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>i'm scared repbro
>it's going to be fine, the trannys have fallen we're going to be alright

i live with my parents lol

my life is so embarassing

There was an anon in the other thread talking about how he is a 30 year old repper and doesn't fit in with older trannies or the younger newgen. His life experience is just too different. I wonder if this is an exclusively Zillenial thing as we came of age right on the cusp of trans shit going mainstream. A lot of us got left behind or stuck in gender purgatory, it feels like we have the most amount of reppers per capita.

>>42471080
One thing that catches Millenial trannies is that in older generations, most trooned in their 30's (what we consider too late) when they were financially secure. Meanwhile, zoomers and now the alphas or whatever get to transition very young, the real lucky ones before being wrecked by puberty. Combine that with the fact that being 'financially secure' is more and more difficult, Millenials are stuck in a place where they get to see how bad Gen X and Boomer transitions went at their age, see how well Zoomers and Alphas are doing at younger ages the Millenials missed out on, look at their bank account and see they don't have the money for surgeries to help, and fall into despair.

>>42470458
I would say i dont really have dysphoria anymore. Im actually p happy detrooned

>>42471080
nta but of similar age and agree. i think what younger people don't get is that if you aren't really aware being trans is an option you don't get the whole "oh i get it and now i want to take my pills or i'll kill myself" moment. like it's not unusual to be depressed, the feeling of strangeness in relationships / weird kinks feed off of each other, and the general dissociation makes it so for the longest time i was sorta fine just not thinking about it. then one day you do actually think about it and it's already over

>>42470632
>Why not just be a feminine gay man with long hair who doesn't take estrogen and doesn't ruminate about the supposed evil of your male body?
tried that. doesnt work.

In my mid 20s Its not too late physically, but mentally, socially, lifestyle it feels as too late as it gets. I feel nothing but shame and disgust with myself

>>42471080
i don't even see any older trannies or new ones how far behind am i or am i far ahead
im also 30+

i wish i didnt let myself rot, i wish i had a loving family that wouldve accepted me and guided me. i have nothing, no career, cant look at myself, no friends, nothing. how do you even begin to climb out

>>42472877
you could reassess your qualifications, skills, hobbies etc vet your options get a job
pull yourself up from your bootstraps
where are you feeling stuck

>>42473143
yeah i have no qualifications, skills, hobbies etc and very little ability to do anything other than panic and mirror check 2 hours a day

>>42473175
go back to school or you could burger flip for a while

>>42470606
take your HRT, retards

>>42470606
I am a parody of a tranny
im a cis male pretedning to ahvea shred of deysphoria when im just a fucking moid with no trans issues or identoty
im a fraud

daily reminder to never take hrt sweeties

>>42471940
>the feeling of strangeness in relationships / weird kinks feed off of each other, and the general dissociation makes it so for the longest time i was sorta fine just not thinking about it. then one day you do actually think about it and it's already over
My teens and early 20s in a nutshell. I want to go back.

>>42473700
I just did.

I’ve been having random chest pains for a while now. I hope I have a heart attack and die.

heyyy any chud reppers wanna kill a troon and let out some anger? id be down to be killed.

>>42475206
wouldn't i just kill myself if i wanted to do that

>>42474059
based, now stop spending your time here

>>42475230
this is repgen no? i thought troons posted elsewhere. also if you killed yourself you wouldnt be able to enjoy it like you would if you killed me.

>>42475254
Not yet. I'm still not sure this is right. Still have some brainworms to kill.
But the purpose is to escape this place. I will get out of repper hell. I promise.

>>42475262
reppers enjoy taking pain

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>>42475206
I am a chud and I just want you to be happy.

>>42475262
i would not enjoy killing you, that sounds horrible
killing myself though? gets to finally be over

>>42475285
just remember that promise is to yourself

>>42475380
Yep.
Even if I get stuck into some form of hrtwink, that's still an improvement. I have to get out of this dark hole. It rottens my soul. But I'm also out of tears to cry. The only way out of this is through.
It's quite funny: the only way out is really a malebrained one - man up and try. Heh. God really has a sense of humour.

>>42475407
there is no god and you better start taking your own agency more seriously if you want to dig yourself out

>bad day at work
>parents (can’t afford to move out) give me shit
>read some mean posts on tttt
>look at myself in mirror
What are some good copes?
bed rotting, binge eating, and jerking off aren’t enough anymore

>>42475416
sheesh, anon, you're being so edgy and literal.
I already told my wife, started getting new clothes and am taking my pills. I do take my own agency more seriosly. But I also do remark the irony that the way out is to man up.
Le sigh.

what's the repper wisdom on drinking all day to cope. it crashes your test but at the risk of becoming uglier

>>42475434
weed makes the eating/jerking off fun again
i've been reading russian literature lately which is at least good at eating up time
>>42475529
i personally don't because i'd become nonfunctional pretty quickly but if you can actually control it, eh

>>42475529
don't encourage substance abuse on these threads and get help for your own addictions

I threw up so hard my eyes hurt

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what I dearly hope to be if I ever transition:
>https://old.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/1qnv3dg/26_mtf_3_years_on_hrt_i_went_from_a_sad_boy_who/
what I inevitably will be, hence why i rep:
>https://old.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/1qog1g4/6_months_people_say_hrt_didnt_work_on_me/

>>42475980
You're being too harsh on yourself, nona.
You're comparing a 3y+ journey to a <6mo one. Of course one would be better than the other.

