i think im pregnant as my boobs are so geavy and full my bindy boi doesnt even fit anymore

How do you know if you're genuinely dysphoric or not

the only drug i need is love

>>42633858
When you feel dysphoric is it like a genuine feeling or a disingenuous one

>>42633897
Disingenuous and definitely I've faked for the sake of my own ego

I would message the people off tagmap in my state (oh) but they made their account years ago on there.

>>42633905
Well there's your answer

i wonder if gloves has had a gf

>>42633957
he's dating a trans woman

>>42633985
Very zased.

rotdog or nullo
you havbe to pick 1
and no, no meta, its too humane.

>>42634059
nullo ez

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i get so angwy when someone thinks im not a big boy just because im 4’9! tis babeh is a tuff man! goo goo!

>>42634151
Where the fuck are you even from?

>>42634059
Nullo I guess. Having a mockery of a dick would make me kill myself and I can still have anal sex

>>42634059
Are we comparing botched phallo with nullo, or phallo with nullo in general?

do you guys put on a bandage after u inject :3 i ve only bled a couple times but i t makes me feel bettter and kinda makes me feel lke a kid who was being a big boy and got his shot

>>42634532
I did the first few times because I was worried about bleeding and then I stopped caring when I saw I was just wasting bandaids

Ngl the only reason im alive is because I want to see if my transition is successful or not which will mean I'll have to be alive for at least another year maybe 2. Which is annoying.

What is your beer of choose for Saturdays?

>>42634680
(Choice, im fucking retarded)

>>42634351
There are no unbotched phallos

>>42634680
Why only Saturdays?

>>42634680
Miller lite.

>>42634748
Saturday is for the boys
>>42634784
Classic Saturday beer

>>42633832
hi ftmg i got a new binder recently and had some lamb for dinner + tried a new kind of cider for the millionth time with it and i definitely dont like cider in general.
>beer
im an unironic beerden honestly heineken for something widely available and some tropical IPA i keep forgetting the name of for a specific
>am i genuinely dysphoric?
you people need to stop looking to others for validation let alone fucking /tttt/

ftm ally: (cant understand the pooners, just happy to be here)
ftm mainstream: (likes cavetown, digs the bugs; recognizes elliot page)
chronically online white trans fem friend: (eager to explain symbolism and backstory for each artistic choice)
cis parents: (uncomfortable but cant specify why)
burned out liberals: (relieved to talk about something other than j.k. rowling for 24 hours)

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Pooners will look at picrel and believe they could make her into their tradwaifu like she wouldnt hate u

>>42635310
>tradwaifu
That's not a Y2K baddie

How over is it for me if I instinctively start regressing into acting like a 7 year old when I'm comfortable. It's not sexual but I have to actively stop myself when I catch it happening
Fortunately I'm uncomfortable most of the time so it doesn't happen anyways but the sonic diaper anon reminded me of it. Should I just kill myself or is there a cure

My ex texted me after 1 and a half years of no contact none at all after breaking up with me and said she want to be best friends ans we talked for a couple days now its been like 10 days and she hasn't texted me and my message is left with a reaction
Kinda sad
I miss pookie
Very weird signs

>>42635408
Thats really cute, how do you act like ur 7? Id love an ftm bf who's a grown man who could act like my little boy and watch you rock back and forth anf stuff
Its cute
Youre a good kid

>>42635408
Sounds like a larp considering the thread right now

>>42635443
I'm exaggerating a bit, it doesn't happen as much as I'm making it out to be but I wish it was a larp
>>42635435
Generally childish speak. Stuff like “I want to play” and playing with stuff like they’re toys. Something I blurt out “I was born yesterday”. Curling up in a ball. I was robbed of a childhood and the result is embarrassing

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why is he so cute

>>42635546
when this happens, do you wish you had a nice mommy or daddy figure to actually play with you, to show your toys to? not making fun. I find you really cute and adorable. you do not need to be embarrassed. I wish I was 5 too.

>>42635546
and would you say you are bratty or sweet?

>>42634699
I’ve seen some good looking meat tubes. Not sure how they hold up in practice or what it took to get there, but on the surface they look decent.
>>42634680
Been drinking mooseheads lately. They’re alright.

>>42636242
Yes. I also go on walks and sometimes I pass by a playground. I wish I had a dad who would push me down the slides and on swings and play with me there
>>42636278
Sweet, I can be rough when cuddling though

VOOOOIP!
Pop *

You’ve returned to 10 years ago. The only knowledge you maintain is trans related.

What is your next move?

>>42636506
skype with my husband

>>42635242
>cis parents: (uncomfortable but cant specify why)
They very much can, just up to them whether to be supportive or not.

