My fucking granny is dead My entire fucking family kept me from contacting her (we're estranged, I got kicked out for being trans) even when I asked many times my sister or whoever else for her number. And now I just got a note from the door from my fucking mother saying she died in her sleep last night.This old rural polish woman fucking showed me more acceptance than my shitty boomer parents ever did. I remember she would cook the tastiest food ever and genuinely cared for us all even her fucking hellspawn of a daughter. One time I asked her what she'd think if I wanted to be a woman and she just said well you'll just have to transition then won't you...... God I loved her so much and I hate I never fucking got to tell her the truth or how much I loved her. I just called her stupid fucking daughter screaming and crying down the phone for keeping me from granny. Fuck.I hate my fucking life nonas.I miss granny so fucking much nonas. Fuck my stupid fucking horrible tranny life
>>42683877my grandma left the country when I was 10she was the only one that was nice to me :(
I wish she was here right now.........
>>42683877damn your family is cruel... and they probably think they are rightous about this. Thats fucked up, nona, im sorry
>>42683971I fucking hate themThe entire close (ugh) and extended family is just cogs in a trauma machine. And because I broke out of it I live in a shitty neethouse while they constantly put notes and shit through my door so they can try and forcefully detransition me I fucking hate my life nonas. I hate them most of all, I can only hope my two little nieces break out of it much earlier than I did Fucking kms nonas
She was so nice......
>>42683877it's sounds like you had someone who really loved you! she knows you love her. it's ok. she wouldn't want you to waste your life in hating
>>42684083The last thing I told her was on the phone, saying "I'm a woman" like over a year or 2 ago and my mother played it off as a jokeBut I like to think granny was smarter than thatI love you granny <33333
RIP Granny. You were the best granny ever and I loved you and still do. Please keep on living wherever you are, whether it be in spirit or where the dead roam. I love you so much.
>>42684103this life you have lived, you will live, over and over again, innumerable times, and always the same way. and in this new same life you will meet and love her again. this is a belief that i have stolen
>>42684021>constantly put notes and shit through my door so they can try and forcefully detransition meAh, you also have a family like this. Mine mails me schizo cards and tries to tell me I'm wrong every time I get called on the phone. I asked my mom if doing all of this is what Jesus would actually want and she said yes. One time she tried to exorcise demons from me.
>>42685219And if you screamed at them at the fucking top of your lungs and vandalised their shit in return you're somehow in the wrong???
>>42685251The most I did was get upset and yell over the phone one time and that makes me in the wrong, yes
>>42685608Bastards........ can we live togetherrrrr
>>42685627Not unless you live in virginia
Luckshit for having a nice person to you in the first place
>>42683877Go put on her panties and show off for us
>>42685827Fucking virginityyyy>>42685861NO MY FAMILY ISOLATED MEIT WAS TRAUMA UPON TRAUMAI DID NOT EVEN HAVE OUTLETS. JUST TRAUMA AND DISSOCIATION.FUCK
