Ive been outcasted my entire time for being an ugly spergy gay man, and transitioning would make it a thousand times worse, not to mention I wouldnt be able to afford FFS considering im stuck at a dead end job at a walmart.Its weirdly tempting to troon whenever I have depressive days but at the same time I like being a man and I would hate getting attention if I was a woman. I dont even have feminine interests I just only have physical euphoric thoughts of female along with some discomfort of having masculine face.