>>42636506
Ack.
>t. en years on T

>>42636540
Mine would get strange looks talking to
Me at 14 lol

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this is kinda hawt i get the dickless fetish poster now. i just imagine he learned like 3d animation just to make this. lol

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daily reminder

>>42636830
If only cock was that big most of the time

>>42637021
i neeeeed amommy i need a mommy to cuwddle me and take carwe of mwe and play wif me :(

>>42636552
I need to know. How much of this is ironic and how much of it is serious

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>>42637368

>>42637483
Wasn't asking about if it was sexual or not

>>42637508
i didnt mean to repdly to that post in specific but its serious i cant speak for the other person but it is for me and i just posting cuz they started and hope this can be agre gen

>>42634699
There are definitely good dicks, like this one. It doesn't seem to have undergone medical tattooing yet however https://files.catbox.moe/m06x4v.png

>>42637519
Real. God I wish I could be a kid again without being a tranny or abused

>>42636830
<3
I'm so happy to see you reposted my animation.
I really wish this kink was more popular.

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i'm eating chocolate covered pretzels

>>42636506
The only time I ever got attention from men was back then :..: 12 ish.

>>42637651
dickless ftm hitting their pussy up against a pussy to no avail v ersus big dick easily sliding in so hawt

>>42637698
I was told here to learn drawing because I kept posting about my no penis humiliation kink, but drawing is too hard :(
I guess learning this "blender" is a good alternative.

>>42637722
you should make an animation meme in blender about someone with no penis

>>42637698
idk bout yall but ive had my dick actually slip in just hitting my pussy against another ftms

>>42637760
Tdick penetration is possible but needs very specific circumstances

Why did u delete ur pos

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IM A BABY!!

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i discovered im a bpdemon what do

>>42638112
make animation memes
but please don't fuck your ferret in the process

>>42637368
"....gooo?"
-babeh doesn't quite understand. he tilts his widdol head at you innocently-

how's everyone doing? i haven't been here in a while and i'm gonna leave again soon
>>42633832
>qott
weed
>qott2
weed
>>42633957
>>42633985
we broke up, but i've dated two trans women and one theyfab that went back to being cisf. i genuinely think i'm aromantic though because i seem incapable of feeling romantic attraction at all and i feel like an asshole every time i was goaded into trying it and then don't feel a connection beyond friendship

>>42638290
Gloves with the theyfab, was she cute? What did she do for you sexually,? Did she wanna worship that tummy?

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>>42638290
hi gloves
why are you back

>>42638309
it was edating that time but she was a fat goth girl and was great...until she started a batshit insane drama with my friend group and it just wasn't worth it. i was 18 though so i was in retard grug brain mode
i've only dated one person in-person (as an underageb&) and no way in hell would it ever happen again where i am now tbdesu

>>42638341
Also im genuinely asking and not trolling, how do you deal with the fact you have lolcow threads and such up about you? Like ik they are long dead and inactive but if it we me id feel so embarassed and paranoid. Also you dont even seem like a lolcow to me

>>42638340
randomly decided to scroll, thought i'd pop in before leaving again. i post elsewhere on another board without trip but i'm not saying that here.
>>42638351
it was made by a schizophrenic csam-spamming mtf lolcow herself that was seething about me because i blocked her after finding that out and she threatened me, so i decided to leak evidence of the conversation as a result. i absolutely deserved people telling me i was an annoying asshole, and testosterone mellowed me out. so while i don't like certain aspects, i don't necessarily think it's a big deal since i've improved as a person and it's a bannable offense for anyone to post in the thread.

>>42633858
Personally I had signs and behaviours since being a child, then I went into severe depression and isolation when puberty started, then I dissociated a lot. Every time I look ever since in the mirror, get reminded I'm a woman or see a guy enjoying and taking for granted the way he was born, I want to kill myself. I knew it was bad recently when I caught myself being envious of a uni teach that wasn't even attractive just because he can simply be a man. I tried repressing for years and it only made me more miserable and made life unbearable. Literally the only reason I did not kill myself is because I have exotic pets and I don't want them to be miserable as well.

Still trying to repress and avoid transitioning, because I know I will loose a lot socially because of it, and also because I'd be a dickless manlet, which grants you a forever nonexistent love life.

>>42634210
Midgetistan

>>42633832
>QOTT: pot, crack, most scripts, shrooms, lsd, 2cb... uhhh a ton of alcohol.
>QOTT2: dmt. Everyone keeps talking about those mechanical elves and shit. Sounds kinda interesting. Other than that nothing. I'm a recovering alcoholic, almost 3 years sober :3

>>42638112
never date anyone please

>>42637672
Nice.

