i know there's some psyops on this board right now but i am real. i have been having a horrible time lately. i know my friends hate me and i think my life is over. i think i'm going to detransition to punish myself. idk what that even means if i just stay at home and never go out or anything. at least i'll stop taking estrogen. and sadly i cut my penis off so i'm reminded every day that i can never be a proper man. i can't kill myself so i'm just going to give up on life.
>>42579816>i know my friends hate methey said this to you?
>>42579874no i just know i'm worthless and not wanted at all and it would be better if i wasn't here
>>42579816dont do it nona it would not be worth it,, i think ym friends hate me sometimes too,,, but they really dont and its just me being delusional,,,please take ur meds,,
>>42579816I'm rooting for you, nona.
i've just been punching myself since i posted this. i'm not going to take estrogen. i literally just went to the doctor this week and they tried to give me more and i refused it.
>>42579816don't stop taking hormones to punish yourself, the only thing you can do is try to be better, there's still hope for everyone.
>>42580357go talk to your doctor again and explain to them why you said what you said, they will understand.
The foxboy in the second panel is so hot, why do they have to demonize him? I bet its just meant to demonize avoidant people like myself
>>42580399it's just that it's one of the best ways to do it besides punching myself. and everybody says self harm is bad but also that trannies are bad so going off the tranny medicine should be good
>>42580475also i wonder is it allowed for detransers to still wear female underwear.. i don't want to but i also struggle with having a female body. idk how i'm going to do this i'm just going to get naked and punch myself
>>42580517also when i need to pee idk what to do i am going to try to do it standing up like a man since i am one but it's just going to fail and make a mess and i'll end up puncihg myself again
i think i am just going to stop eating until it is over for me...it's going to take a while
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