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i was gonna bump w examples but i wanna puke from stress right now.

ask me anything i guess

>>42729859
fine heres some examples

>gave me her lingerie and said id look cute in it

>tried to get me to take a romantic bath with her

>standard grooming shit, always needing me and my help, never there for me, always acting more like a little sistsr than anything, either super cold and distant or warm ro get her needs met

>absolutely psychotic

>never ending pet names, sp many my friends thought she was my girlfriend and made my ex jealous

>"im not gay but maybe for the right girl like i have liked oneeee"

>got angry at me for not getting drunker than her then touched me while we cuddled (not sexually, just... softly?)

>some really specific examples but i dont wanna doxx myself ugh

>>42729859
Are you into men or women so I know if I should feel bad for you

>>42730292
straightest woman lmao
but srsly, how often have you tried talking to her about it?
you're both adults ffs

giwtwm (I have been muted for 2 minutes because my comment was not original)

>>42730878
> you’re both adults
cis people still have social power over us. if they make an insinuation about you you can be socially murdered within a day

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>>42730844
im into women but closeted, i date men so she doesnt sus me out- (we had some,,,, awkward tension between us and im trying to be a good (responsible) big sister (even though shes older shes literally incapable of it))

songrel im literally working myself to death to take care of that asshole.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8tnehB9lzM

>>42730878
i dont want social suicide (again)
>>42731059
this anon gets it

>>42730982
rip anon. im in hell, doesnt matter i love her (like a normal sister) or that i love her (in a lowkey gay way) i am literally just stuck parenting this insanely psychotic bitch 24/7 and anytime i ask her to be a mature adult she just freaks out.

literally hell. andyoid for life. same the last two but i dont wanna get all /x/ on here, but she was just as miserable last few times around. /schizo rant end

>>42730844
women

wait did i already respond...?

apparently she used to have sex dreams about me- was after i transitioned too. she sent a longass audio message about it one time when she was manic. also asked me to hang out cause her dildo sucked. was fucking weirded tf out. still got screenshots but again idk if that'd lowkey doxx us.

perma hell. tried talking to her about it and she acted like i was crazy years ago. still acts like a weirdass psycho with a crush on me regardless and does weird shit. sigh.

>>42731059
unless she's a vindictive bitch generally
i don't see why just asking to set boundaries will lead to that

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>>42731583
she is.

last time she stopped talking to me for eons when i tried to set boundaries with her.

a few times before that she ghosted for a /long/ time when i told her my feelings like a retard. was like a decade ago when i told her. at least she's back. not sure why but im guessing shes repressing her own based on the crazy shit shes said and done on her own accord.

picunrel

i just wanna be a better sister than she ever was so she never feels as awful as she makes me feel.

>>42729859
have u ever squeezed her booby

>>42732172
ywnbam

i cant be the only one dealing with this shit right? i swear to god ive seen like a dozen screencapped threads of similar ttttrannies dealing with psycho siblings.

fucking hell am i actually in purgatory?

>>42731630
im confused if you wanna fuck her or not because if you don't wanna fuck her set a boundary and if she ghosts you then you'll have to accept that and cut her out of your life and if you wanna fuck her then idk fuck her I guess

>>42732571
worse i have feelings for her (romantic), i have since i was a teenager but it wasnt until i transed in highschool she started being weird. like straight up acting like she owns me weird. either way horribly in love like the retard i am

like i mean yeah sure i get blushy imagining shit but like... not really interested in sex because of trauma and even with her feelings i doubt shed ever do more than keep me as close as she does, even despite her weird behaviour when drunk or on drugs.

>>42732689
it feels so pathetic though. like i know ive basically been groomed by (accident) by her, yet she could literally beat and rape and keep me in a cage and id never leave, just so i could hopefully be a good sister. i know she never would, aside from maybe beating me, but ya. sigh.

i hope you and your sister can land on an arrangement where you are happy and have good sex nona. it's unfortunate that you've gotten to this point, but it probably would make both of you happiest. or i'm just a huge fucking pervert.