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ok i just got fatter right. like do i look feminine in a basedboy way or do i actually look more womanly. do i just need to lose weight https://unsee cc/album#aZSLyLM2OYOr

>>42638525
first is definitely better but you still pass imo

>>42638456
but im lonely

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>>42638562
i stopped going to the gym and my diet has been so shit, my love handles are huge now. i worry they make me look like i have massive hips even tho my measurements say otherwise. i think im confusing dysphoria with simply being unhappy about being fat bc i feel like i look like a redditor. i really need to get back on track. i'm 2.5 years on T for reference

>>42638627
DON'T EVER POST THIS FUCKING IMAGE EVER AGAIN

https://voca.ro/1dP4m9KPETGH
Genuinely getting the vibe my voice wont ever drop. This is depressing. Gigafoided

>>42638684
cute would boyfriend

>>42638684
An anon told me I talk like a pussy male and I agree do idk why or how I would have fem vocal patterns i never talk to anyone and have been isolated for years but it still sucks

>>42638693
Awwwww mwah

>>42638395
Are you the anon who mentioned being on the fence about transitioning last thread or different repper

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ahahahahahahaaAAAAAAAAAAGGHGHHHHHAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA

IN THE DARKNESS OF THE SPACE
SOUL RACE
SOULS FOR FIGHTING
A CHANCE TO BE BACK ON EARTH
SOUL RACE
IS THE ONLY PRIZE TO WIIIIIIIIIN

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>>42638639
How about this one?

>>42638639
>>42638721
ok but do i pass or not

>>42638385
Hi gloves, hope you are well. Would hate to be stuck in Dagestan at this time

>>42638792
i already said you do

Did someone delete that one ftm server that was relatively new? It was kind of nice...

>>42638805
oh i didnt realize you were the other post. wait are you the animation meme guy

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>>42638816
signs point to yes

>>42638112

Build a machine which uses your flaws as its power source.

i wish i got more opinions so i can try to calm my brainworms

I get you guys hate sportsball but is anyone here perhaps into UFC and willing to discuss that? I dream of going in after training for maybe five years in muay thai/bjj and taking on the nickname "the woker", playing the heel, taunt the audience. End every chud in flyweight. It'd make hella money from both sides. For Dana White, not me obviously, but that'd be my negotiation point. I'd eventually go down and get brutalized but it would be glorious.

>>42638898
>you guys hate sportsball
Where did you get this from retard

>>42638877
I couldn’t open it but I might be retarded

>>42633832
>QOTT
None.
>QOTT2
None.
I hate druggies.

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>>42636830
I updated it, I gave them a butt and more color
Is it better? How could I improve it?

>>42638931
Can you put boobs on the goygina

>>42638931
What even is the difference between the first one and a small/micro penis?

>>42638915
Every time I come in here wanting to chat I get flamed bro wut r u on

>>42638949
Like udders? There's not enough space for a torso.

>>42638953
none, they are both impotent

>>42638931
The lighting could be improved.

>>42633832
>QOTT
Pot, shrooms, 4-aco-DMT one time
>QOTT2
If I ever come across genuine LSD I'd like to try it out once, same with MDMA. I plan on doing an ayahuasca retreat next year when I've gotten better at Egyptian. I think it might be interesting to have one trip with all of the major religious-use hallucinogens from history, but I don't know if I want to fry my brain like that.

>>42638931
I think that the pocket pussy should have more jiggle physics and that the penisless one should be thrusting harder and trying harder.idk why this visual is so hot hut this is excellent and I was goinf to reply to you and say you should make more.
How does it feel that you dont have a penis and could never be inside anything and plap something lol cute

>>42638972
Then why not just have a SPH fetish?

I put that fetish into action with my gf like 2 years ago way before u no penis fetish anon she said like shed be waiting for somwthing and just feel me ramming myself against her

>>42638975
how?
>>42638986
I kept the same movement to show the difference and impotence 1:1
It's terrible because it's been on my head for like 6 month and I can't escape it or even get any kind of relief :(

>>42638999
I don't like SPH, I'm more into "no penis humiliation" or NPH. I'm just more sophisticated, it's an abstract kind of feeling you wouldn't understand. One has a penis (and no vag), the other just have a hole and was never meant to be able to penetrate or rape.

>1
Shrooms, some other shit that claimed to be shrooms, gabapentin recreationally, weed every few hours for roughly five years, adderall both therapeutically and recreationally, hella poppers in a variety of situations, and good old fashioned gas station dick pills.
>2
Haven't found a good vendor for E, coke, acid, or ket. Had a guy originally but he went to jail forever.

>>42639022
How come you cant get any relief? Doesn't jerking off to the roleplays you do help? You could find a girl who, probably wouldnt have ever in a million years thought of somwthing like this, but would be willing to entertain it and tease you for not having a penis and can only grind up against her, to make you happy. As a good gf would . Assuming youre looking for a soft hole

You boys like football right?

Also I can kind of penetrate. I have a toy with a 2 inch opening or whatever that i can get my tdick into and feel like im inside, when I coom I imagine im inside. Do u think this counts as penetrating?

