Thread for Boymoders by Boymoders ONLY
you forgot the backlink>>42675809
>>42705317I self id as a repper but maybe I’ll be an boymodrr so hiiii
>>42705414Why does it look like someone beat the shit out of you?
>>42705424That’s what I’m going for but I used to spar with my friends o was also deep into anamode at this time
>>42705317are post op sad boymoders allowed in this thread
what is it with people on this board posting the same shity pictures of themselves over and over again for months?
>>42705466I’ll allow it
>>42705470What’s up with you not posting any?
>>42705488I know I look bad so I'm not gonna embarrass myself
>>42705500That is for us to decide Get to posting
>>42705470yeah at least when i attentionwhore with pictures of myself i take new ones. i also used unsee because i’m a coward
>>42705500So stfu then
>>42705507Let’s see em then
https://litter.catbox.moe/c3hkkfllsdb4v3cq.jpegshould i keep boymoding
>>42705515no. you look like a woman
>>42705515you are obviously a tranny. would
>>42705505>>42705510:p
>>42705514no. i’m ugly and don’t want to attention whore with pics. try when i’m high or something
>>42705523I bet you’re a cutie <3
>>42705482i just wish i deserved to be a girl or have friends
>>42705515I know cis women irl who look just like you.
>>42705543Why don’t you have friends?Why don’t you make friends here?
>>42705641i don't deserve to have any so i got rid of them
>>42705645Are you bpd or something?
>>42705414y are u sucking your cheeks in?
>>42705648no i am just sad
>>42705658I think I look more fem
>>42705672Aw poor sweet innocent little boymoder :(
>>42705673You need to mew more
>>42705697i just wasn't able to handle how bad the world is to us so i gave up
>>42705673dont do it it puffy cheeks are fem and sucked in cheeks will always look stupid
I had a melty earlier but now I'm cuddling with my bf and watching ancient aliens so I feel better. I really hate having to interact with men that arent my boyfriend
>>42705818I got some bad news for you
injection day today
why are all other trans people just instantly girlmoding and either teenagers or people in their thirties?? wheres all the other mid twenties boymoders like wtf
>>42707848Boymode is self harm, the less people doing it the better...I was talking to someone the other day and he kept saying miss even though I've not voice trained, I think I might be retarded but I'm also so brainwormed I can't imagine myself as anything but a guy.
>>42707848im a 23y "boymoder". i started hrt at 21y almost 22y and i dont pass and i wear boy clothes bc of that
>>42705317Am I a boymoder if I never get clocked?
>>42707155put it in the butt
>>42707875i mean long term boymoding is definitely self harm i wouldnt encourage anyone to do so for as long as i have but it feels especially isolating when im the only person i know of boymoding this long. the brain worms may have won me over since i dont even think of myself with a name or feel i deserve one, and until recently i was convinced hrt did barely anything for me until i saw some old photos and saw how dramatically different i looked back then. idk im just trying to find some sense of community and belonging to help get myself out of this rut
>>42707934Let me it in your butt
>>42707848hi i’m 24 i’ve been on hrt for a little over a year and boymode still
>>42707980I'm 8 years hrt in April...I don't feel any pride about that quite the opposite really, I've wasted half of my 20s feeling ashamed of myself but I don't really know how to move forward either.My life outside of my transness is nice and satisfying so it becomes easy to ignore true fulfillment until I'm suddenly back with nothing but my thoughts and can't pretend I'm not wasting my life.
>>42707875same. literally yesterday a woman stopped me on the streets to ask me something and she called me miss and used she/her, i was boymoding and i noticed she put a confused look on her face when she heard my voice. these interactions make think if i voice trained and had a bit more of confidencen maybe i could pass, but everytime i look in the in mirror i only see a guy :(
>>42707899>>42708032>>42708090idk if this is weird but if any of you would like to add me on discord or something i'd be open to it. im pretty isolated and dont really have any friends anymore but im trying to change that. im like 4 years hrt and 25 if that matters. if not no worries sorry if im being dumb
>>42708182Sure, add me - gelibolu>>42708176Yeah... In Paris everyone kept calling me madame but once I went to London it was all dude, man, bro etc.So I think it was just confusion or maybe french people are cool w trannies idfk
>>42707848I'm 21 and i 'boy'mode but it's more like manmode but the other gen sucks and everyone is mean.
both gens for trans women who present male fucking hate each other. nice
>>42708883i dont hate them its just that unless you're 100% indistinguishable from an ugly manly bodybuilder norwood 5 cis guy you're called a fakemoder there
I'm a 21 year old repper currently alcoholrepping.Barely functional in daily life
>>42708883what even is the main distinction between a man or boymoder? is it age or just appearance? like if hrt makes you look a lot younger are you a boymoder even if you are like 25 or does your age make you instantly a manmoder?