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>>42732770
is it fucked to say i just wanna be her girlfriend? fuck sex i just want to fall asleep and be held by her and feel safe.

every fucking person ive dated has been downright evil, she treats me more like an actual woman than any man woman (cis) or (trans) has. genuinely the only one i believe when she says im beautiful. fuck my gay tranny heart dude. why is it so hard to be happy and loved in this awful evil world.

i hope i can at least be in her life until i die. even that would be almost enough, at this point.

when we were kids she said when the world ends we'd take whatever we want, do whatever we want, and have each other, and fuck everyone else

that shouldnt have stuck with me for this long, but i fucking hope the world ends soon.

>>42732814
awh i'm sorrry nona. i hope you two will be okay.

>>42732846
not to sound schizo outside of /x/, but based on my last few lives we shared i doubt it. its a cycle that never seems to end or get closure, and i doubt it will in any of the next few

>be me, last life
>be 11, sister is a bit older
>kisses me in front of dad, finbro type, 90s? 60s?
>he freaks out, kills her with a golf club, mom screams
>stand covered in blood and bone and viscera
>kill myself in the bathtub later that day

>be me, last life? or before that other one? idk doesnt matter
>be 20, almost old enough to drink
>finally reunite with her, dont remember the details at all. found her on the side of the road in shitfuck nowhere. no clue what happened. camnt remember our lives well.
>living on a hippie rv with another girl
>trans in this life too
>80s, poser hippie as hell but happy and passoid. good family kinda, as long as i was straight (i wasnt)
>horrible car wreck
>friend dies
>blow my brains out
>she ODs

>be me, this life
>remember lives in fragments over 30ish years.
>who knows whats next.

>probably nothing good

all the other past lives i remember small fragments of were bad too. i dont remember if she was in them or not but none of them really feel like they matter, like theres a distinct before and after from when she showed up in them for some reason.

maybe we are just doomed for eternity idk.

/schizo rant sorry

>>42732930
context for the golf club one, he made a joke about her finding a boyfriend since she was starting highschool soon, she hugged me and said she just wanted me forever. then he killed her, barely missed me somehow.

still freaks me out, totally identical to any memories i have, but definitely not this lifetime. remembered it when i was REALLY young, spent ages crying about it.

read a comic about some ppl in similar weird eternal loop similar and literally sobbed for a week about it after at the thought of this lasting more loops or whatever the fuck.

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Holy fuck op please I'm begging you just give in to fate and love her already, stop fighting it and love her with all your heart, have sex and pairbond with your soulmate. Your life is a tragedy of your own making when unlimited happiness is literally right there crying herself to sleep at night while she waits for you to finally take your stupid self-sabotaging head out of the sands of denial and kiss your beloved sister. You're like 30 nobody is going to bust in and stop you. Go have a romantic evening with her, reciprocate and let her lead you into something new and scary and beautiful.

>>42732930
that is not real nona. you are just traumatized, and your brain is telling you that your struggles with this relationship are inescapable and concocting a fantasy to do that. do not be fooled: you have agency, and your future is not set in stone.

omg omg have you ever kissed each other or done anything sexual before?

>>42733029
im trying to, no clue how to without fucking shit up, especially when shes hardcore repping being bi. last time she instigated shit she went totally distant for months and i dont wanna make shit worse for her or worse lose her, not to mention the time i mentioned my feelings and she ghosted for ages.

if i knew what to do so we'd both be happy i wouldnt be posting in the most depressive part of the internet. i dont fight it, i fully love her with all my heart, im sure she probably knows it too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7A5sO3HVfg

fuck this gay ass song came on i wanna die.

>>42733032
maybe, still doesnt explain why i had those memories before i even knew i had a sister in this lifetime. literally asked my mom n dad where she was and they were freaked out that i knew about her.

>>42733046
she's done some stuff but nothing like, that isnt deniable

>told me her sex dreams about me
>asked me to teach her bondage
>asked me to hang out and drink and complained that her dildo wasnt enough and she needed the real thing but her bf was gone
>weird touches while cuddling kinda, followed by her blushing weirdly
>gave me her lingerie bc she said itd look good on me
>wanted to take a bath w candles n wine together
>more small things but i dont wanna be specific in case she somehow sees this pathic ramble. bad enough if she ever sees my journals.

