Is obsessively hating trannies when I myself constantly go back and forth on transitioning a sign that I should just transition? I think I'm honestly a bit jealous of FTMs. And scared because HRT is so unpredictable. But I can pass as a man even now without any medical stuff and I enjoy doing so. I've considered trooning out since I was like 12 and I'm 24 now.
>>42569690Do not transition if you're transphobic. That's exactly how you end up in a detransitioner documentary and we don't need more of those.
>>42569724You don't know me as a person. I already get mistaken as a guy and don't mind. I do not foresee myself ever being like "OH NO TESTOSTERONE TOOK AWAY MY WOMANLY LOOKS AND NOW I WILL NEVER BE A PRETTY WOMAN EVER AGAIN" since I have always presented extremely masculine.
why are you jealous of ftms? why do you hate trannies (and whom are you referring to by this)?
Plus I already have excess Testosterone due to HRT. I already grow dark facial hair. I already have a deep androgynous voice. Literally not afraid at all of becoming less feminine when I wasn't that feminine to start with.
>>42569744You can be a cis woman that gets mistaken from time to time that's fine
>>42569759Jealous because I want to look more like a man and always have. I was born female. I would say most of my hatred towards trannies is because I'm solely attracted to cis women and transbians have a track record of acting like sex pests toward me which is annoying. Might offend you that I said that but it is just the blunt truth sorry, and even other trannies agree with me that it's true. I've never really had an issue with FTMs I've interacted with but MTFs I've interacted with have been really hit-or-miss.
>>42569768I don't want boobs and I want more muscles lol.
>>42569761>I already have excess Testosterone due to HRT.Oh it's a larp nvm
>>42569794I meant to say due to PCOS oops sorry I have not slept. I'm not larping I want genuine feedback.
>>42569842Of course you have pcos
>>42569780lol i get it. i think it might help to check that perception (though i understand it is not unfounded in your experience), knowing that there very much are normal mtfs, especially in real life; the transbian sex-pest thing seems to mostly be an internet phenomenon.that doesn't really matter, though; your feeling disgust toward mtfs does not preclude existing as an ftm, and if you truly think that would make you happy, you should transition. when you say you want to look "more like a man", what does that mean? do you want to BE a man, or just look like one? possibly exist as one in some circumstances but not in others? no answer to any of these questions is wrong, but testosterone is pretty permanent, so you should make sure you know what it's going to do and how you'll be living your life once you have committed to that decision
>>42569877and? I'm not sure why you're acting like that's supposed to invalidate me. PCOS is quite common for FTMs to have.
>>42569690Don’t transition if you’re transphobic.
>>42569690I’d say transition you don’t even hate ftms avoid interactions with mtfs i guess
>>42569933I already live with the male mindset. I am well aware of the social pros and cons to both sexes and I align more with being a dude. I know I'll be called fembrained for this but I literally have a placement in my birth chart that's correlated with FTMs. Guys I've befriended are surprised by how much I act similarly to men. It's not just interests but my mindset and mannerisms. I also have mental breakdowns semi-regularly about how much I hate being female.
>>42569944I've had positive MTF interactions too, which is why I say they're hit-or-miss. I think the sex pest ones just really got to me last time I was trying to date.>>42569943Mainstream LGBT community probably considers everyone on this board to be a degree of -phobic.
>>42569934Let me guess you have müllerian agenesis too
>>42569981I had to look up what this was. But no, I don't think so. I have periods so it's unlikely I have that. PCOS runs in my family if you're accusing me of lying about that.
>>42569970>Mainstream LGBT community probably considers everyone on this board to be a degree of -phobic.Literally meaningless when you yourself already said you obsessively hate trannies. You sound insufferable ngl.
>>42570005ok then get off my thread lmaoeasily offended retards like yourself are precisely the types I do get annoyed by
>>42570004EDS maybe? ADHD too? Dissociative identity disorder I bet you got everything women love their 3-4 letter acronym disorders
>>42569957oh, no, i'm not talking about mindset or socialization or anything; i mean your actual physical body will change in irreversible ways. this includes your voice.very much not trying to be mean by saying this, but you don't need to convince me of anything. you would be just as valid if you liked pink and your room were full of stuffed animals or whatever. your writing comes across as sort of insecure (possibly due to the responses of other posters itt?), but i'm not trying to tell you what you are or aren't or can or can't be. i just want to know what's going on with you and how best to help.that being said,>I also have mental breakdowns semi-regularly about how much I hate being female.this is pretty damning. what do you hate about it? what do you want to be a man for?
>>42570017>noooo get off my thread waaaaahYou’re the one who’s offended at me pointing out that you’re an annoying retard
>>42570019I don't have any of those. You are sperging out for no reason. Do you think PCOS is made up by the Jews or something? Take your meds schizo.>>42570026I want a deeper voice. The only thing I'm worried about is that I know I'll start smelling worse but that's an easy fix with a shower. I have to go so I'll answer your question more in depth in like an hour or two if you're still around.
>>42570046i'll be around then but i'll have to go, myself, shortly after that (maybe an hour later). if there's more to talk about by then just keep the thread bumped and i'll come back when i'm able, too :)also as someone who grew up male the smell is not a given thing. i very rarely had BO pre-hrt, even when exercising, and honestly i think i smell more nowadays lol. that's life...
>>42569690get over it and take your HRT, retard