How do I cope with realizing that I don't actually truly want to be a woman?I've spent years agonizing over my birth sex for no reason at all, and now I don't know how to go back to normal.
>>42576218genuinely hot did you get to this point? like i feel like you would notice you weren't happy pretty quickly no?
>>42576223To be honest, I don't really know myself. I guess I desperately wanted transitioning to magically fix me, which is why I kept insisting on believing that I was dysphoric and why I wanted to want to be a woman.
>>42576244many such cases
>>42576314Probably, but I kept the charade up for an embarrassing amount of time
>>42576218that picrel goes so fucking hard
>>42576218I coped by becoming a chaser. Interacting with real trans women makes it really easy to remember that I am not one
>>42576244Autism is such a brutal curse
>>42576681I doubt I'm actually autistic, but I'm certainly not particularly smart
>>42576600I wish such a cope would work for me
>>42576218Same although I won't stop hrt
>>42577482Not as much to cope with if you just keep taking estrogen
>>42576244me too buddy :( happened to my bf as well
>>42576244Relatable, I don't know how to escape this mindset and at this point I'd still rather just hope for a successful transition instead of committing myself to becoming a regular cis woman.
>>42576218IMPORTANT!!!Are you cute?
>>42579107I'm anything but cute, and I never was interested in being or acting cute. My ex used to call me cute as banter and endearment though
>>42579195Let me rephrase, are you androgynous? Even in a sort of uncanny way? Because if you are then it doesn't matter what option you choose you'll be good either way, so just do what feels good.
>>42579205I'm definitely androgynous in an uncanny way, considering that I've repeatedly malefailed. I definitely do look much more like an androgynous man though, and am nowhere near to looking like a woman
>>42576600What if im into men though?
>>42578561Are the two of you still together?
>>42579399I think that's a pretty good look anon. Ask yourself, do you WANT to be a normal masc male? This might be your ideal self. You didn't want to be a woman, maybe you wanted to be some kind of androgynous mystery twink and you don't need to go any further>t. androgynous mystery twink
>>42580597There's not really anything I want to be. I've realized I don't want to be a woman, but I still also don't want to be a masc male. Remaining a cis man is what fits my character best though, so I just have to find a way to settle for it
