I tried to be hyoermasculine I tried to be strong and use my iron will to kill my tranny side. But it didnt work. Im going insane. I tore a muscle in the arm at the gym yesterday just trying to exercise the pain away and now I'm sitting at home playing silent hill and smoking weed and theres no point trying to be someone I'm not. On the other hand its too late to transition no one will ever know what I am inside. My iron will is breaking apart, and even then no one will ever know my real name....
>>42490393have you tried watching animation memes
>>42490393Working out doesnt mean youre being someone youre not, you should transition AND work out, theyre not exclusive.Instead you are choosing to smoke weed like a bum."waaah id be a hon" who cares you are not living anyways. you have no iron will you are a pothead that is afraid of the sun. if you have dysphoria you need to transition and pigheadedness will do nothing for youIt would be one thing if you had a real fulfilling life and repressed to keep it. if you had a wife youre afraid of divorcing you, kids who you are afraid of her taking, a good job you fear being fired from. but instead youre repressing to.... be either a minimum wagecuck/NEET that sits at home smoking weed and crying on 4chan?nah gang you need to stop this nonsenseTake your pills alice.and dont skip leg day
>>42490393Fuck this shitty world if you dont do what makes you happy im gonna somehow find you and then inject you with estrogen weekly when you sleep. YOU WILL BE FORCEFEMDDDD
What is this dogshit filesize oopsreposting for any suikasisters
>>42490456aura
>>42490686Thank u
>>42490456Ok I'll look into it. But like next week or something. I spent all my money on weed so I dont have any money until next friday
>>42490818Good girlDon't welch, you told me you'd do it and now you'd better
>>42490393That's pretty much what happened to me. It's not too late, you'll be fine, channel all of that willpower and determination into your transition and effortmaxx to fuck, in a couple of years you'll probably be hot, even if you're still visibly trans. The reality is that most of the uggos in middle age are low effort losers who think the HRT is just going to carry them. But guys like you can understand that HRT just opens the door, it's up to you to step through it.
>>42490966What specifically should one do What is the effort
>>42490975It's all of the things. Start writing out a plan that details how you're going to go about it, and what the next 2-5 years of your life looks like. You need to know1. What your tanner stage is going to be2. What your weight is going to be3. What you hair length is going to be4. What your bank balance is going to be5. What you want your levels to look like6. When you're going to get tested7. What your diet needs to beEverythingYou get yourself a day planner and you use that to log everything. Once you get started it's like falling down a waterslide. Right now you're experiencing dysphoria which is absolutely crippling you, and yet you're still keeping a diet, hitting the gym, whatever else you've got going on. Once you take all the mental energy you're currently using to maintain the false male persona you've been masking as your entire adult life and apply it to actually living your life, there's going to be no stopping you sweetheart. But remember, there are 5 parts of heath. Physical Health, Mental Health, Social Health, Sexual Health, and Spiritual Health. And it's not about balance, it's about maxxing out all 5.Be the girl you're supposed to be.
>>42490998Okay. Thanks. I'll try my bestnot op btw I'm already on hrt and shit. But I do eat healthy and go to the gym. In fact I was the suika avatar posts >>42490842>>42490456How do I know if I actually prefer to be butch or it's just some cope I subconsciously invented due to being more bulky
>>42491006>I do eat healthy and go to the gym.Remember the only way to atrophe muscles is not to use them. I went from 150kg of muscle to 100kg of squish because I didn't lift a thing I didn't have to for two years. And in terms of eating, "eating healthy" can mean a lot of different thing. You want a diet that's high in saturated fats at all times. If you're going to weight cycle, which you totally should, remember it's high protein on the way down with balanced macros on the way up. Make sure you're getting plenty of fruit and veg too for vitamins, and dairy is basically a superfood for us (beware ice cream, I recently found out that a lot of it isn't even dairy any more, it's made out of canola oil). If you're going to weight cycle the best range is a BMI of 30-35. Lose the weight later, get the tits now. Also learn about IGF and how to spike it and plan your estrogen around that.
>>42491034>30-35Nah you gotta be trolling or that's a typo
>>42491051Nope. Studies have show that obesity (BMI 30+) during puberty correlates strongly with big boobs, and also type 2 diabetes. You're kinda aiming to remain comfortably in pre-diabetes for the first 2-3 years, after which you hit the gym (every day is leg day, chest day is once a month, arm day is never) and come back down to 25, see how much your skeleton is bothering you and/or what the surgeons can fix, then decide what your actual goal weight. I can only really offer you anecdotal evidence of this, most of the science is about why big boobs = bad, but you can take that science and reverse engineer it, and you kinda wind up at "speedrun diabetes but stop before you actually get there, then lose the weight and get a boob job". I saw it work for others, it's working for me, but I'm just an anonymous retard on 4chan, so it's up to you.
>>42491069Is sharty so boring that you literally cannot exist there any more? We're just sharing transition tips, why are you even here?
>>42491107And your goal to achieve that is taking a protest shit in the toilet of the internet. Also your Jewishiness is showing, who even talks like that?