>>42476012
the first one is one of the best before/afters I've seen in recent memory on that sub, at least to me
I just picked the second one for max visual contrast, but fine, here's a more fair one that still bodes very badly; neither this person or the <6 mo. one will ever look as good as the first one:
>https://old.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/1qo9n4p/coming_up_on_3_years_of_hrt_ive_lost_2_inches_of/

thinking about buying a gixxer 600 since r6's are ridiculously overpriced

thoughts? should I get a cbr600 instead?

>>42476084
Better (and by that I mean less retarded) hair style, drop the retarded glasses and learn how to make up and she'd improve by 1200% at the very least.
Heck, that link makes me honfident. Right now I look better than her (and I just started this month).
Thanks for the hopefuel. I am getting out of repper hell this year.

>>42475980
Thay first one is miraculous and gives me that painful false hope
The second guy doesn't seem to be trying all that hard hell be fine though
>>42476084
Just bad taste not even a hon necessarily

i can't drive and i don't know if uber or public transit is scarier
i'm so fucking scared of doing anything

>>42475206
As hot as that is, I have no desire to hurt trannies.

>>42478197
I want things to improve for trannies in general so more reppers like me don't get created.

>>42478256
bait used be believable

>>42475751
it's not an addiction I can stop whenever I want

What's the best way to safely suck dick as a repper?

>>42475529
based
>>42475751
gay

IM ADDICTED TO ALCOHOL, IM ADDICTED TO PORN, IM ADDICTED TO HATING MYSELF

i have a lot of anger inside me but i could never ever hurt someone and this frustrates me

im just empty

>>42479599
yeah

awake at 6am to start day drinking bright and early

>>42480397
this will happen to me any day now, I just have to rep a little longer...

ugh

i feel too old for this board now, im 29, everyone posting is like early 20s attention whore transbian. i feel like an old man, i disassociated away most of my 20s. its all gone now.

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>>42480427
I'm 38

>>42480439
ill be 38 before i know it

hope ur okay anon

>>42480440
Eh it comes and goes. Mostly I'm okay with it these days. Sometimes it will hit hard and I'll be really depressed for a week or two but mostly it's fine. Would have been nice to have some kind of romantic or sexual life sometime in the last 20 years but it is what it is. Hope you're okay too friend.

>>42480454
This will be me in 12 years if I don't become an hero

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take your pills retards

>>42480427
i cant look at this board outside this thread, every time i do its a painful/shameful/depressing experience. i am 21, it's the start of my life, but for psychological reasons i died with puberty and for genetic reasons i will never eek out more than a pathetic half-life at best and a shambling necromantic un-life at worst. and still i lay in my grave, where my non-actualized decay into dirt is the third, safest and simplest option.

>>42480816
every story i read is a story of survivorship bias. my life was terrible and then i was redeemed. i see it everywhere, and worse of all its usually from people younger than me these days

like im beginning to realise im one of the people it doesnt get better for, there will be no redemption. i will remain exactly the same but my resentment and bitterness will build up slowly until it kills me

>>42480427
I'm 30 and just started taking the pills.
Goddamn it at least try. What's the worst that can happen? It doesn't work? Oh no.

>>42480853
anon... i do take the pills... ive been taking the pills for years

>>42480831
nobody enjoys to tell or listen to stories with bad endings. the stories with bad endings are released into the wind to die out quietly, out of sight, sinking into the ground like temples for murdered and forgotten gods.

I trooped out for my fetish abd my life is miserable cause I wanted to pretend im a trigrams and never enjoyed anything and I hate my life sbd I abandoned all my dreams for this abd it is giving me nothing abd my body is disgusting and I will never be trutrans and a real woman

>>42475206
>>42475262
>typical attention-seeking troonoid, bearing the mental image of reppers as spiteful internalized-transphobic men, walks into repgen asking to be killed
>gets instantly mogged by the average repchad's suicidal tendency and selflessness

Hello, I need a repper girlfriend to love and comfort

>>42481192
theres a reason i asked for specifically chud reppers tbf. i thought their hatred of trannies would be enough that it would be an appealing offer.

are tranny issues more serious than gay issues

>>42481595
asking as a repper or in general?
As a repper, ofc tranny issues are more serious. I'd be immediately accepted if I came out as a fag. Zero repercussions. But if I come out as a troon my entire social and professional life vanishes overnight.