>>42709381imo it’s appearance, malefailing makes you a boymoder, not malefailing makes you a manmoder
>>42709410How often does the malefailing need to occur? I mean surely there's noone with long hair that doesn't atleast get ma'am'ed occasionally right?
>>42709602i have long hair and have malefailed a total of 3 times in my 15 months on e
>>42709602Problem is pitypassing. You can hypothetically malefail regularly, but people can still recognise you're a tranny
>>42709726I've been boymoding so long I don't even care about being recognized as a tranny I just want to get gendered correctly consistently. Pitypassing is atleast preferable to getting sir-ed 90% of the time you talk to people
>>42709410i dont know if i male fail people just look confused at me once i speak and people think im a teenage boy despite being in my twenties. older men sexually harass me but idk if thats them thinking im a girl
>>42705317ive never met a chaser irl until last night and it was odd and kind of awful i didn't even know how to feel about it. i honestly never felt "fetishized" before up until now. i thought he just wanted to talk cuz we where at a bar and no one ever wants to talk to me so it was nice, but as i was about to leave he just straight out asked if i was "male or a female". i just said male to be completely honest and he said "yeah thats kind of what i was leaning towards". and then said he's "never been with anyone like that" to try to get me to go back to his hotel. i cried walking home later on, no one ever talks to me probably because they think im some gender freak so ofc the one person is some fucking CHASER GUY!! at least he was honest i guess.
>>42711420over a decade old and still relevant
>>42711463would've at least been better if he said i was beautiful but no, just some curiosity to explore in his hotel i guess
>>42711420I was hanging out with some tranny friends a couple weeks ago at the bar, and this like super autistic chaser guy came and sat across from us the whole night. He didnt really say anything he just kind of oggled all of us and seemed disappointed when my bf showed up. It was pretty creepy tbhon
>>42712655ew sorry about that.
>>42707155still havent done it yet
>>42713913ok i did it now. gn /bmg/
>>42705317>hrt at 15>all docs changed at 18>VFS and trach shave (failed) at 18>FFS at 19>SRS at 20>still boymoding at 23
>>42711420a chaser is the first person who genuinely made my skin crawl
w... what's ur favourite food? :3c
i have never met a chaser in real life. yet
>>42714974You did it, you're the wayne gretzky of boymoding
>>42714974why nona???
>>42717538>>427175546' and hate voice training and never will pass.>>42717538I googled this and its a hockey team owner?
>>42717837He used to play, he's like the goat
>>42716305idk if you were asking someone specific, but i really like chicken tenders
>>42716305Hot pot is god's gift to mankind
How do you pass or should I just skip it all and go to the manmodergen?
>>42718495I boymode because I dont pass. Almost apparently, but I dont really do anything special just take my whore moans
>>42718573wanna abuse each other until one of us dies from a suicide?
Aight, but whats the strategy for the summer? Its getting warmer on the east cost and I still have no clue how to get through the office summer season without a crewneck or hoodie V.V
>>42718872tee shirt under unbuttoned button down shirt or other "crack in the middle" thin outerwear
bumpmoding
>>42709030Mmm i love alcoholSoju is my favorite
grrr i hate alcohol >:( it all tastes like nail polish remover
>>42705317V//W//V
>>42716305bolognese lasagna if just one foodif its a whole meal, i would go with beef/chicken milanesa with french fries. brazilian style strogonoff is very comfort food for us too
boyhoning
>>42718872baggy clothes for me
>>42722323This describes me x_x
I wanna try eating less meat so I bought tofu for the first time. anyone have some advice on how to cook it? I've done a little looking online but I want to know how you would do it.
>>42725075What softness did you get?
i hate living in a small town and getting recognized all the time
>>42725121the middle one, there was a soft and an extra firm one but I just got the firm one bc I wasn't sure either way.
>>42725130relatable nona. hopefully someday we will escape...
just did my injection!
