>waaah waaah give me attention i'm a worthless piece of shit

>>42646623
gun, obviously. do not use drugs.

>>42646623
a very tall bridge is probably the most reliable method that works on short notice i think, but i hope you aren't doing this if you haven't exhausted all your other options nona.

>>42646623
Why not just live your life exactly the way you want it?

It sounds like you think you have nothing left to lose. So why not live your life like that? Quit your job and do something that actually makes you happy.

>>42646623
a gun ofc if you cant then id say that you should get as drunk as possible and then put a belt on your neck as tight as you can

>>42646713
Not an attention post I can assure you, just desperate to find something quick

>>42646725
No access to a firearm unfortunately unless you know a way to get one in a couple days with no permit

>>42646735
I'm scared of surviving the fall

>>42646739
I did consider this path actually, but the issue is that there is quite literally nothing I can think of that would make me a happier person at this point. I haven't felt passionate about something in ages, I have no future prospects, no family or friends to rely on. I don't really wanna just keep living to just exist. I think this will be good for me than being miserable much longer.

>>42646770
This one confuses me, how is it supposed to work? How is being drunk gonna change much?

>>42646623
Why do you wanna discard your life?

>>42646623
> Puss out it's on me
Look, as someone who knows some severely disfigured people who tried to shoot themselves dead/jump off buildings, suicide is just gonna make life harder if you live, and chances of you living are very high unless you are very frail and old

Why not, spend the days doing something you like? Life is what you make of it
The anons here do not care if you live / suffer, they only came for an entertaining convo

>>42646623
paramedic tranny here
1. you literally do not understand the catastrophic effects of your actions, there is no way for your action not to permanently impact others lives no matter how you do it. i've witnessed suicide during it, after it, and lost plenty to it including my previous work partner and friend. doing it will be 100% overall negative rather than you living as your complete self
2. firearms are your best way. gun to the head, preferably larger calibers. last self inflicted gunshot used a 9mm and he was able to be kept alive for days until he succumbed to the damage, rifle/shotgun aka the cobain method will be best but very very messy. do not aim in your mouth but if you do angle backwards, not up, you'll just blow your face off. rope is never fun and is a 50/50 on immediate death or the most agonizing panic inducing suffocation that will last maybe 5-10 minutes but feel like hours of agony. pills are the stupidest one you're more like to survive and have permanent organ damage than anything else. and heights are also inconsistent as well especially in populated areas, more than likely will end up a vegetable unless you jump from like a skyscraper

get help. people care no matter how you feel they don't. the world will be a colder place without you

>>42646623
Well if you wanna end it all on Sunday, why not ask us if we can actually dispense some advice to turn your life around? You have got nothing to lose, think about it

>>42646888
Listen to the paramedic tranny nona! You should just get help

>>42646888
>nooo you can't just stop hurting!!!
>why are you so selfish?
>think of the people who made your life so terrible you'd rather die than keep living it!!!

>>42646623
Let's all love Nona

>>42646878
>>42646836
>>42646891

I touched on it in my last response, but I just genuinely have nothing left to live for. I have no passion or drive to do anything anymore, stuck in the middle of nowhere with a dead end job with nobody. I am tired of just existing. I am tired of trying to find excuses to justify staying alive. I cannot think of a single reason to keep living, especially when I have no hope of getting out of my situation without a miracle or just years of work I am just not willing to endure. I am sorry, I this is what I want. I want out. I got nothing left, just let me face my fears and see what's on the other side of the veil.
I just want someone to help me reach this

>>42646888
I know it will hurt some people if I die, but everyones lives will go on without me. I know people are stronger than I am. I feel for them, and I'm sure many share your sentiment, but it doesn't have any impact on my choice here. Also the chance of living a gunshot painfully sounds horrible fuck that I guess. Either way I have no way of getting my hands on one soon enough. Rope is too slow is has chance for regret midway through which is agonizing. I wish pills were a good method but you are completely right on that. Heights are also turbo inconsistent, I want next to no chance of survival and not a death that is pure suffering, that is all I ask for.

>>42646888
birch shut the fuck up

>>42647027
> Nobody
If you need a fren you got me! I know it gets lonely but let's make life more fun together

>>42647027
train track in the dark. jump out in front of it last second.