>>42481645
in general gays don't have identity crisis do they or disassociation
why they make such a hubhub about not getting to kiss another man in public even pda from regular straight people looks bad

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>>42481665
>in general gays don't have identity crisis do they or disassociation
In general no. Although it still does happen.
Repfags are still a thing, even though it's gotten on easy mode to be a fag.

i really wish i was a repressed homosexual and not a repressed transgender

>>42481346
Why

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I am gonna be soeedrunning drug addiction once i move out lol. I'll be dead by 25, but at least I'll never look like this

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i can't call myself straight because i roleplay tg scenario chat bots, forced fem etc but i also don't have any desire to be with a man irl. wtf is wrong with me

>>42481745
i accepted my attraction to men and embraced my desire to present in an effeminate manner simultaneously after a long stint of asociality in high school. i have not experienced any sort of cruelty from my peers who were all supportive or at least impartial to whatever orientation and presentation i chose for myself. i have never felt persecuted or excluded for acting or presenting as an effeminate man and have no reason to have internalized homophobia as i have never seen a gay man or woman be mistreated. i even have a gay family member.

i still wish i was a woman. i wish i was seen as a woman by others. i despise being seen as a man and having irreversible masculine features. every act of self-expression in my life has been in lieu to approach a facsimile of femininity and eradicate my masculinity. the driving force my conceptualization as a social creature revolves around femininity. it transcends the act of sex and my participation in the sexual marketplace to encompass my own self-awareness in the social substrate of the human ontological perspective. or like, my conception as a human being, i guess.

>>42481690
>literal normie with multiple relationships but "oh it's just not his favourite kind!! so sad:(" not to mention the plethora of friendships someone like this must have
reppers can't even imagine knowing people

>>42481745
it's the other way around imbecile troons are called mega gay for a reason

>>42482006
i need to be a woman to be happy. it's not even so much happiness as being content with existence. i can only be content as a woman, and being as feminine as possible is just attempting to crawl my way to marginal contentment. existing as anything else is agonizing, torturous, forced. i can't be happy with a man or a woman or with anyone else, other people don't make me content with my own existence.

>>42482067
not really trannyism is a bigger scourge on manhood a gay esp top types can still be manly it's just they fuck a sissy type of man but that's their business
maybe if you're a gigapassoid it's okay

i need to get a job i need to get away from my parents what the fuck do i dooooo

>>42482172
drink a lot of vodka, smoke a cigarette, take several benadryls and then shoot yourself

having more disgusting agp fantasies (waking up next to a bf and cuddling with a cup of coffee)

Convince me to stop hating pooners
How can I stop hating poonz?

>>42482684
why? it's mere common sense to hate someone who won the chromosomal coin toss yet wishes they didn't

I think I fucked up I took the estrogen 2 weeks ago boys, and my skin is way less oily, and has been feeling better. I don't think I wanna go back.

dude I just want to androgyne elfmaxx I figure the 'mones oughta help in this endeavor, like some link femboy type shit

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remember not to fall for the pinkpillers because this is what they actually think of you :)

>>42483224
I would have to be a fat, balded, white slob with zero self-awareness for this to be true in the first place.

I have the testerone of a race horse, estrogen won't stop me. I AM A BREEDING BVLL!!

Why should I bother living if I'm a man?

>>42481371
The only tranny I hate is myself.

cant think about that tranny shit because i dont have a job or friends or really anything good in life anyway

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>>42483514

>>42483224
that's a really soft face

>>42482855
>won the chromosomal coin

But they not win genetic lottery. Just like us mtf reppers, yet they want to destroy everything I want to become
And turn into what I hate (chuds)

>>42482855
if you explained being male vs being female to an alien i think they'd think being male is better

>>42485899
nta but if the alien has the tech to turn me female, I'd work day and night to convince the alien that male is better in exchange :3

Okay I might change my opinion about pooner hate. I hate only terfy chuddy kind. Rest of them good

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Omg I'm like so fucking Nick Fuentez in this pic. And you guys really expect me to not want to go on e and shit. Please someone tell me that this picture is AI slop or something...

>>42487355
Not a single person in this image owns a doghouse

>>42487677
>Not a single person in this image owns a doghouse

And what that supposed to mean. All of them richer than me like 8x times + don't live in shit hole

Animals are for fags or pussies actually
Real masculinity don't need "friends"

>giving chatgpt my photo and asking it to show me a realistic hrt timeline
It’s so over for me

>>42487792
you asked the unverifiable hallucinatory black box machine for a 'realistic' timeline?

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this is me except instead of being this burly 6'7 400 pound man like guts I am a fat ugly cunt

>>42487726
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oseqh7SMIvo

>>42487813
Im aware it’s not what it would look like anon, I just like having something to look at

>>42487844
Having a dog house is still cheaper than having a family.

