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>qott
it's alright I guess

it's nice

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>>42605931
finally the bmg for me. i adore miku and greatly enjoy vocaloid music. but i need sleep so i won’t be elaborating

no pressure to elaborate rn nona. do you have any fun recommendations when you wake up? i mostly like pretty mainstream stuff, like world is mine and patchwork staccato

>>42605931
what's the difference between manmoder and boymode r? (I'm drunk srry)

I've been called a boymoder instead of manmoder before, does that mean I have more of a chance of passing?

I'm a pathetic ass niger askieng these questions but I got to know lol

depends on who you ask tbdesu. some say it’s a matter of passing. if you malefail in boymode, you’re a boymoder, if not, you’re a manmoder. others base it on age, where if you’re too old to call yourself a boy, you’re a manmoder. i’m personally in the former camp

>>42607159
basically yes. a boymoder looks young either because they had a weak puberty (pseudo-luckshit) or because of e making them look younger.

bumpmoding today

thank you for bumpmoding

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>qott
i like project mirai

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>qott
i need music genres other than that which i like

anyone else kinda into project sekai?

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I often use gay as an insult. Everything I do not like is gay. Problem is I try to avoid calling my boyfriend gay because I don't want him to be insecure about dating a tranny, but I really want to call him gay I can't stop it it's my nature.

>>42609231
ur boyfriend (boy) is dating (You) (a BOY) so in fact he is gay

>>42609249
I am not a boymoder. I hang out WHEREVER I LIKE. So he is not gay.

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>>42607148
nothing wrong with liking mainstream stuff, i would encourage just dipping your toes into the more popular songs of other vocaloids (and synthvs and utuas) if you haven’t yet. i don’t even like anything super niche my favourite songs are heat abnormal and bug
>>42607159
nobody knows but generally looking slightly more feminine than the average guy is boymode (having laser, not android fat, longer or feminine hair style) while looking like or being more masculine than the average guy is manmoding
>>42609201
i observe it from a safe distance

boymoding today

>>42605931
no i like grunge and indie rock vocaloid is slop

what about pop-punk/emo?

qott
I'm a normie to it but I enjoy about half of DECO27 - Transform and some miscellaneous songs just found from YouTube. I like Teto stuff occasionally, particularly being used in a lower register because I think she really shines there.

i think a lot of vocaloids are better off in their lower ranges, miku also has some great songs tuned low

>>42605931

Its so hard being a goth boy moder. You get no attention from transwoman and all the attention from women on birthcontrol. I want gock and i need boyremoval ASAP!

>>42609671
checked out heat abnormal: banger, thanks for the rec, nona!

>>42605931
not on the daily, but it's nice background music

>>42616471
I dislike how many producers put kaito way too high and he sounds like he has his balls in a vise while huffing helium

this makes me a terrible fake vocaloid fan, but any time i hear about kaito (and gakupo) i just think about the jelloapocalypse fanfic.net video

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>>42613695
are you making a 3d model of a boymoder?
>>42615340
i think a lower register teto really shines in nomnomnami’s good intentions
>>42617350
glad it was enjoyable, i find some people are put off by just how robotic rei sounds
>>42618308
i think a lot of vocaloid purity testing is stupid. it’s the same mentality of guys having a meltdown if he sees someone wearing a shirt with a band he likes and his immediate assumption is that they must be unworthy of calling themselves a fan since they haven’t dedicated as much time to enjoying something as he has

bumpmoding today

Is it cruel to make my gf boymode so I can roleplay boy remove her

>>42620406
not if she likes it (she probably does if she uses this board)

>>42620477
She does to both of those, she's shown interest in wearing my clothes too

>>42614820
not really,,,

>>42620406
if she already girlmodes maybe don't make her go back

>>42621800
it’s a role play

>>42621103
drat

>>42605931
after three years, is it obvious to people that i’m not a normal man? 25 years old but i’m wondering if people can see what’s happening

in a “what is your experience with that” way

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yus i like vocaloid! i used to play project diva all the time on my ps vita in middle and high school. i recently fixed it and jail broke it and intend to play it some more again. i most recently played silent hill and katamari on it though