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>>42733029
trying to not throw up n cry from stress n butterflies at work after reading and imagining that shit fucking hell other nona

i still know id likely lose her forever if i did, so i dont feel like i can do literally anything. besides im just a crazy tranny with autism, probably over thinking and reading too much into things

>>42733073
>still doesnt explain why i had those memories before i even knew i had a sister in this lifetime.
there is such a thing as a coincidence nona... metaphysical thinking is not rational and will lead to destructive patterns of behavior like the one you are in now, focus on doing what is best in the life you have.

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>>42733046
also generally at this point i go party and make out with random women (consensually obvi) and gtfo so theres no chance she ever finds out im gay. as far as she knows ive only ever had boyfriends but im bi. not risking that either. hookups and makeout seshes help distract my brain somewhat anyhow. drinking helps a lot too.

>>42733115
i mean probably but tarot kinda helps my brain other other nona.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnycBcMdaHg

also shes made some rly weird playlists about/for me too. worth mentioning ig. for other other other nona, >>42733046

song very related, she added this one and it still gives me brainworms (im insane idk):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_l149E6Arc

>>42733029
also i guarantee shed kill or block me outta her life unless she instigated. hell maybe even if i just reciprocated. idk other nona. keep rereading your message for some retarded reason. sorry for a billion (you)s

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>>42733189
also i think she just wants to be normal. anytime ppl have called us a couple in public or been confused as to what we are she adamantly denies it.

>be us, as a bar
>weird gypsy calls us lovers
>wtf no
>obviously we both deny it
>sister goes and gets more booze
>gypsy grabs my hands, tells me she sees the love in my eyes and "knows its not that kind of love"
>mine, not both of ours
>tells me good luck its gonna be an agonizing few years
>holy hell it has
>sister sobers up later
>never speak of that night again, doubt she remembers
>blushed a bunch that night tho and acted weird
>idk

bumping my own thread again cause i got nowhere else to talk about this,

i love you all other nonas.

maybe im retarded but i wish it wasnt so socially taboo to date siblings.

fuck this retarded universe thats bad but nazis running america is somehow socially normal i just wanna be held and feel safe.

i know she doesnt want me like that though, fuck im taking a smoke break i need a cig

>>42731570
>i am literally just stuck parenting this insanely psychotic bitch 24/7
yea this'd be hot if she was being fucking responsible, this really does sounds like hell

>>42733453
the fact that theres never been a time in our entire shared lives that shes helped me, its always been me lending her money, carrying her when shes drunk, breaking into places for her when she needs somewhere safe to piss, helping her when she needs something, answer her calls when she is alone and wants to cry or is drunk or high. anything.

shes never there for me.

yet shes still treated me more like a human than 99% of my exes, and im still in love with her like a retarded abandoned puppy. its pathetic. id give this stupid bitch the whole world if she asked me. i never ask for anything anymore because she always ignores it or doesnt care. its all about her, but she probably isnt even aware of her behaviour. but i dont even really care. just as long as shes happy and i get to be around her.

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op why don't you two get married

you have Andy/Leyley pics saved on your computer, are you sure you're not really into this?

>>42733657
i have em because its a comfort game lowkey, also ive just been finding em on pinterest and attaching them as i talk here bc its bland on this website without cute idk im retarded, other nona.

>my sister acts just as insane and demanding as ashley, even said some lines inverbatim despite never touching videogames, legit terrifies me how similar they are

>into it?
ya no shit ive had a mega gay crush on my sister since i was a teenager

>>42733726
without cute art*

>>42733657
also i wish i could, my dumb ass has daydreamed about it so many times its embarrassing.

>tfw ywnbawife

bump for nona

finally home from my shitty corpo job. seriously i wish i knew what to do because

>just marry her nona
>fuck her nona
>be her wife nona

are all great to fantasize about but genuinely what the fuck kinda normal ass shit am i supposed to do? obviously im not gonna make any movesbecause i dont wanna

>social suicide
>lose sister
>et cetera

but like gods this feels hopeless. i think im genuinely just stuck being her weird sister-pet forever unless she finally acts on her >implied thoughts

or whatever the fuck.

fuck my stupid tranny heart

>>42734409
>genuinely what the fuck kinda normal ass shit am i supposed to do?
just crank up the temperature. first you watch a movie, then you share a blanket, then someone's legs go on top of someone else's or someone's head goes on the other's shoulder, and maybe you don't do it the first time but you can get increasingly intimate. maybe one night you act all sleepy and ask if you can just sleep with her tonight since you're already so comfy cuddling, and then you make that a habit, and you'll be banging in no time.