>>42487792
I've been fighting the urge to do something similar because of how dumb it is to upload a picture of your face online.

>>42487355
is that a pooner

>>42487792
can we see

>>42488422
Kek

i don't see why cats and dogs can't have gender dysphoria

>>42488685
>snout is a fucking mile long
>whiskers short and stiff
>no carnassals
>retarded floppy ears
iwnbac

Dang wish I wouldn't look like pooner maybe normies wouldn't hate me so much for my existence/appearance
I fucking hate being a loser

i just want to sleep forever

should i invade this gen now that femrepgen is dead im getting kind of bored

>>42473700
get me some for me

>have to wait a year or more for hrt, laser, etc. to produce results
what's the point
trade one limbo for another?

>>42489706
all reppers are welcome here, I never supported the segregation

>>42489930
I want laser but I don't want to expose my naked body to someone

>>42490175
I'm fine with the exposure but not the judgment from the technician who'll think I'm a fag/tranny.

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>>42483426
Are you the lion poster? Did you switch to cattlemaxxing?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK

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Dear reppers if the following happened:
*you see a breker statue jump off its podium and scamper at you on all fours, it has an erection and wants you*
*it pins you down and fucks you until you cum*
What would you do

>>42490536
i would cry

>>42490536
Wake up.

I really just want this to be over

I want a pussy and a feminine voice and a female skeleton and nothing I can do can give me those

>>42490932
You can do the voice with voice training.

just straight up had a dream where i was cuddling and making out with a really muscular dude

kissing his lips and tongue felt really good

As a someone super dysphoric about being clocked by my interests alone if I actually transitioned, I'm kinda surprised giga malebrained shit I enjoyed like Bastard!! or Postal 2 has a sizeable amount of cis female fans for some reason

>>42491368
My mum's played like 500 hours of Postal 2 lol

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Male_Renunciation
bros look what they took from us

>>42487726
>All of them richer than me like 8x times + don't live in shit hole
Yeah, and they are also lolcows. Famous because people enjoy watching mentally ill people do deranged shit. Do you want to be a lolcow, anon?

repgennnnn i love uuuuuu first thread on this board i ever frequented
waow that was 6 whole years ago now, what a trip!

>>42490335
>not the judgment from the technician who'll think I'm a fag/tranny
The technician who works on me is an hrtwink, lol. We're gonna meet in the week-end to discuss. I suspect he's a lurker here.

>>42487355
nick has the most chad energy

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>>42488119
I mean it’s not like the chats are publicly available, plus I’m not at all worried that it’s gonna start recreating my face in various photos for others, the sample pool is insanely big and it’s pretty bad at doing that even just for yourself.

>>42488434
Yeah sure why not

>>42492280
nta but this looks cute.

>>42491987
>Do you want to be a lolcow, anon?
Well I think Im too lazy for that

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>>42492280
Passoids get out of the general now. If you could ever be a woman I hate you and I want you to explode!!!

>>42492280
giwtm

i hate how finding a gay guy to sleep with should be shooting fish in a barrel but i can't even manage to keep it together for that
2026 with access to grindr in a western country and still touch starved, how am i this retarded

>>42493513
You know I don’t actually look like that right?

im faketrans because if i could be a hot androgynous male model i would prefer that over the indignity of being a tranny because i look too moided

>>42494223
yeah but how realistically possible is it? i've got a feeling it looks less like the timeline you specified, and more a completely reimagined not-trans twin sister who vaguely has your nose/eyes/etc.

there are two types of trannies, ones that are naturally feminine and troon out because its obvious they are better off as trannies than trying to be men, and ugly masculine boys who desperately want to be feminine but cant ever be.

>>42494754
I got bullied for being feminine and just repressed that too.

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>>42489628
Me too nona...
>>42490536
Probably freeze in terror/astonishment.
>>42491646
For better or worse, "pants" was the last big innovation in men's clothing.

oh please please please release me
ohh please please please release me...

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just finished roleplaying as an orc's sex slave how we doing today boys

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I wish I was a cool anime girl like Nasuicaa

>>42487355
He's 5'9" which is average for zogbots. The guys around him all just happen to be very tall. Like, Tate is supposedly 6'4"

>>42473700
HRT won't give me an anthro dommy mommy. >:(

>cannot focus at all
>increasingly frequent crying spells
>masturbating an inappropriate amount
i will not john50 i will not john50 i will not john50 i will not john50 i will not john50

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there are two types of trannies. those who can pass, and those who cant

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>>42470606
>DO YOU WANT TO DIE???
yeah
I'll never have a vagina, or a woman's body, i'll always be a disgusting man until I die a pathetic death. no one will know why, they'll only see me as a pathetic failure of a man.

Day 20 that I woke up calmer than the previous decade combined.
Yeah... taking the pills was a good idea. Iwnbaw but waking up like this and much fewer troony thoughts is very much welcomed.

