Why do I get so angry at other transwomen for getting srs? I'm such a coward I've been booked for it several times to the points it's cost me thousands of dollars and I still backed out. I hear one negative outcome to every 10 positive outcomes and I still stress out. I don't want urinary issues. I see a person when I go out on the town sometimes and they reek of piss, ive met a post op with a bad result and just being near her I smell rotten fish. I don't want that. I just want a guarantee that I won't be ruined. Life is good now for me I'm happy and pass and stealth unless it's boyfriends. I don't want to end up mutilated and doing escort work in some Peruvian shit house just to afford rice and beans and a damp mattress on the floor which yes I know of several troons who had the snip and lost everything and many many who've straight up killed themselves or detransitioned. I feel like many post ops lie about their happiness and results because to be honest would mean to accept they made a mistake and they are far too narcissistic to accept any responsibility hence why they got chopped in the first place.I'm probably over thinking it. See this is why I need a husband in life to tell me what to do god damn it just marry me someone please.
>>42397260>I know of several troons who had the snip and lost everythingwhat?
If I married you I'd make you keep it unless you're severely dysphoric about it.