>>42646815
being drunk will help you with the pain of cutting the air flow and also there's the possibility of passing out with the belt on so you would just sleep to never wake up again

>>42647108
Don't be stupid nona will spend her last breath mangled to hell (1 min+ of being dismembered) plus people will hate her for it

So no trains

>>42647092
look, I have seen your type. you hang around for a lil bit and eventually lose interest and ghost/unadd. even if I did give you a shot, you are likely nowhere near me. also, still doesn't change my situation. I just want out, okay?

>>42647130
fair enough I suppose, guess I will note it, though will need a tight belt...

>>42647134
yeah I was gonna say just that, kinda a miserable and stupid method

hugg nona :( ik theres nothing i could say to help but i hope u find a painless way to go out

honestly i really struggle with trying to tell people not to do it because i myself just feel like shit almost all the time and its a miracle i havent attempted so idk

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i hate how it's impossible to be REAL about suicide anywhere
it's always a bunch of stock responses about "help is available" (even if it isn't, meaningfully)
or "things will get better" (even when there is no material evidence to suggest this and in fact quite a lot of evidence to the contrary)
or "people care about you" (assuming they do, and furthermore assuming the person in question fucking care whether anyone cares about them)
like i'm not even actively suicidal anymore atp but i think suicide is 100% a valid choice i don't give a fuck

>>42647162
I mean what else am I gonna say
Plus I have no one around me just like you so it is not I Ike I can ghost you, because ghosting you would mean me isolating myself from the world (not good for me too)

> Nowhere near you
Literally, where r u?

>>42647183
Have you have thought that the reason life is so meaningless is because of the way you view the world
Meanwhile they live just fine as they don't share your inane insecurities

>>42647183
this is what i feel too, i dont really know how bad ppl have it so i feel like its not rly my place to try and sort of vaguely gesture toward a "better future"

i guess its the pain of someone living thru unfair circumstances and not being able to help them + hoping for an eventual recovery, where if it happens it feels like it was the obvious thing to do but if u never recover it feels like pointless suffering. u nver rly know yknow?

>>42647204
yer way off. borderline nonsequitur response.
>>42647215
you get it

>>42647183
you see, YOU get it. I know nobody wants to see someone die, but legit I have thought all through said reasons not to and still made this choice. I am just looking for help to do this, I don't want to be talked out of it, I made up my mind. this is what I want.

>>42647196
middle of nowhere Illinois

>>42647180
thank you, I hope you do not fall down this road yourself, but thank you for the kind words. hugg

>>42647246
>middle of nowhere Illinois
is it anywhere mentioned on the Sufjan album??

>>42647253
upon looking, yeah actually wow
did not expect that

>>42647246
it's tough telling someone not to do it because only they can fully know the experiences theyve gone through and what could possibly make them want to live, i feel like theres always something, its just the bad outweighs the good - if u have a shit dead end job or are medically unwell/severely dysphoric or whatever else, its gonna take up more of ur mind than maybe that one album you really like or that memory of someone or a park or idk

honestly ive never been a suicide person out of sheer will i guess im more of a omg existence is terrible 24/7 basically neurotic asf :P

>>42647253
DENOMINATORRRRR

GO DECATURRR

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>>42646623
Nona, is it really that bad? You'd be surprised how quickly someone would forgive you if you be honest with them. Just take it slow, there's no easy way to leave gracefully. At least give it sometime to figure out your problem.

>>42646623
I'm curious about this original idea, you at least have rather good taste given the op image. Kill yourself if you want but enlighten me first Nona.

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>>42646623
you shouldnt kill yourself nona. but you also shouldnt die painfully

>>42647289
you understand it well enough. I used to have the will to keep going. my transition basically was the last thing I had left to look forward to and persevere for, but honestly at this point it just isn't enough anymore. all the other issues have become too much.

>>42647305
I believe so, yes. I know this whole suicide thing isn't easy or graceful. As much as I would love a beautiful death, it just isn't in the cards. I tried and waited long enough, I'm sorry.

>>42647317
thank you for the compliment, deadass >>42647341 this post was OG plan, but it doesn't work anymore. they added stuff to the helium or something, I dont remember the details, but the method doesn't work. a shame, cause it would have been a perfect out assuming nothing went wrong.

>>42647379
Oh you meant original suicide idea. Thanks for enlightening me. I assumed it was something artistic for some reason.

>>42647379
hug

how old are you? how long have you been transitioning for?

