I have the torso of lilith from evangelion and because of this I will never look effeminate. Genuinely how do you cope
>>42684469Lose fat
>>42684489thats true, I am 5'8 and 180lbs, all of which is pretransition fat.
>>42684469Jealous of your hair.
>>42684469same energy
>>42684531That's the nazi jew hater right
>>42684522You shouldn't my hairline starts at the back of my head you just can't tell from the pic
>>42684548>fistbump
>>42684531true unfortunately>>42684550:(
>>42684531I like your nails! >>42684550Im sure its not that bad, and your length is great. Keep up the good work. Take this nona advice for nails>>42684531
>>42684593thats not me lmaoooooo
>>42684548Yea shes based af.
>>42684606No she's a dumbass for not taking hrt due to it being "Jewish"
>>42684598Well she has great nails, and her advice on them should be found and respected.
>>42684611what the fuck i never heard that lore lmfao
>>42684620did u not know abt the black licorice lol
>>42684631I haven't heard of that either
>>42684641shut the fuck up veltail
>>42684669I will not be silenced
>>42684669at least vel's brave enough to tell the truth
>>42684611Its a natural substance though? Well at least the estrogen is, however synthetic it may be sourced. The anti-androgens i guess I could see as pharma poison. Tbh I think im a transwoman by jewish psyops, and def not born this way, but also what do I do with that information? I tried repressing for 10-15years, and now old af and the obsession has grown out of control. Maybe if someone would have hired me for a job related to my degree when I graduated, i would have gotten busy on tasks, been making money with only the gf and family, busy with raising kids in mind, but there was no job. No money. No career path. No chance for me to start a family before I turn 40. Im going to be stuck alone with my thoughts and no one there to care for me as I age, like my parents got. Its only going to be for myself then. So i will become beautiful for myself. Become the woman I want to be. If job and family cant exist to quiet my thoughts, I will quiet them myself, through love. Also niggerniggernigger fuck kikes!
>>42684775If you have to repress your tranny thoughts, then it's not an external force that made you that way, e.g. the jews
>>42684838No, i think jews mkultrad my brain, and nothing in childhood was the cause of this. Purely young adult psyops by jews. Probably pharma jews. Idk. But again, what do I do with that information? Its like being told you have cancer because someone unknown posioned you. Like I cant do anything to the unknown, can we treat the cancer please? Gender affirming care and support seems the be the only or best solution.
>>42684926People don't get poisoned with cancer, they're born with it Kinda
>>42685002Well maybe diabetes is a better disease example. You can be born with it, you can be born susceptible to it, and you can develop it at any age. Maybe if someone was like, we tested you, and you def have type 2 pre-troon-itis, youll need to stop masturbating to bussy immediately and start trt. Maybe if early enough on, id never develop this depth of obsession, ...but desu I dont think I ever even looked at porn outside of normal guy-girl porn till i was already crossdressing so idk what the recommendation should have been. Maybe it was all from childhood molestation, after all. I think im spiralling because even then, im back to what do? Transitioning is still the best option. Everything else is feel bad -> ignore feeing bad till you die. had I had kids now, or even a job career path maybe it make sense to feel bad till I died, for them. But they dont exist and either I transition now or keep holding on to what will never happen and die miserable and alone, rather than just alone.
