how do you accept you are just ugly and will never live the life you want because of that? im finding it hard to eat or find reasons to do anything if i cant be hot no matter how hard i try.
>>42572682mogs me
>>42572682You find a different way
>>42572682luckshit mogs me
>>42572682there are so many ugly people in the world. if you cant learn to have better perspective, you need to grow up
>>42572682Brutal and i dont know. Even after putting so much time and work into myself I still feel disgust in the mirror.
>>42572863i cant grow up, i just cant do it, i look in the mirror every day and i feel so disgusting, i take hrt to try and help it and it makes me feel worse because i look the same and have warped my body. years are rushing past me. i know its hopeless, i feel it so strongly how hopeless it is, yet i cant give up, my only shot at life feels like its slipping away
>>42572932what's ugly about you? dont just say shit like "my eyes, my chin, my forehead." give me some actual examples. do people tell you youre ugly or treat you poorly because of it?
>>42573144i dont interact with people often due to fear but i would say its more that im invisible or ignored by most people. i dont think im overtly repulsive like a literal ogrehon but im offputting and strange looking. my browbone and nose are very defined and bony. my jaw and chin are wide and flat so i have this distinctly male but unattractive look about me that makes feeling pretty or soft impossible. also permanent beard shadow that despite dozens of laser sessions still grows back in a day. i look sickly and anemic no matter how many vitamins i take or good my diet is, and im starting to look old.
>>42573243>dozens of laser sessionselectrolysis is the ONLY cure, I mean it. I'm sorry but you got scammed. laser lessens hair, electro kills it. >but it takes hours and is more expensiveYeah, because it kills hair permanently
>>42573277this person is right, electrolysis is the only real permanent solution, sadly it's pretty expensive and painful
>>42573243that makes sense, but chances are, even with those features, youre probably average looking. maybe it's genetic but maybe you also have an underlying health issue?
>>42573277nta, but i agree 100%. laser made some progress on my cheeks & neck where the hairs werent so deep. but electrolysis has helped a lot more
>>42573314yeah maybe, i take a lot of anti androgens without hrt so maybe im just in a menopausal state and actually dying. but desu ive always looked like this so i doubt it.
>>42572682if right was cis there'd be a load of people wanting her to destroy them
>>42573349>i take a lot of anti androgens without hrtoh my god you're cooked low e and low t combined is basically inducing menopause you need an IV drip of estrogen asap
>>42573350this but unironically bc i seen lots of ppl fawn over butches on xitter
>>42573371but then my tits will grow and ill feel even more disgusting
>>42573418Well you can either be a disgusting old wrinkled haghon or a disgusting smooth-skinned younghon.
>>42573418you need to pick either testosterone or estrogen. there's no in-between without surgery. you are slowly killing yourself with no actual sex hormone
>>42573730How bad is it really I did that for a few years in my mid 20s and didn’t notice anything wrong
>>42573307How painful exactly? How long does the pain last?
>>42572682you need to cope. find something cool to live for. or just delude yourself you're beautiful like gigahons do. despite how gross look, they are happy.
It is what it is
>>42572682counterpoint
>>42573792If there wasn't anything wrong, you wouldn't end up here.
>>42573277bullshit. laser takes multiple sessions but it kills hair dead. the most effective way to end up with bare skin is to get laser until every dark hair is gone, then get electrolysis on the remaining clear/blonde hairs. Going electrolysis only is slow, damaging to the skin, and totally unnecessary.
>>4257492595% of the pain is while they are doing it, the rest is discomfort for a couple days after.
>>42572682the tattoo is a nice detail
>>42575778>surgeryWorks but that's cheating
