I realized that I was trans in November of last year. I've wanted to be a woman ever since I was a little kid and I do have gender dysphoria but the problem is that I don't feel like one if this makes sense. Like I prefer to use feminine pronouns but also it feels weird using them, in part because how am I any different from when I still thought I was cis? I'm still gonna transition because of my dysphoria but idk. I guess what I'm asking is if these thoughts will go away once I start HRT and people start treating me like a woman or if I'm just stuck always thinking of myself as male. Sorry if this thread is retarded.
>>42572285probably not, but start hrt anyway
Yeah it will, to varying degrees based on how brainwormed you are and if how long you boymode for, but it definitely will
yeah probablyfirst of all estrogen literally changes how you feel and your emotions and sexuality and stufflooking like a woman and being treated like a woman also makes you feel like a woman. You just feel like a man now because people have always treated you as one
>>42572285youre just currently stuck in the hellscape of being a troon still in a male presenting body and not on e. youll feel uncomfortable with fem stuff because youve never presented fem before, just give it time and eventually youll be more comfortable. good luck on your transition :)
>>42572285HRT rewires your brain. But that is where it stops. It is up to you to decide how much you are willing to give yourself permission to experience the new feelings. How much you are willing to give yourself permission to express the new things you feel. How much you are willing to let yourself change. I think all these people that say HRT didn't change their brains are either lost in disassociation, or they are resisting the change because they are scared to lose themselves. If you go all the way, your male ego will die.