>>42705317whats a boymoder
>>42725393trans women that is still not out socially, usually because they have to deal with retard magats and the like, and would be hung upside down from street lights to be drained like pigs if they were out
>>42725075i would try to make it following some "crispy tofu" recipe for a beginner since i think the texture and flavour (you could make a sauce) would be the most friendly for someone whos trying it for the first times
>>42718403D... do you like to put sauce on your tendies? Which kind? :3c>>42718426I've never had hot pot... what goes in it?>>42720901I've been thinking about making lasagna... I've had a lot of success making cannaloni, which is a little similar
>>42726131she :3
>>42726131just ketchup for my tendies, ai slop peddler
>>42726584^~^>>42726771I don't think I've ever had ketchup on chicken... maybe I should try it!I love buffalo sauce so much, though :d
>>42726131>what goes in it?Whatever you like, thats the beauty of hot pot. You sit around the table with a bowl of broth and cook different stuff you order, and then you go to the sauce bar and make up your own sauce (sesame paste, garlic, chili oil, cilantro, fish sauce goat combination). Also there's usually a side bar where you can get like dumplings and chicken wings and stuff
>>42727034Yes, I have heard of the communal hot pot! So I guess I'm just asking what YOU like to put in it!I really like bok choy and mushrooms :d
>>42727062I like lamb and beef tongue a lot. Lotus root is also a super slept on veggie, its like really dense and fibrous so it soaks up lots of broth
>>42727073I've never had tongue... I've had lamb, it's very tender :dAnd I've never had lotus root either... it sounds cool! I've just discovered okra lately... I would recommend it! It's like a slightly softer, savoury celery :d
>>42726131for the record i think these ai slop boymoders are cute and silly
>>42727200>blushes>feels loved;3
>bmg finally not at constant risk of dying >it’s because the ai slop has infested herenot worth it
>>42727310speak only for yourself
ai sucks
How are boymoders managing the fast so far
slopmoders
>>42727595Idk I'll probably go get some fried haddock friday
>>42727627FELLOW CATHOLIC BOYMODER? I've been good so far :) I ate a ton of vegetarian meals and fish... Crazy how chicken isn't meat lol
>>42727701I dont really go to mass anymore but I guess I still eat fish on fridays, mostly cause I live in a really catholic area and all the local fish places do really good deals during lent
>>42727595by being a reddit atheist
>>42727795I don't really go to mass either yeah, I would like to but it's weird alone...
>>42727814it’s not that weird alone
>>42725495I like in california. I could be a rape hon and people would say im "so brave." Im a boymoder because I wouldn't pass.
eating grilled cheese
Just saw 3 other trannies at the mall, wtf go home this is my territory
the only tranny i've seen irl was an obese gigahon streetwalker and the mere sight of her fuelled at least three more months of repping
sometimes i wish i was roman catholic so i could flagellantmode.
im "roman catholic" but only culturally bc i was raised like that i dont really care about religion
>>42730623penancemoder malesinning
>>42731363gvmmy
>>42731363lol good drawing
>>42731363Aww bb it's okay ;~;M... maybe God will turn her into a girl ;~; ;~;
>>42705317boymoding to a family gathering tomorrow, let’s hope it goes well. how do the rest of you deal with looking like a man? it drives me mad every time i look in a mirror >>42731363fucking kino
>>42733741knowing im a pretty decent looking twink IG. SRS helped a lot I don't even care about pronouns and stuff anymore. Who cares who thinks im a woman, I have a fucking vagina so I know I am.
>>42733371ty>>42734031b-based!
Boyfriend sat on my hair during sex again
>>42734160Are you a Christmoder yourself?
>>42734483Agnostic, but honestly, I might end up converting eventually. I listen to hymns whenever I feel down and have been considering getting my hands on a physical bible.