>>42639036
If I did that I probably just end up extremely frustrated as hell. Plus I need to be inside and deep to get any relief. I think.

>>42639051
It just count as being disabled because you need a prosthetic.

>>42639085
Do you have a tdick or a big clit?

>>42639040
Yes thank you fuck. Was certain there was no one after it was dead silent that entire playoff run.

>>42639097
... I won't tell...

>>42639111
Its important to know. You could put that thing of yours into a vagina if you do.

>>42638931
Actually I think the pocket pussy being so bright distracts f and the grayscale one was easier to see impotence

If foids don’t cause a cortisol spike when you’re mid jestergooning are you even malebrained?
Studies would say no

>>42639140
Maybe I should make the colors less saturated, and the pocket more angular at the entrance?

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>>42638924
https://unsee cc/album#rXkjr1rFZU5Z is being fat making me look more feminine

>>42639211
Nah but build arms. Everything is avg blue collar except for the arms. Start hitting upper and trapz like crazy and ur fine.

>>42633832
>qott
Nic, weed, wide variety of prescription stimulants, xanax and percs (both of which did absolutely nothing for me, not sure how people party on downers).
>qott2
I’d like to try ecstasy once, and poppers.
But everyone be responsible. Being a burnout is corrosive to optics (if you’re already a burnout I’m glad you’re still with us and hope you keep it together).

>>42639175
Yesssss
Sure id like to see how it looks more angular
Good boy

>>42639211
I feel like shit today so I was hoping I could rag on you a bit but honestly I agree with >>42639228 about your arms. I think if you worked on them you’d probably feel like you look less fucked up as well.

>>42639148
What the fuck are you talking about whore

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>>42639356

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i have given up on life

>>42638898
I watched it a lot growing up, but don’t pay attention to it much nowadays. I feel like it would actually be pretty sick if the general watched it together. Enrichment activity.

qualcuno può venire qui e uccidermi

>>42638708
Different repper

I should kill myself

>>42639356
>>42639370
Bro isn’t a knower

>>42639592
can we do it together

Its like the time I do my t shot in 10 minutes quite literally and my libido isnt as high. This cant be a coincidence
Ok its time

>>42639592

No. Don't.

>>42639612
nta but why not

>>42639625

The world is too interesting and unpredictable to leave.

>>42639636
it feels pretty boring and unpleasant to me

>>42639592
Drop methods

>>42639650
Are you 25 or younger?

>>42639694
yes

>>42639493
This is a good idea. Stream it yourself on istreameast and discord vc, nfl is off till august but Holloway vs Oliviera 2 is in march and that's gonna be fire asf. Plus the Dodgers are playing soon. Sports is a lot more fun when there's at least one, preferably two, autists spamming all the context over the commentators.

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>>42639250
How about it now?

>>42639702
Figured. Your age group has had such a horrifically shitty and isolating introduction to adulthood. I’m sorry. I do hope you find a way to hang around because what’s happening in the world right now is truly batshit, and you deserve to at least spend a little time on an earth that isn’t getting buttfucked by plagues and wars.

I bet G stinks, that mf probably showers every 5 days

>>42638798
thanks! honestly, things are looking pretty good for me right now. i hope things get better for you

>>42639869
I shower once every 6 months by going to the river and bathing with the woodland fae

>>42639890

I wish the fae were real.

>>42639887
Gloves last time i saw you post was years ago, you were literally living in a chair in your moms living room playing that one colony game all day and could barely function as an active member of society, have you changed?

>>42639890
You prolly smell like weed, yeast infection, custard cheese and meatballs

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i haven't posted here at all in maybe 2 years, but i just had to again because i keep seeing posts on r9k of guys with huge cocks and it makes me suicidal, the sight of a cock is enough to ruin my day

>>42639983
Why does it make you suicidal anon? Is it the jealousy of not having one? Does it arouse you? Make you sad?

>>42639997
don't all ftms feel at least a twinge of melancholy when they see a cock regardless of the context? for me at least i can't even stand to look at them because i enter a depressive/existential spiral. i can't stand to look at porn with dicks. and yes i know this makes me a bitch

>>42639902
i've still been a NEET, but i'm over 2 years on t so i'm significantly less depressed and i ended up being the one financially supporting my family at times because i ended up getting what felt like a life changing amount of money, even if it really isn't it's a lot for someone in their 20s. i've also learned to do a lot of basic things. not cooking though.
nowadays its mostly another game and i touch sand here and there

I want to be a futa. Guys don't enjoy cumming as much as futas do. They look like panting dogs. They fuck harder than men, they cum more, and they have bigger dicks.

>>42640021
no, i feel absolutely nothing when i see one but cum sets off my contamination ocd so i can't be around one irl in a sexual context.

>>42640021
No, I feel extremely horny.

>>42640063
Why can't you cook?