>>42495142
repper deathconsciousness listening party when

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>>42498213
i have every word from every track embedded in my broken death-obsessed repper heart. it often made me cry, now it calms (numbs?) me during my depressive episodes. it's kind of an intimate experience.

its weird being 29 and seeing people 5 years younger than you talking and acting and looking like full grown adults with beards and stuff. i feel like i mentally stopped aging at 16.

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I jerked off to feminization porn for the first time. What the fuck am I doing with my life? At my age my mother already had a kid.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDptHYVTWNg

>>42495964
They all zog bootz

>>42499324
man what a good album
>>42498743
ikr. some of my friends have kids and everything, it's weird

>>42471080
I'm early 30s and had to move back in with my parents and have no career or way out of my situation. I can't even imagine being able to afford my own place again let alone trooning out there.

>>42498743
I'm older than you, and I've seen multiple friends, younger than me, getting married while I remain apathetically single.
I wonder if part of the repper phenotype is a kind of perma-adolescence.

>>42500109
>friends
This "friends" probably eat you alive first then eat their kids (coagh)
I really don't see how you can be friends with breeders

>weird!

>>42491022
I've tried and it doesn't work

>>42490165
>all reppers are welcome
I thought this threads for failed girls with dicks not a pussy mans

>>42500188
you should go outside and take a breath
>>42500236
apparently not enough of them left to post like sephiroth at each other in their own thread

I wish I knew why god made me this way

>>42500329
Humiliation ritual
they just want to humiliate themselves by creating creations like us

>>42500280
>you should go outside and take a breath
I need to sleep actually

are auto beer goggles a thing because I get drunk and do poses into my shitty potato webcam and mirror and think I'm cute and that I could make it on hrt but I never think anything close to that when sober

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My life is good im just not comfortable in my body at all, i just wanna be myself but in a female body, i’ve tried being the best version of me as a guy but i just end up feeling nothing, if i was a girl i’d try again and im sure this time i’d smile when i look in the mirror


I’ve seen a lot of smart women with the kind of sophisticated elegant look i want but i’ve never seen a trans woman get even remotely close to achieving that, (probably because most of them seem to aim to be some sort of anime girl)

But even if i miraculously saw one that trans girl would feel like a random miracle there’s no guarantee someone like me has the potential to get there, it just feels safer for me to stay as just some slightly fancy guy than troon out and become some weird gross failure

Maybe if someday by some random chance someone figures out way better body feminization surgeries and i happened to win the lottery to afford it then maybe i’d stop repressing and try

>>42500329
God is a repper. And Adam before the creation of Eve was sexless, they were not male, not female, not both, not neither, but PRE-SEXUATION. To 'assuage' a single person's loneliness by inventing sexuation and sexual dimorphism... what was God thinking?!!
GOD IS A REPPER

>>42500236
it's not for failed girls, it's for people who never even tried

>>42501023
>repper Mainländer

>>42500280
posting like sephiroth is based

>>42501056
spiritually i'm a failure

>>42501065
yeah me too anon

>>42501074
help me

>>42501078
I wish I could

how it feels to wake up everyday as a man and not an anime girl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhElmZxLDpE

>>42501115
>>42500280
This video on loop for 10 hours is basically what repgen is like so the 'posting like sepiroth' in femrepgen was good just for the variety
Also being turned into a zombie by a headcrab is a good metaphor for puberty lol

I was almost in a car accident today because I got distracted by high school girls in short skirts

repper & femrepper couple cosplay as cloud and sephiroth

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>>42501405

I'm so tired

i can ruin my entire week by thinking about my non-existent future for a couple of minutes

>>42500175
i dont know, im 29 and have no career, im not even in school because its too overwhelming for me and im not interested in anything anyway, so i live like a 16 year old while trying not to look in the mirror, i have friends younger than me in full professional careers who i see as grown men whereas im just a scared little boy afraid to become a "real adult". but i am a real adult and thats just what is hurting me so much. i let everything rot away because im caught in this cycle of distress where seeing myself makes me withdraw. and worst of all thats no excuse, because time is still passing, all that wasted time is real and now its not recoverable. i will be dead before 40 and theres nothing i can do about it. it just creeps up on you slowly and you realise you are nowhere.

>>42501672
An unironic femrepper has made her way into my life since November. Last week-end she brought it up that it'd be cute if we trooned together.
I... think I'm gonna take her up on the offer.

>>42503303
Based. When you two do it, change your names to be each other's deadname

>>42503862
>change your names
Neah, we'll probably enbycope/"cis on hrt" for quite some time.
None of us stand a very good chance at passing but the occasion is too tempting not to try at this point.

