autism editionqott: are you autistic?
fresh ahh thread
maybe this time bmg will actually last
>>42549137i could do it rn
do what? the test?
>>42549137Circumcised interests? like, donating to the IDF?
>>42549456i think it’s that shit where you draw one shape inside another one
>tfw cant wear oversized t-shirts anymore to keep up appearances
>>42549137Yes>163
>>42549596that sounds huge. what test is this?
>>42549657The RAADS-R
>qottisn't everyone here autistic? what sane person visits this shithole?
>>42549664oh god
>>42550007Holy shit it's over for you. You're the first person I've encountered with a higher score.
>>42549137Undiagnosed but pretty sure. t. girlmoder
>>42549596>>42550007Lol I'm only 127, I'm practically normal compared to you two.
>>42550013i think i've been dodging it since i tend to hang around even more raging autists, like actual pseudo-manchildren, which makes me look normal in comparison. but that makes it even worse in retrospect.
>>42549922Not everyone is autistic. Some people are schizophrenic Jews who think they're fighting for Israel by trolling 4chan.
>>42550061>i tend to hang around even more raging autistsI wish I could exclusively hang around autistic boys. I've been trying to reintegrate into normieworld after transitioning, I don't like normies very much. They lie a lot and think they're always right about everything even though they almost never are.
>>42549137>are you autistic?not enough to ever be diagnosed, but yes+ adhd-pi + anxiety diagnosies>>42549155i doubt it, it always comes back though, it's just the fate of this gen, you'll all graduate to girlmoding eventually and move on the same way me and all the other girls did>>42550102autistic adult men are scary though ... i'm in uni and i guess i adopted one autistic guy as a friend, but that's only because he's very gentle, a lot of them that i met are too scary to be friends with ... i'd probably be friends with them when i was a boy, but definitely not as a girl ...
>qottnomight have to buy my first bra soon, it's getting really uncomfortable having to make sure my chest isn't poking out
i malefailed 3 times in the past 4 days while boymoding but everytime i look in the mirror i only see a boy + my voice is terrible moided
>>42550739yeah you almost definitely should. make sure you measure
hey fellers, what's the difference between a boymoder and a manmoder is it strictly like an age thing? as in manmoders being older (25+)?
>>42549137what this meanalso wtf is "an understanding type of person"??
>>42551086i’ve been taking it as a matter of malefailing. if you sometimes malefail, you’re a boymoder, if you don’t you’re a manmoder
>>42551143>what this meanyou're autistic>also wtf is "an understanding type of person"??yup, definitely autistic
>>42551288what does it mean though
>>42551316you have trouble with social situations most
don’t we all?
I am dating the goy who posted wtfdoesthismean.png , here is my score. Were we made for each other ? <3
>>42553496yes
dunno, maybe? I'm not so sure
>>42553653with just a bit more training you can be at my level (20250.jpg)
>>42553696Sure! What are the benefits though?
>>42553729None.
>>42549137Read this as social retardedness at first.
i can't remember my childhood worth a shit so results may be skewed but its pretty joever i think
>>42549137i did this test the other day and it was in the 65-70 range somehwere
I live in a metric country and listening to americans talk about their height in their archaic measuring system made me think I was like 6ft+ since I tend to tower over most people around me and i was ngmi. Recently I measured myself properly and I'm 5'8 but I guess everyone here is a fucking midget
>>42553866i mean it's still over but not as much as i thought.
>>42553866im average height for my country but i used to feel short when i was in a white neighborhood and now i feel tall in university surrounded by brown people (no offense) but then one time i went back to my ancestral country and in the club i was the shortest male so i looked up the average height and it’s 3 inches taller than i am so basically im a luckshit for my race
>>42553763ok good enough! >>425538665'6 hereI actually enjoy being short~
>>42553866six feet is the same as two meters is how i always remember it
Not quite as bad as I would have figured
>>42553946>I actually enjoy being short~you don't have to rub those 7-8 cm in TvT.
>>42553866i prefer feet and inches for height because they're big enough units that there's an intuitive difference between heights and people don't round as much. if you ask someone their height in cm there's a 99% chance it ends in 0 or 5
idk i dont think im autistic. i feel like some of this could just be from anxiety/depression.
bumpmoding today
so i AM autistic, huh?
>>42549137should i just kill myself?
>>42555571forgot to attach the image baka
>>42555580no you should procreate to create the ubertard
>>42549137probably my brother is very heavily disabled as a result of some genetic defect my mom has and after she had my brother she had me and my sister and neither of us are all the way there I don't think.
>>42549137oh
Ive been on anti depressants and they've told me im suspectible for autism but I think most of this are just personal shortcomings and ways ive failed as a person
>>42549137where do I find this test lol?Also, I thought HRT would barely grow you past like an AA cup.. I wish these shits would stop growing (﹏)
>>42556785https://embrace-autism.com/raads-r/#The_RAADSRAlso FUCK YOU!!! WHY OTHER GIRLS GET BIG BOOBS AND I JUST STAY FLAT AS FUCK?!?!! IM GONNA KMS
>>42557350People have to deliberately answering these questions as autisically as possible to get these high ass scores.. Also, shits sucks when you thought you could just manmode your way through the troublesome interactions during your transition. Its also not liek they're triple d bazanongas, they're jsut bigger than the AA I was hoping they'd max at >.> The statistics on breast growth being so small were one of the things that helped me rationalize starting HRT in the first place lol. Outside of that though, all the mental effects have been preen!
