would

>>42437285
no, have your own life you idiot
want me to fucking tuck you in at night too?

>>42440064
Nice..
>>42440132
I cant :(

And no id wanna be cuddled up to you

>>42437285
Only if she's going to let me help her take control of her life and get a job

>>42440471
She wants you to take control of it and help her get a job

Its not like you have to baby her or hold her hand all the time but she just kind of shuts down if you try to make her "independent"

>>42437285
a trans woman with that little self sufficiency probably wouldn't pass at all though...

>>42440651
Why not? I pass okay, lots of experiences like randoms asking me for tampons. I dont think im stealth by any means though

>>42440719
where do you live that randoms ask you for tampons?? I've never seen that even between cis women if they aren't close friends.
that aside, that's surprising because mtf surgeries are expensive as fuck and I'm assuming you don't have a job, and so much of passing is just locking in and effort which you seem to struggle with

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>would you date a man who likes women
doubt

>>42440750
Idk it happened by a street festival

I previously worked actually, I got ffs through starbucks, BA through work insurance. I just completely crashed out at some point

>who needs you to be able to function and work?
i'm a neet so...
i mean we could neet together NEET TOGETHER 4 LIFE

>>42440797
this shit is only possible in Japan where people are somehow able to stay neets even into their 40s. ive read interesting stuff about it on 5ch

>>42440777
that's interesting then, you have that going for you. I'd still only date someone that dependant if they were an 11/10 giga passoid to make up for it though

>>42440818
Im not that hot unfortunately :( im a little bricked, so youd have to like some androgyny. I can be dominant or toppy sometimes to make up for it I guess

>>42440817
It's not the NEET 4 LIFE absolute
It's the NEET 4 LIFE mentality
freedom, getting cash in our own lane get it?
no boss, no bullshit but after being a neet so long, our brains are NEETmaxxed

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>>42440818
not op but i think it would be nice to be a housewife to someone who isnt an abuser. im disablingly mentally ill but still have to worry about work and my fucking nightmare parents and im tired of it. i hate humans for inventing a currency system. if money wasn't an issue so much cruelty and abuse could be escaped, it's appalling how much one evil person can ruin someone else's life and an innocent child's life all by financially crippling them.
i really wonder why the fuck women in the west decided that they want to work when they didnt have to. mental illness

>>42440847
Being dependent on men is just that bad is why they did

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>>42440859
i guess so. it sucks that basically homelessness and then figuring everything the fuck out from there is the only way to escape sometimes. or having to force yourself to grind for a degree despite having a mental illness that makes it appallingly difficult while having to work while not even being able to function properly in your day to day life because of it. we live in hell

>>42440847
idk what any of that has to do with what I said but sorry to hear that ig...

>>42440892
i was basically explaining why i would want to be dependent on someone. although it would probably be better if i just killed myself when i was 12 like i wanted to, especially if it would have hurt my demon parents

>>42440832
why would I want to be topped or dominated by someone less capable than me? that totally kills what the appeal of being topped is

>>42440879
>homelessness and then figuring everything out
non traditional side jobs and disability checks worked for me to escape without becoming homeless, but I can't stomach trying to earn money any more so I just pay rent and don't go outside until my thoughts get too loud.Its really isolating but i would rope if i had to go back. I can understand this may not be enough for everyones situation though

>>42440915
Ugh, I hate that this turned me on

Anyway I dunno.. it can just be a physical thing.. it's like an option..

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>>42440947
>Its really isolating
my situation is ironic because i have a problem that has legitimately made me unable to physically be around others aside from family or work, so i still have the same level of social isolation as a fucking hikki but still have to worry about working and my abusive father. i really wonder why this is what life is right now.

>>42440987
if just being called less capable turned you on, I do NOT think you have it in you to dominate somebody lmao. it is good you're working within your options, though

>>42441272
I definitely do though. I've done it before and I like doing it. I get the power and control high n stuff

>>42441115
>unable to be around others
>isolation level of a hikki
>messed up relationship with parents

samesies. I don't talk to anyone 6 days a week. I just sing sometimes so i can at least not forget how to talk.
I relate so heavily

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>>42442104
I feel weird cause starting estrogen made me realize how much stuff i was doing was just a cope for not being able to transition like being obsessed with my "style"/aesthetic and now I just feel weird and scared cause of the worsening family problems
My life feels kind of like the higurashi vns
Also my behavior/mood changed like i legit have zero desire to eat and have been bed rotting literally almost the entire day today even though i got up early like i legit don't want to move or eat, and i remember my mom telling me that she would always stop eating when she got upset
Funny how being on e is showing how fucked up my family situation really is when my behavior in how i react to it changes

>>42442104
and yeah literally the only people i talk to aside from my Mom is texting my 1 irl friend sometimes. i don't mind being isolated but i hate having to deal with my fucked up ass family and worry about money.

>>42437285
You sound like my dream girl but im a complete mentally ill failure and still get panic attacks from going outside, id never be able to support you :(
>>42442997
Fellow higu fan :3

>>42443048
I love higurashi so much because of the design + atmosphere of the original backgrounds and sprites. It helped me feel comfort during one of the worst times of my life which is still going on. I don't have a way to use a pc right now so I've just been reading it on YouTube by watching someone autoscroll but im on chapter 5 and it's ok. Chapter 1 was the best to me, 2 3 and 4 were all disappointing and annoying to me for various reasons. honestly i like it more for the atmosphere than the actual story so far. what I've read of umineko i LOVE for the story and i think Battler's voice actor is really funny and i love the soundtrack.
The scenery in the higurashi vns is really healing. During like the second actual serious suicide attempt I had in my life i was basically thinking of the nature in higurashi.

>>42443100
Play silent hill f, its the best ryukishi game

>>42443048
aw thanks

>>42443215
Hmm I'm not really into video games anymore, partially cause i don't have a way to regularly use a computer right now

>>42443442
Cute hobo girl