>>42647416
hug

22, one and a half years now

>>42647183
i agree to an extent. i am suicidal myself, but am abstaining because i don't want to put my family through that when my parents are in precarious financial situations. maybe in a couple years i will, but for me i can only justify it if the suffering i can expect to experience over the rest of my life is greater than the suffering they will experience grieving me. i am torn on this thread and whether to offer more help/advice, as i do not know the circumstances of op's situation or whether i'd consider suicide ethical for them. i am a big believer in bodily autonomy but i am not sure how helping someone else do something that's exercising their own bodily autonomy but would cause others emotional pain fits into my moral system... i try not to hurt people. on the whole though the way people talk about it and act like it can never be the correct choice annoys me a lot. i didn't ask to be put on this earth, why do i have to stay? why do i have to find meaning and purpose where none actually exists?

>>42647440
Actual babytran

>>42647440
maybe give it an extra year? thats the same time ive been going for, in terms of hrt at least

>>42647440
hug

Its not over yet, just find somebody who can help you bring the best you out. I remember I did this before for somebody before I started.

>>42647454
>>42647455
please understand my transition has very little to do with my situation. there are greater issues than my dysphoria

>>42647473
hug

I'm sorry, I can't wait any longer. I have waited long enough. I'm tired.

>>42647442
I understand why you may hold back, but I can assure you I would love it if you helped me do this. I did basically give my details on the matter, but some of it is me being broke with no connections in a dead end job that I do not enjoy, yet is the only thing that will pay the bills. I am alone, I am aimless, I have no clear path forward. I could stay at my job for a few more years trying to build up money and HOPE I can get out and start new somewhere, but I don't want to endure it for that long just for another gamble. I don't want to just slave away years of my life alone for a chance to get better. course this is not everything, but I hope it is enough to help you reconsider

>>42647442
> abstaining because i don't want to put my family through that when my parents..


Even in death you care about others fundamentally shows how stronger you are compared to the others around you.

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>>42646623
Grab a survival guide and go off in to the woods and try to survive if you got nothing left atleast getting eaten by a: bear, starving, freezing or dying from an infected wound is way more metal! Not trying to talk you out of it but who knows… I knew someone who wanted to end it all and they fell off a cliff and broke their neck and surprisingly it made them want to live. You need a life altering adventure that may kill you or allow a break through. This is the best way to go. I jade this in the pop thread and thought I should offer an alternative.

>>42647379
party balloon helium tanks have oxygen added to them these days to prevent kids from getting brain damage because - kids like to fuck around and suck on the gas for funnies (the oxygen also prevents self delete attempts)
you can get pure inert gases for exit bag purposes if you are f.ex some sort of trades person that uses pure inert gases for undertaking some kind of trade i'm sure you could figure it out. i'll be doing it this way when i do.

>>42647576
that is the opposite of a non suffering death come on now

>>42647581
interesting... noted, will look into this as well

>>42647545
Ok I read the other responses. Curious about that soul crushing feeling you got. Is that induced from lifestyle? You just mentally ill? Maybe a bit of both?

>>42647442
feeling like you're aiding or encouraging others in something as dark as suicide... yeah it feels icky. but idk. i feel like the information should at least be out there for like, harm reduction reasons? just like with teaching about drugs and safe sex and all that? people are going to do this shit anyway so the information should be out there?
obviously i think no one should ever be in a position where they WANT to kill themselves. life should be better. but it's a lot easier to just be reductive and say "don't kill yourself" than it is to understand, let alone ameliorate any of the real world shit that drives people - understandably if regrettably - to suicide.

>>42647612
probably both. there just isn't anything in it for me anymore. I have no hopes of going to college. no desire to continue any of my old hobbies or passions. no hope of getting out of my situation. I am tired of just being a husk all day every day. I am tired of just living to live. I see nothing wrong with just wanting out of this. I've tried, I've failed, I am ready for the last resort. I am so incredibly tired. there really isn't anything I can think of to live for I promise you. that's why I am asking for assistance here.

>>42647684
What medications you on? You seem like someone who'd need them.

>>42647712
none, not counting estrogen and prog.

>>42647747
Nona..........

>>42647759
no, she said "none"

>>42647759
...what? is there something I'm missing here?

>>42646725
Not even fent? Addicts who've OD'd seem to always say it's peaceful

>>42647771
She's clearly mentally ill.

>>42647823
I don't deny that I am, doesn't mean I can't kill myself. I have been in this thread for hours, and still haven't gotten a concise good method yet...