>>42640120
i can't touch raw meat or eggs without melting down and washing my skin raw. i also don't know how to use a stovetop and our residential oven doesn't work the best

>>42640135
>retard is literally called gloves
>never heard of wearing gloves while cooking

>>42640214
be nice to namefag anon, it's not their fault they're retarded >:(

How is one supposed to cope with being inferior to his partner in every way?
>he is caucasian, am latino
>he is cis, am tranny
I feel disgusting for dating someone so out of my league.

>>42640229
If you are dating him, NICE.
Now stop being self conscious and start being self congratulatory.

>>42640229
Top him.

>>42639763
Colors are good, the shapes feel weird in a way the first two didn't though (despite 2 and 3 having the same shapes). After comparing I think it's because 2's bright colors distracted from the rest so that now it's been adjusted the shapes are more obvious. May want to change the thigh, I think that's the issue. I really like how you added the top hole more jiggle physics though. Makes it more damning that nothing is going in

>>42640229
I like being Latino because I'm attracted to dark hair and olive/light brown skin. The tranny part is unfortunate though. Go T4T I guess

>>42640240
I made the pussay a bit more tapered, and made the hips go a bit further into the pussy, that's why you see better movement. I also changed the sun to give the pussy harder shadows.
How could I improve the thighs? Maybe I could make things a little see-though?

>>42640266
Did not notice the sun, good addition. I think it's that the back of the thighs feel too curved in. Try making them more rectangular or slightly curved out.
Also: I know you made the movement the same to show impotence 1:1 but does that go for the figures as well? Maybe you could add slight sexual dimorphism to both to show that the pooner is clearly meant to be the fuckee, or if that's not your thing make both more muscular/masculine. The pooner is so close to being a proper man, and yet he's missing the most important thing of them all: a dick.

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>>42633832
teach me how to fatmax

>>42638569
date another bpder. Pls dont ruin a normal person's life
>>42640360
>calculate tdee
>experiment with eating a certain amount more
Why do you want to fat max? for the gym or are you trying to be a disgusting fat piece of shit?

>>42640429
to be normal

>>42638290
>i seem incapable of feeling romantic attraction at all
you need a man to plap you silly and then you will feel it

>>42640360
Go to gym, bulk and cut, get body sculpting procedures to reduce hips, fix whatever the fuck is going on with your chest, AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF 4CHAN, unless you wanna end up killing yourself, since brainworms are plague here

>>42640355
I'm afraid I have some trouble understanding your artistic vision. Can you elaborate?

>>42640214
thr problem is i have to touch my wrist to remove the gloves and it still doesn't completely remove the anxiety

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>>42639763
This animation is the most blackpilling shit I have ever seen. wtf am I even doing dating another hole as a hole. It honestly makes me feel so stupid. As if I am failing pic rel. It's clear I am built to get fucked and not to fuck. Gaydens have it so fucking easy

>>42640677
You can pull on your finger to remove the gloves

>>42640682
I just want to see more porn of it

one day im going to be like g and my life will be good uwu

>>42640689
what do you like about it?

>>42640709
The frustration and feeling of impotence of not having a dick. And humiliation too.

>>42640709
This dickless fetish is honestly a very hit or miss for me desu. Its extremely hot for 5 seconds until I notice myself spiraling into killing myself and then its too late to stop and I end up regretting it. Then I do it again and the loop restarts.
Oh and I like the humilation + hopelessness of fundamentally failing at being male

>>42640718
Wanting to kill myself
Sorry im half asleep

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>>42640718
Yeah, you could say it's quite a POTENT kink ;-)

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>>42640711
How would you even bring this fetish up to your gf? She won't have any chance to see you as a man if she knew you felt impotent compared to other men. Even from her perspective (unless she was a lesbo) she must subconsciously know know that she picked the weaker deformed male who can never even inseminate her nor dominate anyone other potential suitor for their rights to make babies with her

>>42640738
I think you should take your anti-psychotic pills anon :s

>>42640718
Ah so it's a guilty pleasure for you. The shame keeps you wanting more and more. I wish I could at least experience that. But my main problem is I don't want to think of penises. Not only is it extremely gay but also the penis envy is inherently feminine. I can deal with my body being female poorly, but my mind too? It's a bad feeling for sure. idk guess I need to do some introspection

>>42640747
No I need gooner medication so my hole gets wet for this shit too. What porn indoctrinated you?

>>42640711
>impotent
>likely hasn't had a hysterectomy and isn't naturally infertile
Riiiiight....