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>>42734409
Would you rather live in purgatory like this for the rest of your days, forever regretting not finding out what things could have been between you two, or would you risk everything to collapse the superposition and either love her or lose her?

Try having a conversation with her where you tell her you're terrified of her running away and leaving your life if she found out about how you feel.

>>42734494
Ooo ooo or do that yeah!!

>>42734494
thats ,,, not terrible. noted for the future tbfh

>>42734537
she made me promise to never speak of it again last year after i sorta brought it up.

>>42734594
...that way we could still be "a normal family the two of us" (orphans)

drunk in the bathtub already so lowkey doxxing myself ig cause idgaf idk. i doubt she looks at channer shit.

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>>42734605
It sounds like she's just as scared of giving in to incestuous feelings as you are tbdesu.

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>>42734605
tequila y cerveza- ask nona anything ig.

>screenshot to remove exif data cause im schizo

>>42734651
one can dream. id kill to give her the stupid fucking world if shed just be honest with me nona

why is it so hard tp just be nor.al ive dated fucking nonbinaries and cis women and cis men and trannies and people wjp look like my cister and notjing will distract my damn brain from her even running away didng wprk fuck my retarded tranny life FUCK

im fuckijg dorry universeis thay whay yoi wanna hear FUCK

id even detrans if she asked me what thw fuck is wrong with me


its literally not fair ivw tried everyfhing to fix my stupid faggot vrain and nothing works is it just gonna be this til i die like what the hell

>>42734665
>>screenshot to remove exif data cause im schizo
doesn't this website do that?
>>42734687
i'm sorry nona :(

>>42729859
Literal dream so fucking jealous i want a woman to push me into feminity

>>42734732
please dont be jealous this is genuinely agony i wouldnt even wish on my rapist

>i hope she dies thougj fuck you

ive watched people die and nothing NOTHING has hurt this bad or thing long its genuinely absurd

>>42734726
(((hugs)))

i will probably die without ever falling in love and i cant even conve3t my brain to love someoke else

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>>42734757
I want so bad for things to work out between you and your adhdbpdemon sister nona :c

You deserve to be a sisterwife, somebody's gonna have to break and initiate it though and it might have to be you because it sounds like she's tried many times before (>>42733073) and you've pushed her away every time. Maybe she's scared you'd never accept her and would abandon her forever if she came all the way onto you. Especially since you're hiding that you like girls from her.

fucking retard brain me i called her my girlfriend AND sister on the phone with someone else who called me about shit fcufck.

>>42734954
>bpdemon
Remember that bpdemonism can be functionally cured with clingy love over a long enough period! Never let a bpdemon go and give her all the love and attention she needs and she'll never ever leave you or want attention from anyone else. Bpdemons are a lifelong commitment, like parrots!

>>42734983
omg waow

>>42734954
>ssterwife
i fucking whish

ive never pushed her away, she just stops or withdraws anytime and goes distant whenever ive tried to bridge the gap even just like,,, as a normal sister andidkwhy

she knows ive dated girls before so idk

she accepted my transition idk why shed think that, unless she just wants to just be a good sister and not lke give in to temptation or smth

bc shes admitted having "complex feelings" but then also said she has no romantic or sexual feelings

only to turn around and do all that shit and more than at communicates otherwise

idk

maybe it was just a kneejerk response when she said it to try and keep thing snormal between us

>>42734993
>long enough

how fucking long its been a decade and ahalf

>iif drop my laptop in the bath im kmsing

>>42733073
>asked me to hang out and complained that her dildo wasnt enough and she needed the real thing
nona she was blatantly telling you she wants you to push your grickle up her flower