>>42647843
All the most accessible ways (hanging, drowning etc.) are a horror to experience beyond what you can imagine, that's the problem, especially since they started diluting nitrogen and helium tanks after cottoning on to them being used for sui'ing
the ideal would be going out under general anesthesia but without institutional support the practicalities seem insurmountable

>>42647879
so what, you are saying I am screwed? if I want to do this, it's gonna be rough? how is slitting wrists, is it as bad as people say?

>>42646623
sanctioned-suicide.net get urself out please i dont wanna see these posts again take some SN and get off this place

>>42647922
the site you linked is about prevention, not assistance
waste of time, you gave me a lil hope

>>42647969
you are stupid as fuck

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

>>42647899
Anon if you arnt willing to experience death you arnt going to succeed in acking. Death is scary and painful its what it is. You arnt going to find a way to die that is 100% guaranteed with no side effects if you fail. You havent done any research or emotionally processed the entire scene or its consequences which means you will puss out when it gets too real. Just do drugs instead. Go to cvs. Buy some cough meds with dxm in it. Take an ass of them. Iv seen people whos parents just died be 100% happy on them.

>>42647843
You should look into medications and figuring out specifically what's wrong with you. I'm very sorry you've been rawdogging a world not built for you. It's a cruel thing no one should be expected to do.

>>42647969
ur retarded

>>42647986
>>42648016
...look I wouldn't make this thread if I wasn't a lil stupid, eh? XD
appreciate the link, genuinely

>>42647996
you assume I haven't accepted the reality of death. I was just seeking advice for something that would make the process easier and better

>>42648001
you're probably right, but I am not someone who can afford therapy and tests and all that doctor stuff. this is much cheaper and easier I assure you. thank you.

>>42648038
Have you even looked into what the Healthcare is like where you're at? I was surprised by how much was covered where I am.

>>42648106
i can assure you my healthcare is garbage and basically only covers a couple urgent care visits and thats it

>>42648130
Is suicide risk urgent care under your thing? Could always check yourself in and consult with the people there if so.

>>42648187
(do not do this. wtf)

>>42648216
How's that wtf?

>>42648187
are you asking me to go to a ward or something?
i would rather kill myself, LITERALLY
thats why im here doing this

>>42648278
Go to a ward

>>42648325
that isn't an option, not that I would ever do that to myself in the first place. dead set on killing myself, so would prefer some help with that please

>>42646623
>if I puss out it's on me
Doesn't sound like this is any time to be clinging to pride. It's on you if you throw away your life because you don't feel like it's giving you enough certainty about where you're going. Join the club. Hope to see you tomorrow.

>>42648354
There is no easy way to do it. It'll be difficult, immensely so, no matter what. You're almost certainly stuck here forever. Make the best of it chuddie.

>>42648355
honestly I only said that part at first cause a part of me worries about that last second regret from instincts that might fuck me up, but I can assure you I am dead set on this

>>42648369
i refuse to accept that, i will make my escape on sunday somehow

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>>42648354
https://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods/
you can hang yourself with nothing other than a belt and a doorknob, which is actually how robin williams did it. itll cut off bloodflow to your brain pretty quickly and youll basically feel nothing after passing out in like less than a minute
if you have like ~$30 on hand and can get to a store you could probably make an exit bag pretty easily. you also just pass out and feel nothing pretty quickly. just dont use carbon dioxide because your body has a built in reaction to freak out if thats the gas that suffocating you
https://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/plastic-bag-gas/
for both of those just make sure youre in a location where you wont be walked in on for an hour at least. that site has other resources too if you want to look into other methods. those two seem the easiest with the least amount of suffering and least amount of time spent conscious outside of the firearm methods. unless someone walks in on you, youre basically guaranteed to succeed at your attempt
gl nona

>>42648381
You can't. Not the type of person you are.

Is there something coming up on the calendar you're worried about dealing with in particular?

>>42648369
nta but shut up you fucking faggot. if you want to make the world more liveable and inspire people to stick around and "make the best of it" consider removing yourself ((You), specifically) from it

>>42648511
I am going to a concert for the first time saturday, so I am waiting til after that. I am dead set on sunday as i would much like to get it done asap and before the work week begins again. plus, i think setting a direct date with no chance of changes will make me more set to do this no hesitation

>>42648456
I will look into this, thank you

>>42646623
>original idea went down the drain
meaning?

>>42648662
was referring to original suicide plan ended up being a bust. was the one posted here >>42647341

>>42647183
>i don't give a fuck
Then your opinion is respectively discarded. Cynics always think they're an authority on this subject while giving "kill yourself" as advice to strangers they know nothing about. That's not "keeping it real" and validating every bad decision a person makes is about the most stock response you can give. Tumblr-tier relatability.