>>42640750
Pretty much. It’s also me turning my dysphoria into a fetish, but of course since it’s still dysphoria it tends to backfire.
I also like stuff like this. Warning may be suicide inducing. https://files.catbox.moe/jhr5mm.jpeg The original is of a cis man suddenly gaining a pussy, hence the dialogue. I like that stuff too, just the guy having to cope with a sudden life change and loss of masculinity. I like that I’m so emasculated I’m basically no better than a lesbian. Big mindfuck.
I like dicks so I don’t really share your problem but I notice cis straight men obsess over dick size and some get off to being cucked by someone with a bigger dick. I have that too, just this time it’s being completely dickless instead of a micropenis or something

>>42640773
none because I just can't find any of this kind :(
>>42640784
You know the other meanings of this word

>>42640802
I don't see the point of pretending to be infertile when you can actually become perma infertile, anon.

>>42640846
Impotent as in: lacking power, strength, or effectiveness, describing someone or something unable to act or influence a situation

Im sneepy

How can I motivate myself to not drink for a week

I was supposed to kill myself right about now but my reason for not doing so is literally just “I don’t want to get out of my comfortable bed”
Pure laziness is keeping me alive. Wild

>>42640848
>Impotent as in: lacking power, strength, or effectiveness
Is this your way of saying you're a smol bean cinnamon roll

>>42640859
That’s not going to work. An entire week is a long time to not let the urge to drink take over even once especially in the later days where it’s more primitive

>>42640868
Ive done it before tho . But I have a bottle of vodka easily accessible. The other times I havent had access to alcohol

>>42640862
My crotch is a smol bean cinnamon roll :(

>>42640873
It's okay baby girl, I'll protect you

>>42640872
Damn, I don’t want to comment on the how but that is insane willpower. Can I ask about the motivation

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>>42640792
>I like that I’m so emasculated I’m basically no better than a lesbian. Big mindfuck.
I see where you are coming from. Never imagined I could be into this but your image is hot af.
>I notice cis straight men obsess over dick size and some get off to being cucked by someone with a bigger dick.
Well honestly I think these guys are gay on some level and well that's just feminine. I mean a lot of the time they want to lick the bvll's cum out of her hole and all that. Would you like to get cucked by a cis man? And if not, would you do it just so your girl gets her cocklust satisfied and then she can go back to wanting you?

>>42640887
Because it makes me feel sick af and makes me act like a retard and make a fool out of myself, and also it makes me wake up with panic attacks and even from only a few days of binge drinking makes me get alcohol withdrawal shakes. I dont want to be dependent on ts forever but its so hard and seems like I need it to be happy. t_t it was really difficult
I wish I could drink and not lose control and drink so much

>>42640898
Being an alcoholic is simply not sustainable for me also coz I have to get someone else to buy it for me and it is unreliable on whenever they will do it

>>42640859
religion can keep you sober for a lifetime

>>42640873
>My crotch is a smol bean cinnamon roll :(
I don't know why but that sounds simultaneously cute and extremely appetizing

>>42640903
And like, as it is rn, I am finishing a 1.75L bottle of 100 proof vodka in 5 days. It doesnt seem like a lot to someone who's in the throws of alcoholism probably but it hurts my little 18 yo body and liver I think

The dickless anon is posting his video on r9k

>>42640921
Ngl its kind of sad to see some anons descent in their fetish or madness, dickless anon i remmeber speaking to him and he was genuinely asking people what they thought of this, now it has seem to consumed his life. Same with the guy who posts his hairy torso and is skinny, I remember he posted in passgen not baiting just asking for genuine advice, now he spams the board, he seemed sweet before he lost his mind I think.

>>42640946
Shame on you all for engaging with these people and breaking their minds

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>>42640946
>madness
afabs naturally think this way though

>>42640960
You know what I mean. Constantly spamming about fetishes and stuff

>>42640946
Hey I'm still here you know! >:(

>>42640968
I know

>>42640973
Although maybe you're right that maybe I'm going a bit too far, I even made a mean thread on r9k :(
(although nobody managed to refute me)

>>42640946
I found it funny, then hot, and now it’s just sad. I guess a fetish of that nature does wild stuff to your mind the more you engage with it. Might cut off all dickless content from on now

>>42640983
You know you just made a bunch of cis men hard right? All of them are thinking about how they are going to spread your legs and pound away at your warm and wet holes

>>42640921
no snitching!

>>42640898
I am so sorry I thought you were referring to not drinking water for a week

>>42640946
This is what mental illness does to a person. Idk if I feel bad or embarrassed for them

>>42641029
are you telling me you don't feel the exact same way about our impotency?

>>42641048
Im as sad about not having a penis as any normal ftm. It doesnt absorb my life and I dont find your cringey fetish appealing

>>42641061
nta but why do you think it's cringe? it's healthy to fetishize your cock sleeve of body if it means it helps with depression

>>42641112
I find any type of humiliation fetishes cringey except for sph. I dont like shit like BBC, exhibition, and whatever this anon has been posting. Maybe it might be healthy but the media people create around these fetishes is just laughable yknow? Make you wonder "do people actually get off to this? lol"

>>42641160
I don't post BBC though? I especially hate this shit.

does kt tape/trans tape smell after a few days?