>>42553866i’m guessing you’re not from europe then? because 5’8 is slightly below average for men in the US, and europe is generally taller than us
>>42553955that is rounding way too much. 6 feet is a kinda tall man. 2 meters is like, the average height for the nba
>qotti was misdiagnosed in adolescence only to find out i am on the schizophrenic spectrum
>>42558251that anont. schizotypal
is this le cipg? i havent browsed this board for 2 yearsneed help to see what i need to work on cuz i made no progress boymoding is a disease i can post pics if necessary im just taking some measurements rn
>>42558830AI measurement brainworms got me spiralling goddamn i didnt realize they could literally tell you to your face you cant pass without major risky surgery lmao thought i had at least this going for me but its all just endomorph moid bodied shit
>>42559118stop using ai
>>42559142why its irrelevant to the point, i measured with a measurement tape and the ratios wouldve been the same either way
>>42559209because ai sucks and pulls wrong information out of its ass constantly. plus giving yourself brainworms is deeply unproductive and only serves to make yourself feel like shit
>>42549137yes, and i don't even need a test to know that
>>42557350What is this fucking website, it doesn't scroll properly. I can't get it to work on mobile.
>>42559305yeah i realize that now that im spirallingidk if i can pass after all lol, kind of wasted a good opportunity to kms there these past couple days
>>42559337
>>42559308why do people do things on their phones doesn't staring at that tiny screen and fiddling with shitty mobile ui for extended periods get annoying?
>>42559357I dont like this image. like yeah go live as one of the most hated people in the world where you have a chance to be hatecrimed. don't kill yourself from the pressure though, you're not allowed to. like it's so lame. the world gains nothing from having me around, and it shows it.
>>42559401don’t give into the demands of the worst people on earth. being hated by bigots doesn’t mean you should kill yourself, nor does it mean that you don’t bring value to the world
>>42559582cope sometimes you can do a lot more dead than alive especially if ur a lateshit tranny like meanyways this discussion has already been beaten to death in this board can i have actual applicable advice other than "just dont spiral over ur shitty life bro :)"
>>42559686you literally can’t do anything dead. that’s how being dead works
>>42559722what are wills what is money what is living your dreams on through others
>>42559735so you want to kill yourself because you have a juicy amount of money to leave to your loved ones?
>>42559883ugh dude just make your point instead of trying to circle over what youre trying to say
>>42559305you were right that shit is fucking wrong because it thought i said 42cm biacromial when thats my bideltoidmy biacromial is like 38 or soAI psychosis got to me
>>42560395my point is just, don’t kill yourself. you improve the lives of more people than you know. the only way things can get better is by you living
I could become a caretaker for one of u autistic chicks and we could fall in love. just sayin
>>42562588what's your 1 circumcised interest?
>>42562618idk what it was. there's a lot of questions that I wanna answer with maybe / situational but I couldn't.
>>42562626maybe ur the autistic one and im the neurotypicuck because i was just making a wiener joke
>>42562676you definitely act like a retarded chud, but I think that's kind of cute. I'm quite extroverted irl so I'd pick up on your autistic personality pretty quick.
>>42562706its settled and i'm the dunce because i have no idea what to say back
>>42562756aw how boring. you should've fought back a little. but it's even cuter that ur such a pushover. where are u from?
>>42562487whatever can you just give me targetted advice? im not spiralling in that way anymore, itd help more if ud tell me what i can do to help myself in transitioning
>>42562937i have no idea how to help my how transition, let alone someone else’s. sorry
>>42564281i think im gonna kill you
>>42564332please do, i could use it
>>42562588would you be willing to hear me yap about my interests for 2 hours straight though...?
>>42564365yeah. if u were cute I wouldn't mind it if u yapped my ear off for 3 hours straight, and I'd ask u plenty of questions so u could elaborate further on ur interests.
>>42562937Depends on how far along u are on ur path / what ur goals are. what do u want out of ur transition that u have not yet achieved?
>>42564421literally anythingi have never gone out as female, havent malefailed in years, nothing is progressingright now im feeling completely stuck and frankly have so little hope that i cant even make a first move to getting out of this mud
>>42564441Okay. Let’s talk about what progress you have made. How long have u been on hormones? And have you noticed any changed
>>425644853 years hrt + bica, no prog until last weekyes changes but not enoughcheck passgen i posted pic and measurements there
>>425645685’8, 64kg. Is that you? Or are u someone else in the thread.
>>42564568>>42564418 ?