>>42646623
Fent while sitting on a bridge

>Can't think of anything you can ever do in life that makes you happy enough to want to live
>Never even been to a concert before
You straight-up don't have the info you need to come to this conclusion.

>>42648727
it's not "giving 'kill yourself' as advice." it's rejecting the generalized application of "don't kill yourself" as advice.
saying it's understandable and ok to kill yourself in many circumstances and respecting people enough to allow them that autonomy, is not the same as pushing them into suicide.
pay attention.

>>42646623
I also want advice, ive been thinking abiut the rope, but the worry is someone will save me and ill end up permantly disabled, i could fo a long drop and decapitate myself, but that sounds horrifying, suffication by plastic bag is slow and scary, ive heard about helium but it seems complicsted, but would probably be the least scary, idk!! But i want suggrstions too

>>42646725
I was thinking of getting an antique gun for this, it would definitely be the best method

>>42648772
oh im sorry I can't always have the privilege of affording to do something interesting. let me have a lil fun before the end, at least i hope it will be fun.

>>42646770
I was trying this with a belt and plastic bag, and kept giving up and untying the belt, but i was thinking i could quickly zip tie my hand behind my back, but getting drunk could work

>waaah waaah my life is shit i want to kill myself tell me how
>no not like that i can't get a gun
>no not like that i heard that they put something in the helium now that makes it impossible (i'm not gonna look it up)
>no not like that i'm scared of doing it wrong
You are such a colossal pussy that even after deciding there's nothing left for you in the world you can't scrape together the courage to kill yourself. Your existence on this earth is a waste of everybody else's time.

>>42647341
Oh ive thought of this! I think if i could figure out how to make onr it would be the best bet

>>42648850
ain't work. see: >>42647379

>>42648834
can't get a gun in the allotted time
different anon informed me of an alternate source for non oxygen helium I have been looking into
it feels normal to worry about fucking up and turning into a veggie or just suffering

you add nothing to the thread
join me why dontcha

>>42647576
Last time i was suicidal i was thinking of fucking off to the woods, trying to do the trans canada trail, it was the one option in life that brought me excitement, if i had a gun i think id be cool to live as long as i cpuld in the wood, and yhen shoot myself in the end

>>42648810
Who said anything about your privilege?

Idk if you're gonna kms because of anhedonia why not try to do some crazy shit first? Do some crack or something.
I was in a similar position to you back in ~2022 where I couldn't enjoy anything even if things were going ok. Crying myself to sleep every night (as a 6'3" man. Humiliating). You prolly need to try an SNRI. SSRIs never did shit for me (except making me constipated + my dick soft, ymmv), but vanlafaxine made me go from thinking about killing myself like 70% of the time to feeling normal. Vyvanse also helped but that's harder to get on.

>>42649098
Addendum: if you think getting help/meds is gay and not worth even attempting: you should still try crack/coke b/c it feels AWESOME.

>>42649124
dude i dont know how to buy drugs im a loser lmao

>>42646623
stick your head in front of or jump in front of an oncoming train
>>42646713
this but it's gigachad saying it

>>42649281
I wonder if my head gets pulled off, how long will i be conscious to experience that...
kinda a cool thought, but also horrifying

>>42649294
idk probably not long, if you actually want to kys you have to overcome those kinds of fears, they will arise no matter the method
as much as people like to call it the easy way out it's actually not easy at all, if it were so easy more people would do it

>>42646623
Find a sugar daddy

>>42649329
yeah reading a lot of the resources people have offered has led me to realize doing this in such a short time frame without more prep is genuinely gonna be hard unless I chance something like a train or a high jump. I wish death by drugs or bleed out were more legit methods, but really don't seem valid. it's not like this is dissuades me from doing this, more just realizing this is gonna be harder than I thought. cowards way out my ass, you gotta be a dedicated depression warrior for this

>>42649390
thinking about it too much probably won't help either, and you also don't want to wait too long either
I've also heard you can do it by putting a belt around a doorknob and putting it around your neck and sitting down, I tried that a couple times when I was younger and one time i became unconscious and had this very strange euphoric feeling (no I wasnt masturbating) but i woke up on the ground and the belt was broken, and the other time I became unconscious but i regained consciousness and ripped the belt off my neck and gasped for air. I've also heard that it actually just doesn't work but idk you can give it a try if you really are suicidal, you can do it at home and all u need is a belt.

