just married a cis woman who i've been dating for 3 years. this should be the happiest day of my life because I love her but all I can think about is how I'll never be able to suck cock again even though I haven't in 3 years
>>42573337Something is genuinely wrong with you.
>>42573347what is it
>>42573337Why not?
>>42573399I'm not gonna cheat on my wife
>>42573416Ask for permission first?
>>42573337Don't worry anon, it's why she loves you. She wanted a faggot and she won you over, it's a dream come true for her.She wants you because you don't want her.
>>42573337Iktf.Bichud married to a woman for 8 years (10 together overall). Only the second woman I've been with but fell in love hard.What I can say is that it's a longing that comes and goes. About twice a year in my case.It's a lonely suffering. She would never understand it and there's also not much to do, other than idk, goon a little bit ig. Although that doesn't always help.
>>42573337If you're going to be a terrible person at least keep it to yourself so you don't make other mtfs look bad.