>>42564582>>42564591yeah thats me
>>42564608Okay. Well, idk how much is genetics and how much was hormones / whatever else you had done. WaistWHR ratio Hip circumference Are all very much in the female category. Weight (which is a non issue since weight is the weakest signal of gender) Underbust Bideltoid shoulders Are all neutral. Based on the numbers they’re in between. Androgynous essentially. Height (again, non issue since tall females exist)Upper end of shoulder to hip ratio These are male leaning measurements. But if u take out height it’s just the one. If I had to gamble I’d assume 70% chance of these stats representing a female. So while measurements might say ur most likely a female, i imagine u have concerns in other areas. Looks wise, eyes, lips, hands, nose. How do those look? You don’t have to send a pic but describe it yourself objectively if possible. Which does it lean towards?
>>42564608heres a more recent pic from today post surgery so still bloated afironically still feel im gonna need ffs even with almost 8mm vertical impactation across both leforts lol
>>42564647my whole body is male no matter what the measurements say, even the shoulders look inverted triangle. the reason i was spiralling earlier is because i think on the lower end of what i measured i could probably live with a bbl or fake it with shapewear / fashion, if its on the upper end then im just fucked and need clavicle shortening which is a meme surgery
>>42564670>i’m permadoomed, look at my measurements >your measurements are actually largely fem leaning androgynous>forget the measurements, i’m ngmievery moder is the same
>>42564650Takin a pic post surgery is pointless cuz ur face is prolly still inflamed and fucked up from meds. Rest it off for a few weeks and then take a pic. Also why do you look horrified lmao. Like u saw a ghost. >>42564670Lemme ask u this. Let’s say ur born blind. U have no clue what u look like nor what men or women tend to look like. Let’s say u have the most feminine body in the world. But ur care taker says “yeah u got the body of a masculine dude”. Since u have no other info to go off of, you’d believe him. Likewise, believing in ur own thoughts is kind of a moot point. Ur already a silly dumb idiot, so ur opinion can’t be trusted as readily.
>>42564697that pic is 3 weeks post surgery already, i look like i saw a ghost because ive been having major mental health crisis since last wednesday and tried to kill myself multiple times and im now heavily dissociated. havent hurt or tried to kill myself since the start of this week tho, slowly my medicine is kicking ini dont understand your second point and >>42564694 considering i literally just dont malefail at all, and even here people dont particularly bother to reply which would happen if my body was as good as the proportions make it seem. i just literally dont see how advice to not worry about it is useful when it continues to be a source of dysphoria and especially now the only thing i can change while i wait months for lefort surgery to settle?
>>42564786(change as in surgery, ofc im willing to do voice training and makeup and such)
>>42564650kek it's so over for you nigga
>>42564876thanks for the honesty lolwould ffs even make a diff
>>42564786You prolly need more surgery. Also. It seems like u give zero attention to diet and exercise. Are you doing either of those? Cuz surgery is supposed to be the last step. Even if ur results are amazing, if y don’t take care of ur body then all the results will go down the drain
>>42564941damn it. ngl im feeling a little suicidal again so ill just go rest for todayfeels like theres nothing to work with, might as well have started hrt today for all the progress ive made
>>42564964What? You haven’t ever done any HRT? Are u retarded anon. Idk why but ur so dumb it makes me want to beat you up.
>>42565092are you illiterate? if you’re unsure, illiterate means unable to read
>>42565113No. I think you’re dumb and u can’t make good decisions. I want to beat you up and make the proper decisions for you cuz you are a retard.
>>42565148i’m not the other nona, i’m just calling you illiterate because you’re struggling to parse the phrase “might as well have started hrt today for all the progress ive made”
>>42565178Did you read what I said?
>>42565241yes. you think she didn’t start hrt when she clearly has and she’s saying her progress through years of hrt feels so no existent that it’s as if she never took any before tonight
>>42565257I said I want to beat you up retard. Ur dumb as fuck. I want to beat you up and fuck you.
>>42565314>You haven’t ever done any HRT?your second sentence
>>42565350>>42565350You keep ignoring what I’m saying. I can tell you want it. But ur retard ass is too autistic to admit it
>>42565368i don’t want you to fuck me, and unless you’re killing me by doing it, i don’t want you to beat me up either
>>42565414I don’t care what u think. I’m gonna fuck you and ur gonna enjoy it. Drop ur discord.
>>42565432does this strategy work often?
>>42550969I was in Paris and got called madame for days then the moment I went to England everyone kept saying how cool dudes with long hair were while smiling at me
boooo
>>42566626oh that sucks so much :( i remember feeling crushed when i was at a basement show and a woman complimented my hair and then went on about how awesome men with long hair are…
>>42566626oh sorry :(also all my malefailures this week were made by women lmao. all cis men that talked to me didnt use pronouns or gendered words at all, which is not common in a gendered language (portuguese)either cis women likes to hugbox and (these) cis men just prefered to not be mean or it was just a big coincidence
no malefailing today btw
would you call a guy sweetie pie, i cant tell if i passed or not
>>42549137>qott: are you autistic?no but people often think i am and i used to also