>>42623357
i'm in the same boat and like, yeah probably. to which extent they see "weird uncanny guy" and then actually make the connection to "that's a tranny" really depends on how woke your environment is. i'm in eastern europe and people are often surprised by my age/ask for my id at the store or look at me weird, but otherwise seem to just accept i'm a weird looking dude. i have yet to face any direct harassment, unlike trannies who girlmode

bumpmoding by saying i don’t think anyone has noticed i’m on e yet so i can’t weigh in

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does anybody here have experience with boymodding to hide transition from parents u live with?
i might start HRT and wanna know if i can hide it forever

>qott
Yup, this is one of my favorites micker songs from project diva
https://youtu.be/b8HGPRXeFHs?si=UELRfDKO1gMtEM6G

>>42628829
i’ve been on hrt for about 14.5 months living with my mom and she hasn’t caught on. i’m very lucky that she doesn’t snoop much, so just having a drawer to keep my vials, needles, and syringes has been enough

>>42628866
cool to know, i think i can achieve something similar maybe, i'm just a bit paranoid i guess. but thanks!

just remember to take some actual precautions when the boobs start to show. thicker, looser shirts, layers, and sports bras

>>42628997
yes i just remembered to ask about that, do u think stuff like binders are need or that's just if they grow too much? or like, if you're in a pool or something

>>42629217
no pools

>>42629222
rip... that will be a weird sudden change to explain but i guess i can work around it

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i adore vocaloid music i have an extremely large miku plushie in my room and something like 30-50 other plushies and figures i havent unpacked yet.
>>42628829
dice roll. sometimes you get little to no boob growth, sometimes you get far too much to hide. some people notice jack shit, others figure you out four months into HRT. by eight months five different people in my family figured out i was transitioning and i basically had to come out

hello boymoders, glad to see this gen will never die lmao
graduated to girlmoding like two years ago but on a nostalgia visit ig

how you all doing boymoding?

that bitter bitch charlotte still around sometimes? the austrian trip with terminal bdd (ocre I think)? curanes?

>>42628829
it’s been three years, still hiding but it works good enough ig

my parents are definitely suspecting that something’s off but hormones is not an usual thought so yeah

but yeah summer is always a struggle and people tell me i look way different now, my parents are saying i look younger, which isn’t too bad because i paired hrt with losing tons of weight so they think its the weight loss

>>42629648
currently wanting to move out as i’m at my limit at what i can endure mentally

glad you’re girlmoding, how is it going?

i hope i can girlmode too when i move out, currently i want to grow my hair out

>>42629685
>glad you’re girlmoding, how is it going?
Not sure how I can reply without sounding like I'm bragging but it's going amazing honestly, in everyday life I pretty much completely forget I'm a tranny (especially since I had srs a few months ago) these days so that's nice

have you done voice training yet? really was the biggest difference for me and what made me stop boymoding once I had that figured out

>>42605931
im listening to a lot of ethel cain recently. shes pretty good indeed

a hon went on a spree. its 6700 more years of boymoding for me

>>42629217
so far i’ve been okay without a binder and just wearing a big rash guard in the pool, but i’m not sure i can get away with the latter anymore.

>>42629940
nta but voice training is definitely a problem for me. i try and do it but i feel like i’m unsure if i’m actually moving the right muscles in the right way and shit

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>>42628829
my 'boy'friend just wears super baggy sweaters all the time. Its hard when you come from online spaces to believe lol but it takes a lot for normal people to infer that you are on hormones.

that’s the conclusion i’m coming to too

>>42631570
same. im so bad at it. i know about the exercises but got im so dumb to do it right

gonna try just reading aloud to voice train

would anyone be friends with a boymoder who is alright at guitar hero,,, she can fc a couple songs,,

>>42631748
? suggest hrt
if "he" says no start making "him" uncomfortable with "his" masculinity

>>42636112
i thought she was saying she’s dating a boymoder and no one questions it because her gf wears baggy sweaters

