855yea i do hair and makeup alright, i could dress better but i go out wearing skirts and stuff, not 24/7 but semi frequently.i think abt ffs a lot, i think the main issue is my nose is pretty big. E has helped although i cant go up to see the doctors abt my dose as often as i should, been hondosed a little but ive been doubling what im supposed to be taking for a little bit
