anyone know why i'm so obsessed with hair removal, looksmaxxing, surgeries and skincare when i hate people looking at me?
i dont want to be perceived
>>42565765insecurity, and you do want to receive validation for others but you internalize your insecurity and express that by having a distain for others
>>42565765Because maybe one day you'll look like someone who likes being looked at.
>>42565765Because you want people to like you, you want men to lick and bite your fag body all over and plant kisses all over it, to give you praise you deserve and tell you how beautiful you are, to make you feel validated and ensure that it all paids off since now they can't keep off your faggy pretty body
>>42565833yea i want that but i don't want it enough to do anything about iti dont even leave my apartment except for prescriptions and groceries and i internally panic everytime someone so much as glances at me