>>42566586
One thing that worries me a bit and makes me think they might not be completely inept to trans care is when my mom was watching like a tlc show with a trans man and said "is he on testosterone" and i was baffled she knew what that was lmfaooooo

>>42566590
Cis people with IQs above room temperature and interests in knowledge know what sex hormones and medical care are. And most people see news even if they don’t seek it out. Both of your parents know what transition is and likely a lot of what the process entails

>>42566601
Idk... My mom bought me binders before and at first I said it was for cosplay but it became obvious it wasnt as id wear it frequently and she washed it for me
But idk I feel like cis people wouldnt know how hrt is even taken or know you can obtain it via the internet... would they?

>>42566586
I got 2 of the 4 unused vials I have for free it was lit

>>42566621
They know testosterone specifically can be bought online because it’s a market for cis people first and foremost.

I did the same thing with binders and my mom claimed to be absolutely taken aback when I came out despite having a plethora of trans knowledge, so it is possible. Rather than actually not knowing, though, they will themselves into ignorance because they don’t want to deal with it. When or if you do come out, be prepared to spend a good 2 years justifying yourself repeatedly and many half intentioned attempts to make you detransition.

I’ve only come out to my mom. I’ve been on testosterone for 3 years and my voice is deep even among cis men. The rest of my family is either retarded, willfully ignorant, or aware but in a “don’t ask don’t tell” silent relationship with myself and everyone else. It’s fine, and nobody goes around telling their malicious buddies that they’ve got a tranny in the family.

>>42566634
;-; i mean, i guess you see those ads on tv for like " testosterone boosting pills" or whatever huh
I think this is probably pretty accurate
Ive imagined if they did notice they wouldnt say anything outright because nobody would want to speak about such and also because I wouldnt ever admit to it outright unless they saw my shit and had undeniable proof of it...
Actually, I came out to my sister like a few years ago now, but I dont see her often, she still calls me "sib" instead of sister or brother which I find cringe...I doubt shed outright ask me if I was on hormones tho
OK but anyway I probably wont ever come out as I d feel cringe
Thank you for advice and for talking to me anon I was hoping I could find someone who has done similar things as I am doing right now

Blogpost alert
Also im getting the start of a poonbeard but luckily for me i had a mustache pre t so I could rock it for a little while but I assume I should go ahead and shave right

>>42566662
Even if the hair isn’t coarse it’s still noticeable. I understand it feels great, but it looks incredibly unnatural and pretty much exclusively happens in ftms (referring to the long but immature facial hairs). I’d suggest you shave to stay discreet and also for aesthetics.

My family members did mention it, just never to me directly. After all, a woman being accused of masculinizing likely wouldn’t take it well, and would lash out at herself or others. Family will ask your parents, and they’ll talk about it amongst themselves. It is what is, don’t let it eat away at you. Once you start to pass you should try and come out. I missed the opportunity and I’m stuck in an awkward position. I’ll find a way to make it work, but I hope you’ll try not to make the same mistake. It makes things very awkward and it’s often compromising

>>42566586
You're just like me
I'm four and a half months in and my changes have been subtle because I titrated my dose up (I've been on 100mg weekly for a little bit)
The only people who have noticed are my grandma asking me if my voice has gotten deeper and my brother making fun of my voice cracks
My parents do not care

>>42566851
excellent, i am on 100mg too because why in the world would anyone poondose themselves, i feel like 25mg or whatever would do nothing and is like trt woman tier but anyway anon im glad that it is working out for you and that nobody is trying to fuck with you or anything or try to interrogate you , you is based
>>42566699
tysm for the advice and for sharing I really appreciate it, i will shave yes, ik transmen are notorious for having terrible facial hair and all
i am going to keep taking my shots as a good boy does and nothing is gonna stand in my way
and
in a year or two
i will be a real man and all that