>>42641167
reread my post. Im saying I see it in the same way I see bbc. It's basically the same

>>42641112
>>42641167
>why do you think it's cringe?
The spamming and it's 1/3 e-sex

>>42641167
why don't you like BBC? what about interracial stuff and especially raceplay?

>>42641173
Yes

>>42641186
I don't spam as much as those glegle or boymodders though.

>>42641187
It's always too retarded and coomer-coded

>>42641207
Glegle and boymoders are not posted in every half related ftm thread. I see the dickless spam way more often than boymoders.

>>42641211
You're lying! >:(

>>42641228
> >:(
Is this a part of the roleplay

>>42641476
No >:(

Are the majority of you in europe?

>>42641696
Majority of the tripfags are americans so I'd assume the rest is too

>>42641792
Everytime i ask someone on this board they say like berlin or somewhere in croatia.

>>42641696
You should move to Montana with me

>>42641951
But i have a house in ohio already

>>42641696
I wish I was european and fully white instead of being an ugly white passing latino

>>42641696
The time you posted this is usually more eurofag hours. The UTC- timezone fags usually start trickling in around now.

>>42642213
Im on est time. If they are here i think they are out west

>>42642431
We do have some ftmgers from further out west, but I imagine some people also just don’t check the board until lunch or after work/class.

>>42642524
Oh guess that makes sense. I only really check at work

>>42633832
> what drugs have you done?
THC, HHC ,Olanzapine in high doses , datura stramonium
>what drugs do you want to do?
LSD

>>42639939
Only time I got a yeast infection was when Joe gave me one after we touched blits
>>42640706
Ascend to femboydom

can someone kill me please

>>42643228
Sure, but only really slowly over the course of the next 60-80 years or so and only from old age

>>42643245
that shrimply won't do
i have to die now

>>42643173
>got yeast infection from scissoring
Nasty.

>>42643255
Why would you want to die now anon?

>>42643287
i'm extremely depressed and lonely
nobody cares about me
the person who mattered most to me is gone
i can't get out of bed until late in the day
i've given up almost completely
at this point i'm just hoping something really terrible happens to me so i'll have no option but to kill myself

>>42643255
I could gag you to death on my cock. How does that sound?

>>42643418
Youre just going through a rough patch. Things will get better. Take what time you need to recover and get back into the world

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Do you have to have a child to fix your brain and detrans successfully? trooned out from 13-25 then detrans for 5 years and all of the sudden all the feelings came back. gulps

>>42643504
things will only get better once he returns and i don't know when that will be
i can't wait for another year while my life continues to get worse
if he doesn't come back next month i will have to attempt again

>>42643525
Sounds like you need to talk to someone. Do you have a professional to see?

>>42643545
no

>>42643559
Then i would suggest adding someone who is open to you venting. Just having someone to listen should help at least some.

>>42643630
easier said than done

>>42643650
Could ask someone off here or /soc/. I would offer but im probably not what you would be looking for.

I am going to die alone because I am ugly and ethnic

>>42643684
i don't use any type of private messenger

>>42643699
Make a throwaway on something

>>42643715
i just prefer talking to people here

>>42643725
So long as its helping then by all means. You can an account on most message apps in less than a few minutes though.

>>42643687
What ethnicity?

>>42643755
Latino

>>42643771
Lmfao. Latino pooners have it the easiest. Just move to a hispanic area and blend in with the other 5'3 moids and jestermaxx, chicks love a cocky smug hombre

>>42643779
I do not like women

i also feel embarrassed when i think about how successful his transition has been in comparison to mine
he persisted and i just gave up
i feel like such a loser
he's out there, living his life as a man, and not just a man, the best man, the best person, and i'm here secluded as nothing
i fail to be anything

>>42643788
Ah you're fucked then sorry unless you want a white guy double your age

>>42643873
I am not deserving of a white person of any age

>>42643771
Youre probably fine. Unless you are very overweight you can probably swing someone.

>>42643873
>white man with a nice career and money picks you up in his Dodge RAM TRX and pounds your poon and buys you nice things

>>42643960
I am underweight
>>42644008
I do not give a shit about any of those things I just wish I wasn't a non-caucasoid subhuman ape

>>42644026
Then yeah youre fine. Are you in a shit area?

>>42644040
>Are you in a shit area?
I live in Latin America.

>>42644026
While whites are the master race, browns can be QTs too.

>>42644048
Hmmm you may need to try to get picked up by a tourist

>>42644064
You seem to not understand the fact that I am not worthy of dating a white person and that is precisely why I am going to die alone

>>42644076
How are you not?

>>42644085
Likely intrinsic genetic superiority.