>>42734635>>42734483I wish christianity wasn't against suicide because im worried that god may exist and I will go to hell if I commit suicide. I think any religion that prohibits suicide is immoral since people should be allowed to control their own bodies. In reality, these tenants were probably added to stop slaves, battered women and serfs from offing themselves
I like cutting myself. I love it so much. my arms and legs look so fucked up and I love it. Im a traumatized fucking piece of shit. im a fuck nigga.>t. boymoder
>>42735291its weird how it gets to the point where it doesnt hurt at all, but cutting your finger while cooking or paper cuts still hurt a lot. In my cutting era I was almost getting to fat and it just felt good. I still kinda regret it, but im not ashamed either
can’tsleepmoding in bed right now
>>42736899Browsing the internet while lying in bed is c o m f y
>>42705317huh can only boymoders who make boymoder threads post here
>>42731363peak
whenever i talk to trans women i feel like a weird creepy guy and i shouldn't be doing that
>>42705317when i wear the go to default boymoder outfit (oversized black hoodie with womens jeans) everybody assumes i'm a woman (or at least a trans woman) by default. i don't pass (people have told me they can tell im trans) but i do read enough as fem to be gendered correctly by almost everybody automatically. so i guess im not a boymoder anymore. im happy about this
>>42739295what’s it like on the other side, nona?
>>42717837well you deserve this for having the privilege of all these surgeries and early hrt
>>42739251yea i feel like distinctly seperate from trans women, like pre transition the way i felt lesser than and worse than cis women i now feel the same way about trans women despite being one myself. i once was in an elevator with another visible trans women and i felt like i was going to die
>>42739367what good is early HRT if you were already hopelessly masculine by the time you started. I was always the tallest, heaviest kid in school.
>>42739421why should you get everything handed while i didnt
are any other boymoders excited that baseball is back? i know i am
>>42739556More like sadge that hockey's ending soon, but my bf likes baseball a lot so I'll probably watch the mets with him this year. I guess its an excuse to drink and eat hot dogs so that'll be fun atleast
>>42739621lolmetsi dont really follow hockey other than in the playoffs, im a bit of a bandwagon panthers fan but i started following them in 2020 so i guess not really idk
>>42739654I wish the sabres could get one of the tkachuks, theyre worldies. Avs are going to wipe the floor with everyone in the playoffs this year though, they play like theyre permanently on powerplay
>>42739338it's still sucks lol. it sucks being ugly it sucks being clocky it sucks feeling like a freak everywhere i go and worrying that people are repulsed by me. it sucks getting stared at everywhere i go. but i already felt that way when i was going about the world in the closet. what's nice about it is that now i get to be myself, i get to exhibit my personally i get to express my feelings, i have better conversations with people people like me way more, my relationships have deepened, and i get an occasional hit of happiness whenever a stranger calls me ma'am. i know that people can tell and it bothers me immensely but living as a "man" (or boy) bothers me more. Twinkhonmoding sucks but it is so much better than boymoding. and you should all join me.
>>42739556i’m more of a basketball boymoder. i’m ecstatic though, i thought the celtics would be playing .500 ball all year but they’ve been awesome
boymoders don't know about sport
>>42739992i used to be (one of) the best soccer players of my school tho
>>42740018used to be
>>42740036yeah i dont play anymore p.p thats was like when i was 15yo, im a 23yo tranny nowbut soccer is a good sport for people who dont have much muscles (like us), you dont need to be that strong like you need in other sports. volleyball is pretty nice too, i liked to play as well. handball is nice too. i like sports in general
>>42739992i probably couldve done better but
>>42740053what happens when you have to swap shirts at the end tho everyone will see bobs!>>42740074wat is this?
>>42740088its called immaculate grid, basically they give u 3 categories on each axis and you have to pick a player that matches those categories, the lower score the less that player has been used for the category. they have it for baseball, football, basketball, and soccer
>>42740088thats professional soccer thing lol we never did that. and even prehrt when people wanted to play shirtless i said i would either play on the team wearing shirts or not play lol
>>42740114tfw youll never do a jersey swap with another boymoder,,,
>>42740103ohhh a sport nerd thing>>42740114im imagining boymoders in hoodies all fallng over running after a ball now
>>42709030gang
>>42739992if that’s true, i wouldn’t know about greg stiemsma, mindaugus kuzminskas, and henry sims
>>42740174i think you might be a blokemoder
:(
>>42740198what's up baboo
baboo? isn’t that the shit sally calls linus in peanuts?
Can feel the testosterone rot away the little femininity I have, fuck being from a third world country with no HRT
idk never read peanus
tfw no sweet babboo
it’s agonizing to be sweet babbooless
doing my injection while watching chase burns strikeout jose ramirez,,, can life get any better?
>>42740290Bill Melendez and his contributions to Peanuts are a big part of my childhood as a Mexican from the Northwest of the country (he was from here before moving to the US), good shit :)
>>42705317Da Vinci years
>>42740134m... maybe one day!
