>have been making friends uncomfortable for months if not years>no one ever told me>I didn't pick up on it because I'm a fucking turbo-autist>now friend group kicked me out because I made one too many people uncomfortableIs there even a reason to go on living? I'm a broken human being. I try my best to be polite and avoid creepiness or rudeness, but apparently I suck at it. I have now burnt almost every bridge I have and I have next to no friends left.
>>42574907No
jfc are you me?I'm trying to figure out how to climb oit of this hole
>>42574914I am so tired of hurting people without noticing it. I kind of want to die.
>>42574907Did they explain what you were doing to make them uncomfortable?
>>42574919Yes. Apparently sitting in voice chat and not talking much, because I worry discussing my hyperfixations will annoy people, is not good.
>>42574907Lel current bf did this to one of his good friends recently. Tried to warn him but he "knew" his friend better. He cried about for a couple days but got over it after a bj and video games. You find something else sweetie maybe be a bit more self reflective. Take 15 to 20 minutes everyday to sit in silence and let your thoughts pass like clouds. People use crap to distract themselves and wonder why the feelings get worse. It's because you haven't processed them properly.
>>42574924It sounds like you couldn't really win with them. There's probably a better friend group for you out there.
>>42574918I feel defiant. I know im not a bad person. If people want to be this sensitive, it's frustrating and I will make some adjustments in my presentation, bjt ultimately they are being unreasonable in my book.Still be alone when you dont want to be really sucks.
>>42574944>got over it after a bj and video gamesI have never even held hands and I'm mid 20s, so idk about the first one>>42574950I hope you're right... thank you anon or nona. I will try to reach out to the couple friends I still have and see if they'll be ready to support me.
>>42574958(I leave autocorrect on and my phone makes me say stupid shit. I turn it off and I typo words like a retard. I hate this phone)
>>42574924fuuuuck i do this on accident because i clam up whenever someone new is introduced
>>42574961Your comprehension is about as good as his. Learn to sit still, be silent and let your thoughts pass. You say it sucks to be alone when you don't want to be. Why do you think that is?
>>42574907i fail to see how this is /lgbt/-related? did you perhaps mean to post this thread to:>>>/r9k/
if it makes you feel better, this is how I learned to love myself. That being said I have no friends right now.
>>42574907imagine friends-having