>>42628829
People will accept almost anything as long as the changes are gradual. I am a bit over 4 years, and my parents just figured it out a few months ago when they got to my hrt package before me and opened it :/
I had been gendered female directly in front of them in public maybe 10-20 times by that point (and never gendered male, atleast out loud), family friends were asked if I was transitioning, had fully grown out hair, etc. I think I was asked once like 2 years in if I "wanted to look like a girl," but they never thought that I might've been on hormones. Even when they opened my package, they thought I was using it for my skin before I just told them because it was way too late by that point.
They are trump supporters (somehow still at this point like wtf), and they have bought into the whole "they are transing our kids"-thing, but they were initially pretty supportive until the shock wore off. Now we just don't talk about it. If they have to refer to me taking hrt, they call it "the thing you're doing" lmao
I think progressive parents would catch on much sooner than conservative ones
>>42629648
Heyyy
Bmg was fun a few years back. I think I saw Charlotte around on some thread a year back or so, but I don't come here that often anymore, either. I hope she is doing better...
How'd you manage to start girlmoding? It's scary xd, but I guess I'm kinda sorta doing it already

>>42605931
Hiiii ive been permaboymoding for pretty much my entire transition, but ive been going by my new name so im literally outed every time i introduce myself!! Yay!

>>42607159
Fuck i wanna get drunk

>>42636659
your comment gives me hope maybe my trumpy mom would be okay

>>42629648
Ive been boymoding for so long idek where to start

>>42636659
Idk if its the same person, but i saw a trip named charlotte on lesgen

>>42636770
Yeaaaa
They reacted wayyy better than I ever expected. They don't want me to socially transition, but they haven't kicked me out for being on hrt nor have they tried to take it from me or hide the package that night. Like when my mom smells the isopropyl alcohol after my injection and asks what I was doing, she just responds with an eye roll after I tell her. It's not really warm and fuzzy, but it atleast isn't any worse than having to hide everything.
I hope your parents are accepting! I don't think there's really any real way to tell beforehand, sadly.
>>42636857
I think that's her. Seems she doing well lol

>>42637185
maybe i should’ve just come clean when i missed a sports bra in the washing machine…

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>>42629545
i sure love gambling! cool plushies

>>42629685
wow 3 years, lucky.. i already look younger so i wonder if it will be too different in that aspect

>>42631748
it's so hot in here i hope i can hide without hoodies.
>but it takes a lot for normal people to infer that you are on hormones.
yea it, seems like this is the case many times... i think too much maybe

>>42636659
4 years, very good! i hope i can get away with it for this long, maybe it's enough time to move who knows

thanks a lot ya'll, maybe i come back here when i actually start it

>>42636857
Yes, it's the same person.
I won't bore you with the details but I like to think I'm less bitter now.
I don't care for forgiveness because none of us know each other but I do smile a little seeing how some people seem to have grown.

I don't post often because I work a pretty intense job, and when I'm not working I'm traveling (in the middle east atm)

bumpmoding tonight

>>42629545
i think i might’ve gotten my ex that same winter miku!

>>42631570
That's fair, I didn't get very far with it either until I got some professional voice training (insurance covers most of it here), if insurance isn't an option I feel like just a couple sessions if you can afford them can really give you at least a much more solid framework to build on

>>42636659
idk honestly what pushed me into it was realizing that I got a lot more weird looks while "boy"moding than if I deliberately dressed androgynously or feminine and figured yeah you know what maybe I'll just see what happens if I really commit to the bit and then I got a new job all stealth girlmoding and I've been stealth since pretty much, took some getting used to and I was very insecure about it in the beginning (which is super clocky ofc) but I grew into it quick ig

>>42637900
ayyy charlotte the harlot is still around and humblebragging about their super duper intense and wellpaying job
truly nothing ever changes

>>42640933
I guess I should really just commit at some point...
How did you handle your existing relationships? Are you shorter/do you have a small frame? I'm like 95th (female population) percentile on height and kinda wide (thankfully not especially top-heavy, the women in my family are all pear-shaped, just much shorter).

bumpmoding today

>>42628829
Kind of?
I started in april of 2024 and moved to injections and prog in april of 2025 and no ones said a thing to me yet.

bumpmoding today

thank you mc ride for being with me in these trying times

if nobody else got you, you know mc ride got you

Why is this thread so dead? Cmon, let's share boymoding stories or something. Anyone get any new hobbies or accomplish something?