AAAAAAAAAAAHHH
alright im fine now

>>42503862
>>42503303
it's cringe like miserable in company

>>42503303
cute cute cute

I can't stop thinking about being a girl
i need to be put down like a dog

>>42504481
so what if it's cringe? Clinging to repping is also cringe.
At least we'll be a cringe couple <3

i attempted to troon to try and transcend my status as a low status chud male that is unlovable, it didnt work and now i am a chud with boobs. my life is over.

where can I get cheap skinny jeans that cissoids wont immediately think are women's jeans?

>>42505632
>it didnt work and now i am a chud with boobs
same lol

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>>42505632
>>42507529
Thats metal, kek

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>>42505632
its dawning on me that i actually tried to become trans because i hate myself and am worthless and unlovable and i wanted to be worth something. it predictably failed. but how humiliating is that? to try and do something so ridiculous and impossible to escape your fate. im getting older. i need to quit. im nothing.

Another week without feeling any dysphoria. And another week dissatisfied for having spent so much time worrying about this nonsense and taking completely idiotic actions because of it. There are so many other things in life, but when you're obsessed, it seems like that's all that matters. I still think being a man sucks, but I simply don't care anymore. I feel like I've accepted my fate. If anyone here has the same fate of being a man, they should accept it too.

>>42508863
repchad

>>42507497
Why do you care?
Like, fr.
Women "crossdress" all the time. Half of them have men's jeans because they like/want the bigger pockets. And like 1/3 of the guys in my city have women's jeans and most of the don't even know it, lol.
Just get relaxed anon and wear what you like. It's a pair of pants. It's not clocky to anyone except those obsessed with trannies.

>>42510064
>the guys in my city have women's jeans and most of the don't even know it
I once had my jeans switched with my sister's in the laundry and had no idea until she mentioned she lost some. Definitely comfier but it was such a shame-shock when I found out that I repped harder after that.

>>42510404
>Definitely comfier but it was such a shame-shock when I found out that I repped harder after that.
Kill that brainworm, anon.
Seriously!
Wear whatever is comfy for you and that's it. I now wear anything except dresses. I'm still considering the "cis guy on hrt" routine because ultimately the only reason I haven't trooned is because of the social nuke that it'd be.
But until I decide, I just went full wild on clothing. Turns out nobody gives af.
We only get one shot at life, anon. We can't get everything we want, but goddamn it stop being your own worst enemy.

would have you gone to the island if you were promised hrt and stuff
>>42508470

>>42470606
well 10 days into estrogen, or about 3 injections, I don't think I'm actually a repper, because I've gotten scared about growing booba a few times. I'm not going to lie I am just really curious and want to see my face change a bit from it, like I feel like someone poking a creature with a stick just to see what it does. So I'm probably going to keep trooning out for like 3 or 6 months and then stop. If anything I guess I found out I'm not really a tranny, so that's pretty cool. I had mood swings during the first shot, but seems to have stabilized. In a weird way I see niggers as retarded animals who need to be saved, instead of something that needs to be seen as a threat. wild that estrogen can do that, seems to be me making me more prosocial.

>>42510913
"cis man on hrt" seems to be the way forward, desu

>>42510465
nta you originally replied to, that brainworm was 10 years ago for me. I'm past being shamed out of transitioning but I'm being sabotaged for other reasons, and so I remain here.

>>42508863
I accepted my fate but now I have no motivation to do anything with my life and just want it to be over

>>42510965
Fucking depends man, I've been analyzing people's transitions. I've seen some people just go to prettier and more youthful looking versions of themselves to others looking like complete dysgenic loser basedboy nerds from it. Like one nigga just seemed deaged, and had prettier hair, another turned into some flubby 13yo nerd lesbian boyman looking thing. Such a fucking diceroll what it'll do to you. F1nn's a good example of it really just polishing someone's looks.

been responding well to min+fin, shame i don't actually feel that good about it. nice i'll hopefully be less bald in the nearish future
just feel so tired all of the time and no motivation to do anything
>>42508863
i wanna be like you when i grow up

>>42511277
>been responding well to min+fin
Lucky, I've been barely responding. All its done for me is stop further damage.

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The original AGP lesbian cyborg kino is returning this July
https://youtu.be/7yE9MHlifmw

whizzin n pastin n pootin thru de day
ronny helpin kenny helpin im burn is poots away
n all de while on a shelf in de shed
kennys liddle creechers on display

Anyone else here using drugs for cope of repping?

I want to kms, no point in living if I'll always be a moid

> Spend years daydreaming about being a woman
> Finally get the courage to get on HRT
> Hate it because I don't have morning wood anymore

>>42505632
This but progressive lefty incel

Please do not post in this thread if you are, or have ever been on HRT.

>>42513620
HRT reppers are valid

>>42504289
based

Increased exposure to trannies has made it harder to rep, but also made me more ashamed of being one since theyre all walking stereotypes

>>42513620
im more of a man than you

>>42511066
I'm probably helped by the fact that most outcomes are okay with me. I developed a sense of fashion and style anyway so I can style myself on basically any type of outcome.
The fact that I now wake up calmer is reason enough to carry on. Have no idea where it goes but it can't be worse than dry repping.

