I have no other way of saying this, might look like I'm devaluing your suffering but I don't mean to, I lost everything and I couldn't even keep up with it, the pain was unbearable so the only thing I thought I could do was drop it all, after some time even my second chance at transitioning, felt like my life was over, there was nothing left for me but somehow a different path opened, got something I could have never dreamed of and even a new chance at trying to align with my true self.

Life still isn't perfect, there was too much pain to shed it all in one sitting, but I know that if I just keep going it will all be alright, one day at a time I get to know more about myself and how to walk this road.

>>42575742
They weren't valuable if they couldn't exept you as you are. Maybe the job tho, keep looking, your likely get a decent job if they keep going.

>>42575742
you wouldn't have been able to maintain that stuff forever anyway
I'm a repper and everything in my life is falling apart just because of how dysfunctional dysphoria makes me, I only continue repping because it's too late for me to change course