>>42741906can u make her a reds moder,,
can you make the boymoder not a child too
can you stop with ai boymoders. draw them yourself, commission someone, or stop posting them
>>42739707thank you for this hopefuel. i've been thinking of coming out recently cuz i hate constantly feeling like i have a lie to uphold. i don't pass but people always call me cute when im boymoding. my parents would fucking hate it but whatever man i need to get it over with. only problem is that i still don't feel like a woman at all
>>42742489youre only gonna feel like a woman if people start treating you like one, and that's only gonna happen if you come out. I feel like a lot of people get the order in which they expect these things to happen backwards. being trans isn't when you wake up one day and have a sudden revelation of "oh my god! I am a woman! I AM a woman!". It's a process of becoming. it doesn't really mean anything to "identify" as a woman, when you start to actually exist in the world as one is when you will start to feel like one
It’s all so tiresome girlsBut, I must persist
My body has gotten really sexy especially since I've lost weight but I can't show it off because I still dont facially pass and its also the dead of winter, blehhhh
boymoders, I so deeply want to go the a waterpark, but I can't boy mode cause I have boobs and I cannot wear a women's swimsuit because I don't pass. Can they have like a tranny only day at the waterpark?
>>42744058Wear a sarong easyyy
>>42744135how tf would that stay on a waterslide and how tf would it not out me as a massive rapist ogrehon
I like boymoding and only crossdressing/girlmoding outside of my home town, it's like I have a secret identity :3
Need recommendations for panties, ideally cute ones. I already have a few pairs of wiriapa ones that are comfortable and hold my shit in place, but I’ve yet to find cute/lacy/sexyish panties that actually work for me. Most just result with my gock flopping out, which I guess is fine in some circumstances.
can I still be called a boymoder if I rep as a cishet male all the time :/Feels like I'm not even tran, just a weird man who pretends to be femme to be included in places meant for women
>>42745900Sounds like you're just a creep?
>>42742125:3
>boymoding>checking into hotel with my family>"Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Anon, have a nice stay." >realize ive just been mistaken for being my dad's wife viscerally bizarre and uncomfortable experience. how over is it?
>>42746747It is EXTREMELY over
>>42746747you know what you have to do...
>>42746780i don't know if it ever even began in the first place>>42747309im not going to fuck my dad!!!! yuck
>>42747343who said anything about that why did you think that
can feel myself getting stronger at deadlifts, it's nicet. exercisemoder
im getting full body laser this week, im definitely getting rid of my leg and arm hair and butt hair but im wondering if i should keep my bush and armpit hair.. what do i doooo???
>>42747824Some boys like a little bush so I kept mine, also you have to keep your armpit hair so you can have a radfem arc in the future
>>42747824you can always get those areas done later. they’re areas that cis women have hair in as well (even if less so or in a different pattern)
>>42748564im mostly considering them to be zapped just because they are included in the package not really for dysphoria reasons. would it be dumb to go into it expecting that laser wont meaningfully get rid of the hairs and just soften and thin out the hair there since they are hormonal areas?>>42748489i already use my armpit hair to annoy my mom since she hates it on me and my sister so i guess partly there on the radfem arc :p
Trying to stop being a repper becausee the idea of not being trans makes me sad. I dont have dysphoria tho
>>42747824in my case i would do everything i could do bc i have a lot of problems regarding folliculitis, but if that werent a problem for me maybe i wouldnt do pubes. but i would do armpits lol
>>42747824how much is it costing you :o
>>42749592its luckily covered by my insurance otherwise i wouldnt get it anytime soon desu
>>42748767take your pills
Stay alive bmg!
>>42734031>srs god i wish i could afford good srs>>42739707that’s understandable. thanks for sharing what it’s like to not fully pass but still girlmode anyway, i always assumed it was worse if you had self awareness but knowing it’s not true is encouraging
>>42751841my self awareness is excruciating and being out in public almost always feels like torture. but it already felt like torture when i was boymoding. i am so ashamed of how i look and the fact that i don't pass and how ugly i am, and yet simultaneously it is still so much better to live as me than to live as someone im not. every time i tell someone my name i'm worried they're gonna laugh. they never do.
>>42751841im not sure I got good srs (Salim, in SF), but it sure beats anal and tucking. masturbation is not as convenient though
>>42754773But anal sex is da bomb
>>42754798not when you have hemmrohids and think poop is extremely disgusting.
