I tried to feminize myself but I can't give a fuck about>creativity>fashion>aesthetics, beauty specially>interpersonal shitI just want to compete and at most grasp abstract concept (barely because I have the brain of a retard)
>>42403946I cared but realizwd my face is uggo and lost all hope
Being feminine is taking time and care for your body and mind. So thats the first thing you could do. And you mention being creative - you have whole internet to steal your style on. Too much? Pock randomly. You dont't like it? Then you have some preferences and you can explore your own style.
>>42403946Serbia
Style is fun though