T.MtFIt feels impossible to connect with anyone, reach anyone. I’m stunted, I never learnt how to form relationships so I just can’t, I do what I can from mimicry but I’m too scared to try anything beyond what I can just copy from seeing directly because I’m deathly scared I’ll just burn down what little I do have. I wish I was aromantic or some shit cause then at least I could ignore that instead of being trapped in a horrible state of limerence with women that would not ever date me nor could I even get closer to them to ask. Does this ever get better can this ever get better or am I just trapped in this prison to rot for daring to be stunted and broken as everyone that could have ever loved me just drifts away. I’d kill myself but I know if I did it would matter to no one and nobody would care and somehow that thought is worse than dying
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>>42682471"so like umm i only read it once i kinda didnt get it but honestly it gets better aand um i thought i was a fat fucking chud but then i locked in and got huzz and you can do the same but even if you dont than there are like other joys in life like friends and pasta and like umm uh mooovies and uhhh la a wa-lking in thhe forest? and uhm umm try not to say making out but there are other things too i just had seven monster energies and thats the joy of life" - eddy
>>42682471I don't have any advice, I just want you to know that you're not alone. I love you.
>>42682880"i love you too" -eddy
ts nigga eddy js popped sum maaaad wisdom we're highkey sleeping on his wiseness
>>42682471sameeei think i will just create tulpas in my head
>>42683580tulpas always remind me of that bridget post lol