>>42645100
my big boymoding story is just that my brother tries to purple nurple me so i have to work extra hard to evade it to hide my cones

>>42645100
my mother called me her daughter the other day but i think it's just because she's a bit retarded I guess.

so jealous

my other boymoding story is that i was doing laundry one day, forgot to look inside the drum, and ended up missing one of my sports bras that was stuck to the top. my mom did laundry the next day and found it, but accepted my shrugging feigned ignorance. i guess my boymoder is working since she didn’t even consider it could be mine

Do boymoders like chasers who are nice

i don’t

i malefailed almost everyday last week and 0 times this week
yeah

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boymoders, do you like my bookmark?

>>42646984
excellent bookmark.

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>>42605931
no, not really unfortunately

Any boymoders in Arizona? I've been trying to connect with other tranners but I don't have a car, dating apps are shit and people on tagmap don't know how to hold a conversation.

>>42645129
My guy friends from high school do this °~°
One time, early on hrt, one of them missed a jab in the ribs and got me right on the nipple.... owwwwwwww
>>42645148
That's awesome :D
1/2 dumb filter

>>42647574
>>42645250
Scaryyy
I've had so many bad dreams about stuff like that over the years
>>42646792
Why do you think that is? I feel like my appearance changes drastically day to day, but it might just be bdd lol
>>42646984
Fantastic
>>42647290
No :(
I'd like to make some tranner friends, too, but its too scary

bump

>>42647586
i actually also had a bad dream about it like, last night. it involved all my drawers in my room being rearranged, which immediately invoked panic because some of those drawers have like, hrt, panties, and bras in there

>>42648799
That's so real •n•
and then most of em have some version of "we don't accept you" afterwards

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it's friday the 13th, anytran getting spooky?

>>42644234
facts

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>>42629648
>hello boymoders, glad to see this gen will never die lmao
Same. I don't really use the board or go by curanes anymore but it's neat to see some form of bmg still lingering here

>>42650414
nada. maybe i should finally watch alien like ive been meaning to

>sleep like shit most of the time
>decide to read a book for an hour or so before bed, no looking at any screens at all during this time
>sleep even fucking worse
fuck my stupid hon life

>>42650966
you should! the main alien movies are really good.
come to think of it i've never seen the tv show, maybe i should watch it

>>42641018
I'll be real with you I had practically no friends so that wasn't much of an obstacle for me, one was a bit confused but grew into it and we're still good friends and the other was pretty much ghosting me beforehand and that didn't change after I managed to get us to meet up again so whatever
I'm 177cm/5'10 but ig being anorexic saved me from the worst of puberty and I have a pretty feminine frame, honestly people think it's cool if you're a tall girl don't be insecure about that nona

>>42650823
so are you curanes? I will miss you and your endless supply of picrels, hope you're going easier on the booze these days and terf island isn't too hard on you xx

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>terrified of losing my flat chest
>also filled with immense jealousy everytime i see a girl with actual boobs

>>42652848
understandable, because a lot of the time you end up in a shitty middle ground where they’re certainly not flat but don’t look as nice as most cis women’s boobs

>>42653126
literally me rn
its obvious that i dont have a flat chest like a cis guy but the tits arent pretty. they arent tube tits but their shape and size are simply not pretty lol
>>42647586
>Why do you think that is? I feel like my appearance changes drastically day to day, but it might just be bdd lol
same. i think its my hair mostly. and my hair is wavy, so you know, its not that easy to get it 100% right and pretty everyday :(

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is it possible to make friends with people as a permaboymoder neet thing? i've struggled with my mental health and going outside since i was in middle school and only recently got a grasp on it and am able to go outside (i have been going for walks regularly for a year and sometimes go to the library which is pathetic i know but it took a lot for me to get here i used to never even leave my room and sleep entire days away). is it even worth it to have friends? the few times i tried they become weirdly obsessive and sexual or dont understand how difficult basic things are for me and i just feel worse after talking with them. idk probably not i guess

>>42651521
Ty <3
>>42654039
Hair is a big one. I struggled so much with getting mine to not tangle all of the time. All it needed was a good leave-in conditioner -_-
>>42654394
It is definitely possible (I wish it were easier though ._.). And what's pathetic about going for walks or going to the library??