>>42646623
Don't nonny.

>>42649504
I'll add that to the list of options, I do have a belt somewhere I think. will absolutely try it since gas for exit bags seem complicated to set up and get a hold of

>>42649504
This reminds me of how I tried hanging myself while sitting down in my bathroom when I was younger. I wasn't fully committed the times (plural) I did it so when I noticed myself slipping away I freaked out and sat back up. It was kind of crazy honestly, sometimes it took 5 seconds and other times I barely noticed myself slipping away after a full minute. Positioning matters I suppose

Use carbon monoxide. That's a pretty peaceful way to go.

>>42649539
just be sure to use a strong one, and dont be fat as well, probably also helps if ur short
>>42649547
that's interesting, I also remember becoming unconscious faster than I expected and wasn't also that hard either, but then again it didn't actually kill me. When I first became unconscious it made me realize why people say their 'life flashed before their eyes' because I had all these sorts of hazy images going through my head that reminded me of my youth and it was a very nice feeling, I think they mention this in fight club though where something to do with the amount of oxygen in the brain can produce a euphoric feeling, I think it's the same reason some people jack off when they do it

hi nona, please consider emptying your bank account and going on a vacation/gambling/spending it all on hookers and blow. either you will be dissuaded from killing yourself, or you will have fun before you die

>>42649593
Yeah, I think you have to put as much force on the artery as possible. The times it took longer was likely because my rope was a bit out of place. The hanging itself was very soothing but I noticed a pressure building in my head and that alongside the knowledge that I was about to die freaked me out enough to sit up. I didn't get the life flashing thing when hanging but I did when I took a bunch of meds to OD. No oxygen was cut off that time obviously, so I think it's more when you really think you're about to die that your life flashes before your eyes. It was very nice and a bit surreal

>>42646623
don't listen to these faggots they haven't gone outside in years get some fent and enjoy your last day on earth homie it's one of the least painful ways to go

>>42649671
>t. bobby floyd

>>42649671
This is probably the best way to go, since overdosing is looked on better than suicide. But fent is expensive.

>>42649671
>>42649701
deadass how would I even get fent
I have no connections

>>42649706
Well, if you wanna die so bad you'll find a way to make it work.

>>42649706
from the fentagon

>>42649706
Look under any nearby bridges or overpasses and ask any hobos you find where you can find your local fent market

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UPDATE:

I gave belt noose on a doorknob a try
nearly passed out, I think this will be my sunday method
I will keep practicing to make sure I get it right
thank you for all the help and resources everyone
it's weird, I feel excited for this
well, just a few more days now
goodbye everyone!!!

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>>42649822
Yeah expected it to, I'll be looking at the obituaries. Try to have a good night, hun.

>>42649822
see you in hell troon lol

>>42649826
you too! I have such a smile on my face, I can hardly wait! >w<

>>42649832
If she sees you there that implies you ended up in hell too

>>42649857
im looking down from heaven and pointing and lolling hard af

>>42649822
peace, nona. whatever happens, i wish you peace.

>>42649822
Best wishes. I truly hope you're ok.

>>42649822
can you show us your cock before killing yourself?

>>42648232
psych wards are the closest thing on earth to the Torment Nexus

>>42649982
REAL

Asking as another suicidal person. Do you have a will? Have you made any preparations for death?

I think when I eventually do it I'll give everything to the only person I felt a thing for. She's a millionaire heiress and my family has billionaires in it, I would have liked her to meet them when I was alive. at least she'll still have a chance.

>>42650048
You know I was just gonna ask that, you usually need a bug out bag when you finally do it. Like have a note planned, a will, and a maybe a quick exit if you get caught.

>>42650063
i feel like a note will only make it harder, imo it's better not to do that since it might make you dwell on all the things in your life you want to make right, when you're trying to escape all that shit, better to just get it over with, it's not like you'll give a shit when youre dead anyway
on my 2 attempts i didn't bother to leave a note

you need to write up a last will and testament and have it notarized so that you can be buried under your name as a woman. otherwise your parents are next of kin and can dress you in a suit for your funeral and bury you as your deadname.

>>42649706
write a suicide note & put it under your pillow for the fent fairy

>>42650167
Make sure to address it to George the fent fairy

>>42649822
dont forget to do an update after the concert!!

>>42646713
If they bother you that much why post
I think it's better for suicidal people to ask help anonymously than burden the same friends again and again