>>42513620
i did such a low dose i don't even have boobs
next you will say don't post here if you cd
then you'll say don't post here if you self insert
then you'll say don't post here if you even know about gid

>> limit or stop social media because algorithm shows trans people living their (perceived) best lives

>> still live with a woman and see women all the time and get incredibly jealous

>> no option but to lift and try to be a handsome guy since I'm 6'2 200lbs using pain to lift more and push myself farther from a feminine appearance

what the fuck do we do in this situation? is the agp a result of a high sex drive or what?

i've tested jerking it and seeing if i still have these feelings (though the depraved ones are subdued and it just dulls the pain for a short period of time)

what the fuck do I do?

im gynephilic not androphilic but feel like i'd be more comfortable with a man taking control of me than trying to date a girl is it meta attraction or learned helplessness

>>42470606
> I wantto die and have a plan for the following year to commit using datura stramonium
>I would rather live nowhere
>

>>42514501
yeah ,_,

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>42515187
> no option but to lift and try to be a handsome guy since I'm 6'2 200lbs using pain to lift more and push myself farther from a feminine appearance
The gymbro to troon pipeline is real, though.

looking at porn and getting upset that she has a pussy and i don't
again

>>42518738
this was for
>>42515187

>>42513620
based
>>42513977
I don't dislike manmoders, they just shouldn't post here

>>42515516
can't you just suck a dick without it being a psychological condition?

the african man at the pizza shop is making me racist with how impatient and aggressive he is that fuck ass hoe you literally heat up pizza as a profession stop screaming at me

the only time I'm ever actually happy is when I let myself get sucked into my imaginary fantasies about being a woman

i want to hurt someone

>>42518738
The bloom on the 2nd pic tho kek. Shouldve just killed himself at that point

>>42520478
>Shouldve just killed himself at that point
That pic is 2y+ old. He's still active on his plebbit account.

>>42520478
be nice to her

>john, 50: troons out and becomes "alice"
>chad, 50: repped till the end and died from liver failure

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>>42520804
>chad, 50: repped till the end and died from liver failure
Nope. Chad troons and continues to mog everyone.

>>42520871
>chad becomes stacy
>i will go from incel to femcel
i can't take it

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>I repped out

>>42520901
i don't like this image

>>42520881
i'd 100% take being an XX femcel, since all we'll become is """fem"""cels

>>42520951
don't rub it in

>>42520881
>i will go from incel to femcel
I seriously risk going from married man to femcel.
But the more time goes on, the more I'm willing to take the risk.

I hate being ana but I'll never take hrt and starving makes me feel small and cute and I like how little I have to drink to get drunk. don't recommend though my chest always hurts and I feel more retarded with each day

I need a girl to hold me motherly and tell me its going to be alright as she injects me with euthanasia serum
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ApHJXx3hGe0

>>42521168
what if she says it's euthanasia serum but it's actually just estrogen

>>42513620
i spent so many years here and /agpg/ it's just habit now

>>42520871
I just dont believe these pictures. I dont. Everytime I see a timeline that looks good, I eventually see a different picture of the troon and they look horrifying. Transition doesnt work. Almost ever. Not for post puberty losers like me anyway

>>42519920
it's about yielding control big time *shudders*

>>42520478
the what

>>42520729
Why? Hes an embarrassment
>>42521875
The filter. The one hes using to hide his moid skin and wrinkles that you can see in the before pic.

>>42521915
>Hes an embarrassment
aren't we all in our own way

so much evil in the world

>>42521866
i direct you to the first one in this: >>42475980

make it stop please

Its come to my attention that I look just like my older brother. Nothing against him, but that realization is disturbing to me

the repper urge to get super drunk and lay outside in the snow at 2am

the repper urge to cry for my mother like an actual child

my mother wouldnt know what to do

Last time I heard my mother talk about trannies she was trying to transvestigate and shit talk female wrestlers so I don't think she'd be any help desu.

my mom is supportive of the gays and transgenders but shes completely emotionally unavailable

>>42522266
I dont think my mother would even belive me. The only side of myself I've shown her for the last decade is my most stoic manly self

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a common sentiment I see among troons (regardless of whether it's true or not) is that they end up looking more like their mother than they realize
how okay would you be with this?

i have other things to worry about than something gay like that

>>42522752
very okay, she's pretty

being drunk feels so nice, it makes it way easier to disassociate from this body and imagine myself being female
I can be doing literally any mundane task and imaging female me doing it feels 1000x cozier instead of agonizing hell like normal

>>42522752
I already look like a much taller (she's like 5'1" to my 5'10", I'm mad jealous,) masculine version of my mother. So looking more like her isn't really a problem for me.