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Im currently learning this dance
https://youtu.be/2yxss6zLhAU?si=ympfAD_24FpwksZG

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>>42655324
>what's pathetic about going for walks or going to the library??
i mean that that's the extent of me being able to go outside and interact with the world. i went shoe shopping with my sister once but its difficult to go places on my own. i dont feel like i belong anywhere and the only way its ok is if im like with someone who does belong. my whole day most of the time is as follows
>wake up
>read a bit in bed or play something on my ds
>stretch and have breakfast
>go for a long walk or work out
>come home and have lunch
>read a bit more and then shower or sometimes reverse order
>play some more games or watch a tv show or movie
>have tea and either read more or just sit and do nothing
>go to bed
also throw in a bunch of random spurts of lurking in frengen or if im really desperate reddit and considering seeking out friends but never doing it. i lead a very mundane and safe life and its been very difficult to get to a point where i can manage this stuff and idk i just feel very inadequate compared to everyone else. im in my mid twenties and feel like an alien child learning to function as a human

>>42655519
Not gonna lie, you sound like you lead a healthier life than I do. I feel the same as you in a lot of public places. It's pretty common, I think.
You definitely aren't pathetic
>>42655363
I'm happy for you, but I think I would kms if I ever did anything like that ahaha...
Which role are you doing? That seems like it relies a lot on the other people

>>42655611
Unfortunately, I dont have friends to dance it with, so I arranged it for one person

any boymoders have valentines plans?

A girl is gonna dress me up next week any idea what we should do? I've never girlmoded in public before

>>42655896
hodl hands

>>42655896
Make her peg you

>>42655625
Ah, that's cool!
>>42655690
Nope!

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>>42655611
i guess its reassuring to hear someone say im not pathetic lol. ive been very insulated as i go most of the day without speaking to anyone besides family sometimes so im mostly in my own head 24/7

Do you gals who take HRT still get actual boners? Can you still cum?

>>42657825
i still get can boners unfortunately and can still cum. only a few clear droplets and spurts come out at most when i do along with tons of leaking and dripping before cumming. i also can go 2 or 3 times before i cant anymore which is kind of cool but tiring lol but that might be because i only ever masturbate every other week or once a week at most.

>>42657861
>unfortunately
Isn’t it better to still get boners? For sexual pleasure?

>>42657890
i mostly use my butt and nipples and if im impatient i use a vibrator on my pp to speed things up but getting hard isnt really necessary

>>42657776
>ive been very insulated as i go most of the day without speaking to anyone besides family sometimes so im mostly in my own head 24/7
I think this is common for lots of us, especially boy/manmoders (and reppers too, I guess). We hide and hide and become withdrawn. Pretty normal.
I've gotten a surprising amount of social interaction recently from video games. Right now, I'm in a runescape clan with a ton of people from around the globe. It's pretty cool. Some are younger like me, honestly most are older (late 20s to late 30s mostly, but there's this one grandpa in his 60s who plays with his kids, super cute), some have kids, there's a few couples that play together. If you have trouble going outside, maybe you could try to find something like that? Online communities like that are pretty low pressure
>>42657825
:/
Yes to boners (weaker and much less frequent, thank god) and orgasms, no to cum
>>42657890
You... don't need a boner to cum.

>>42657825
i still get boners. i make sure to jork it every so often to keep the function

my friend has an early flight so now i’m in a third friend’s house while he and the flight friend sleep until i drive him to the airport

he’s dropped off

>>42657825
i think i never had a proper boner since anymore, but it can grow a little bit. and i havent cum since starting hrt back in 2024 so i have no idea

happy galentine’s day, boymoders!

happy yet-another-normal-day-spent-alone-in-my-room day, fellow boymoders!

don’t worry, i’m spending it alone too

what should i get my hrtwink e bf for valentines? he is dressing up as a cat for me and i feel guilty cause i didnt plan on doing anything :(((

>>42663145
dress up as a catgirl for him, maybe?

my valentines was on the laser clinic doing laser on my face lol
its ok tho theres no valentines day here in brazil we celebrate a similar day in june, "dia dos namorados"

>>42663314
i dont have cat ears,,, or a tail,,, or any cute clothes,,,

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Boymoders ITT, would you ever be interested in a relationship like picrel? Or would it be too humiliating?

>>42665081
if it meant being a perfect passoid then sure, otherwise a normal relationship is fine

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one day

>>42667279
;<

bumpmoding, happy valentines