Let's go

Of the ilegals: weed, LSD, metha, and cocaine

Of the legal: Gasoline, paint thinner, I sniffed nutmeg, deodorant, some medications like Ritalin and codeine, and some others that I don't remember

>>42644055
I am ugly
>>42644085
Because I am from an inferior race

>>42644104
>>42644129
You thinking like that is definitely a turn on for some people

>>42644196
I doubt the guy I like is into this and even if he is it does not change the fact that I would still be tainting a white person by being with them

>>42644212
One of my friends is probably into this. He has brought up colonization in some very particular ways.

>>42643864
Comparing yourself to another is pointless. Compare today to yesterday.

>>42644280
The point is that I would be going against what I believe in (I am pro eugenics and against racemixxing) and I would feel like I'm bringing him down to my level

>>42644299
What if it makes a white mans happy?

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>>42644280
>brought up colonization in some very particular ways

>>42644342
Yeah he definitely has a thing for brown girls/guys.

>>42644322
He would be happier with a white person.

>>42644362
Does your opinion more or his?

>>42644385
It is not an opinion, it is a fact.

>>42644403
Let me rephrase, does what they want matter more or what you want?

>>42644421
At some point he would just realize he's being held back by being with me instead of being with someone who is attractive and caucasian and I would be alone again. People who go for inferior races do so because they think they can't get anything better.

>>42644467
>>42644467
>>42644467

>>42644444
Checked but it sounds like you are saying you dont value the desire of the white man

>>42644444
>People who go for inferior races do so because they think they can't get anything better.
Sometimes. The more beta ones do. The dominant ones do it for the fetish of conquering and breeding an inferior race. Making them your bitch, as it were.

>>42644497
Like I said, he would eventually come to realize that is not what he really wants. It's all fun and games until you actually have to have sex with the dysgenic brown subhuman.

>>42644561
>you actually have to have sex with the dysgenic brown subhuman
That's the best part. Is it really conquering if you don't sexually destroy them?

>>42644561
Its all about conquering like the other anon says

I saw yet another a thread like a month ago about how FTMs are too undesirable to date etc etc, it died but it prompted me to say fuck it and download Hinge so I'm just gonna dump my experiences here.
For reference I'm 19, pre-T so I basically just look really butch, very stereotypical FTM who wears lame emo clothes and striped arm warmers. My hair just looks like the little boy from Calvin and Hobbs. I'm also skinny and half brown.

In that time I got 12 likes and 1 'rose' (which is just a like but someone pays money for it). Most of the profiles are blurred out because the app is P2W but from what I can discern it's 11 male names, with at least 3 FTMs, and 2 female names. The one who gave me the rose was a cute self proclaimed twink (cis-ish but also had gender questioning in his bio). I honestly have no clue what the average is but I'll assume that's a pretty good turnout on a dating app.
I ended up not really going far with Hinge as soon as I realised that I'm mostly just platonically lonely and I'm not really that interested for at least the next few months so I only actually spoke to one person (FTM) and we just talked about exclusively videogames and just ended up befriending eachother instead. I think if I locked in I'm pretty sure I could've actually had some success though.

My conclusion is that I don't think people care if you're a goofy looking FTM and literally the only thing that matters is having a cute enough face, and that's coming from someone whos only like, a 6/10. A lot of people find androgyny hot even if you don't fit into the beauty standards of the type of /tttt/ers who will look at a living greek goddess and say she doesn't pass

>>42644815
12 likes in one month is abysmal numbers for AFAB. Typically it's going to be 100+ easy.

>>42644883
do you know from experience?

>>42644815
Cis male bi. Yeah most of you are fine. If you are having an issue its not because you are ftm

>>42644895
Yea. It's a notorious thing about dating apps. AFABs get flooded with likes and overwhelmed and get stressed. AMABs get few likes and get stressed.

One of those "it sucks on both sides" type things.

>>42644212
If you don’t like women and don’t believe yourself to be worthy of dating a white man would you be interested in dating another Latino pooner? You’re probably a mestizo like me so race mixing isn’t a concern. Please

>>42643725
Same, the one on one aspect makes me stressed

>>42644883
So what does this say about us as ftms?

>>42645064
Do all ftms fail at getting likes?

>>42644815
ftms are just now discovering looks>everything else.

>>42644815
>drawing real life conclusions from digital life circumstances
Both 4chan and hinge are equally (in)significant

>>42644959
I feel like grouping it as "AFABs get this much" feels kind of contrived when most of us are probably already outliers for being 'aquired tastes' in spite of and direct opposition to our AFABness, especially when you're past the point of feminity of neatly fitting into the theyfab partner archetype. I did also go out of my way to make my profile pretty dorky so I would only pull in people who could look past that aspect of me, so I doubt I'm inherently the defacto representation of all experiences. I'd really like to hear fellow pooner dating app experiences since we're on the topic.

>>42645181
I already knew this, I just found it annoying that no one else on this board seems to understand that.

>>42645175
lol idk if all do but i did