>>42495644
>just finished roleplaying as an orc's sex slave
Based

>>42522307
>my mom is supportive of the gays and transgenders

Yeah kind of same but if only it's not me and someone else. When I start yaping about how government in this country treat people she became cold. And don't want to listen anything. Like

>You better don't tell anyone about this

And normie program chip turned on. She works in a place where everyone is a fuking boomer retard phobic peace of shit just like rest of this fuking 99% world

She said
>I don't want to be related to this

And it's kind of scary and hard and
Want to lay in bed all day
I don't want to fucking go out to interact with this shit

I wish I have courage to kill myself

i cant work up the courage to kill myself but i also dont have what it takes to be a person so i just sit inside every day and torture myself in my head while hoping i die in my sleep suddenly
complete failure of a human

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Live a full life while remaining a loser because the system keeps you within these limits. Until they start sending everyone to mental hospitals. Don't see any other options.

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need a formerly married man turned femcel in my life
i mean ahh i wish i was a woman o algo

Are there anything important differences between trooning out at 24 and trooning out at 28 beside slighty more developed male pattern baldness?

because transitioning is useless, i am going to dedicate all my energies into turning england into a brutal fascist state that would make nguema-era equatorial guinea look like heaven. there would be so much violence that the fields would become soaked in blood and die and no longer grow crops
this is why i need to find aw way to cure this through electroshock somehow, because i cant see any other way out except through turning england into that special place

sobering up right as I'm trying to go to sleep
this sucks

I feel completely alone and then I start to post here

>>42523278
how about i buy you pretty dresses and dote on you and you become my lovely wife

>gf has me (cis m) wear panties around the house as a femdom thing
>think they make my ass look good but dont think too much about it otherwise
>last night, I get a little too drunk, fall asleep on the couch in an old cropped tee and panties
>wake up. Need to take our dogs out. Stumbling around looking for pants. Find a pair of baggy sweats. Slip them on
>as Im grabbing a jacket, catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror by the door. Pink lace visible on my hips between the top of my sweats and the bottom of my shirt.
>kinda turned on

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Its not what I think it is... is it?

due to the constant stress of repping for half my adulthood and then the constant stress of being a failed visible tranny for the other half i have accomplished little to nothing in life while i get to watch passoids have everything. i hate them so much.

>>42524568
Same but I only hate myself. All of this is my fault for being lazy and a coward. There were even points where I was on the edge of trooning several times in the past, but it was always "I have to wait, this isn't the ideal time" and before I knew it, I was in my 30's. My advice to anyone young, never, ever put off self-actualization just because it's difficult right then. You need a strong foundation to build a life and you're just delaying it and making yourself miserable, which will make it infinitely harder to actually do anything.

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>>42524960
I would like to self actualize, but I'm 6'3 with a masculine frame (a big skull too, but not as relevant). There never really was a way, I guess I'll see if I can just end up saving enough money to live a peaceful life of seclusion away from other people.

>>42524960
there was never any hope for me, you need a family that will support you to do anything. if you dont have the foundation you cant troon as you are forced to rep and be tortured for years anyway.

>>42525604
See, this was part of my problem. I cared what my shitty family thought, I didn't want to be judged or embarrass them or be a burden. This was a horrible mistake, fuck those people. If they're the sort of people who'd reject you for who you are, I don't think you should make yourself miserable just for their sakes. You don't live for your family. If I had the courage to tell them to eat shit way back then, I'd be happier today even if that meant needing to live in a shitty dorm for a while.

>>42524960
It feels more like self destruction than actualization

>>42525666
Repping feels like withering. Looking back I can clearly divide my life into pre and post-repping states and I can find absolutely nothing I enjoyed or that made me happy after I started repping because life just became a struggle of trying to shove myself into a box that didn't fit and all the misery and insecurity that comes from that. Just 20 years of darkness.

Any repper here tried test injections to cure dysphoria? Can that work?

>>42470606
how do you try to rep well while still being a kind of effeminate man. people kind of know i am trans i think but i want to rep harder without just manmoding

>>42526557
just let people think whatever they want and keep doing your thing. its okay to be an effeminate man.

kinda wish i was a middle aged hag with a sweet motherly attitude and big boobs

>>42526612
i know it is but when people acknowledge it, it makes me think twice about repping even though i know it'd fail and ruin my life...

>>42526549
>Have you tried making the things you hate about your body worse?
I think I'd have a panic attack.

>>42526795
>I think I'd have a panic attack.
Yeah I think Id have that too, thats why im asking if anyone else did it on the offchance it works

>>42526841
nta, I did it.
It convinced that I need to troon.
Got my appointment to the psychiatrist tomorrow.

>>42526711
this anon has it right >>42504041

>>42523812
I'll think about it

I don't even want to be a woman, I still want to take hrt, I have same archetype as 2hollis, I just want to look more androgynous with better softer skin, nicer hair, slightly more fem face than now. I want to look like an angel.

>>42527251
i don't know man i don't know...