>be boymodr>meet guy on forum, drag on conversation for 3 days bc he seems really cool. kinda autistic and cute>add dc talk all night, find out he lives 20 minute walking distance lol he says he wants to meet up, >tell him im awkward and boring irl and idk what to do irl he still wants, says we can "talk">finally realize he thinks im female>anon you know im not a girl right>why do you have to say that right nowhe also said it hurts him (understandably so) but we can still talki had also shown him something i made with discord webhooks why would he think that? i just wanted to be friends and he was so nice
>>42709030based. what is your favorite alchohol fren?
>>42709030take your fucking e cismoid i know you're lurking
>>42754898Why would it hurt him to talk to you
Hai guyzzFeel free to join our femboy discord. <3https://discord.gg/SKp77WKCn
>>42757352We're not femboys tho..
how many of us boymode because they can't voicetrain?
>>42758666thats part of it for me but also im just a coward afraid of change and confrontation so i just stay isolated and alone and dont go out much
>>42758666I even got VFS but I yelled during the recovery and reversed it either that or it never did anything anyway.
>>42708090You pass though right? I'm 8 years too and started as a teen but I live as a male. Everyone knows me as a boy, only when I'm somewhere else with new people I'm fully passing. Is it the same for you, I'm not bragging just curious if I'm alone
>>42714974I started at 16, srs at 21 and now still boymoding at 23 You're not alone don't worry :) kms
>>42714974>hrt at 16>ffs with 3 revisions with most recent one a year ago>orchi at 27>still not socially transitioned at 31it's over
>>42760770>>42760805let me guess. Voice training holding us back. It just feels so fake to me. Like how can you be a normal person if you aren't even speaking naturally ever. I wish my vfs worked.
>>42761334My voice passes but it's very low for a woman. And I am very monotonous and flat, maybe just depression but either way it's not usual for a girl. I got facial work done and the surgeon recommended me someone for vfs without me even asking lol I am considering it but so many horror stories...
Goodnight moders u.u
>>42714974How did you possibly afford FFS at 19?
>>42761858what's the worst could happen? you go mute? it would be better than this. mine is monotonous because autism. I feel like a skin walker when I try to enD everY worD witH an uP wardS pITCH like my voice trainer told me to. >>42762967it was covered by my dads health insurance plan. In California I think every plan has to cover it.
>>42763351I hope you don't mind me asking, how was your vfs?The thing is over phone I'm gendered female and in person of course people think I'm a girl usually but I just have no confidence raising my voice. Like you said maybe I'm autistic
>>42763992it did literally nothing. I yelled about a month after and they may have messed it up, but after a throat scan or something the doctor said it looked fine. Fuck dr haben, fuck Rochester, and fuck his hon clientsif you are female not he phone and in person doesn't that mean you pass in all cases and your voice is fine?
>>42764250I'm sorry to hear that, at least you didn't lose your voice or something though that always scares me. And yes I guess I pass period. But I must carry on with this penance of boymoding regardless. And anyway only new people see me as female and then I'm terrified they'll find out I'm trans somehow so I just distance myself. And go invisible.
>>42764501I literally never get gendered female in any case. When people do use she/her it feels worse then he/him becasuse I know it is forced
>hrt at 15>27in underbust 25in waist 32in hips 16in bideltoid 14in hip to hip idk how i compare but the gestalt is there>5'6 110lbs>20 years old now just started plucking my eyebrows>am too ashamed to go to sephora and get my concealer shadeam i even true trans? im honestly really lucky and yet i have fuck all to show for it. i keep getting these terrible nonbinary haircuts which do not help me i keep asking for something cute at least.
>>42764721ive always felt this way and i always thought it was because im a trender
>>42764740you probably just have a lot of social anxiety
>>42764740You're probably just depressed. I'm in a similar position. But that is a really cool tiger photo. A few years ago I saw a really chill tiger at franklin park zoo and I've been riding that high since. Try something like that it might help with motivation.
i wish i could girlmode
>>42705317> Boymoding constantly> Always malefail> Even go "Wrow sexy lady when looking in the mirror"> Think about girlmoding in even PRIVATE occasions> "God no i'm such an ugly disgusting freak iwnbaw."I think my brain is genuinley trying some psyop to make me kms.
>>42771218exploding you with my mind powers of envy
>>42771236wagmi, nona, wagmi.
