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Anonymous

I will never be a tranny abd t(...) 02/04/26(Wed)11:43:08 No.42557244

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I will never be a tranny abd thus I cannot properly transition Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)11:43:08 No.42557244 Archived

Because it’s not authentic despite my cognizant desires. Deep down I still dissociate when called she her (insert my name here) by strangers
I trooned too late and did it for no reason other than self hatred or something fetishistic :/

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)11:46:51 No.42557276

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)11:46:51 No.42557276

>>42557244
yeah just detransition desu

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)11:54:56 No.42557356

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)11:54:56 No.42557356

>>42557276
Ok :(

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)11:59:35 No.42557409

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)11:59:35 No.42557409

>>42557356
don't listen to them, you're a girl and you deserve to feel like it

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)12:16:30 No.42557572

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)12:16:30 No.42557572

>>42557244
This is very relatable as a pooner. I want to pass and all that, but I don't actually have dysphoria so I'm not motivated to accomplish anything and as such will never be able to reach the false goals I've set.

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)12:29:48 No.42557683

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)12:29:48 No.42557683

being referred to at all feels weird at this point.
the only person i talk to is my partner but lately my head is so noisy im am almost non-verbal.
i just act stupid but affectionate until i get headpats. when they are at work i do not know what to do with myself. i thought i would know what to do but i am always too tired to think.
i think he/him and deadname feel grosser or at least weirder than she/her but honestly i feel like a nameless it lol. i don't go outside much and when i do it's just to walk and get air without interacting with anyone. i do not take care of myself well enough to pass. i think i look like a visibly mentally ill male. :3

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)12:38:04 No.42557757

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)12:38:04 No.42557757

>>42557683
Very real
He/him deadname feels off and it doesnt help I have to work from the closet so I just constantly deal with that.
Being with my bf feels great but so so dysphoria when I remember how I look and am and sometimes this seeps into how I feel about my actions around him as if I am a projection abd not a real person as if my actions are just mimicries of the real thing.
Maybe I truly am just a dude or nb but the later even Sounds like a cope

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)12:41:55 No.42557793

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)12:41:55 No.42557793

>>42557683
kys

Anonymous
02/04/26(Wed)13:01:37 No.42557976

Anonymous 02/04/26(Wed)13:01:37 No.42557976

>>42557793
trying a few more things first but we're getting to that one.