>>42735147
i rly doubt it but heres the scfreenshots from like years ago if u wanna see. keep it as proof shes fucking not normal either. along with like a billion other screenshots n journal entries so i dont go insane and gastlight myself it nvr happened

>fcking couldnt find it idk im too tipsy rn fuck

>>42735147
that was also b4 i tweaked tf out n told her i had feelings eons ago and she ghosted me for a couple years so

kms

i think we both bpdemons>>42734993
idk

id sell my soul for there to be an *us* at this point.

this is so stupidly agonizing

why does this asshole always say shes gonna call me then never do it. is there a point. is sit just o taunt me. what the fuck.

maybe the next lifeti me will suck less idk nonas.

at least the tequila is numbing kinda.

just gotta be normal till my life ends i guess.

"tgirls cant drink much"

say that to half a bottle of cazadores and two coronas and cocaine in my stomach n nose

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lrFsXkT_rM

music recs welcome, i need a distraction for a moment anyway.

idk why i refuse to let this thread die anyway.

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i love you all nonas

kcals on me tonight or whatever idk

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why the hell is siscon shit so common for us tranny fucktards anyway fucking hell

hooking up w a man to distract myself fuck my retatd life he had exstasy at least hopefully tonight

>>42736018
genuinely should i kill myself i dont see an end to this retarded suffering nonas

>>42736061
Never
im not sure what to tell you nona, im horrible with words
>>42735889
as for music recs,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kWChhdIgT6Q&list=RDkWChhdIgT6Q&start_radio=1

Try some Planet Caravan :)

Very sorry for your suffering

>>42736125
guy wants to hookup to tonight, bonus hes like kinda... atractifve by cishet standards so ill go for it to get my sister off my ass. cnot like bitch is gonna call anyway. itll piss her off when she hears later

waow song is so good wtf

>>42736150
more power to you nona, if hes hot hes hot

yeah i wish the heavier bands would sing more on their softer songs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gM1fWpQ3E4s&list=RDgM1fWpQ3E4s&start_radio=1

>>42736150
>>42736125
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PpohLGrrUU

this song has a hold on me rn

got coked tf up, gonna go take my stress out w a guy i kinda trust. maybe i can be a straggot for this guy so i can be normal for my sister. wish me luck nonas. god i just want a family it shouldnt be this hard just cause im a tranny freak fuck my retard life i love you all i hate this site and drugs are cope idk

this is the GATE programs fault somehow

five bucks says shes my handler /schizo^2 rant end

>>42736150
Nona don't be an idiot go kiss your clingy sister instead of drunk blowing some gross moid to make her jealous

>>42736208
hes not hes kinda girly but like hes nice and i trust him so whateber idrc i just wanna be normal and make my sister jealous n mad

god i hope she beats me half to death some day its not fair i deserve to suffer

>>42736214
hes a closet tranny and kinda cute so its fine plus i gotta act like a normalfag for my cister nona

i hope i od tonight and end up in a better life to be fucking real. hes got molly and im hopeful

god, idk dawg. try like writing out what you wanna say and run it by someone you trust that understands mental illness.
make sure it contains thought out explanations of the how the things she's gestured towards are distressing and how existing without defined boundaries is making you feel. your discretion to determine whether you want to also include avenues into opening the discussion into forgoing boundaries entirely and include your feelings about this option as well.
come forward with honesty and display/explain that you have the strength to choose whatever she says she's most comfortable with.
you both sound borderline and terrified of abandonment there could be avenues to healing if there is understanding about how obligated you both feel to be together forever as siblings or as lovers.

if you need someone to draft this speech with I'd be more than willing to help larp or not doesn't matter

>>42736313
i wish this was a larp im genuinely losing my shit tonight nona

i can even post old journal fragments as proof

life is a nightmare

lemme think on it, i might lilke the help to be honest but right now im really tipsy and already made some bad choices so im gonna just keep venting n bumping my shitty thread and @ (you) again when im soberer

>>42736327
i think you should make it bedtime, nona. you've had a long night. you'll be able to think more clearly in the morning. get good sleep. :)

>>42736327
>42736313
if I'm not here to see it add me on disc. i guess
livsilly14

>>42734993
>like parrots!
kek

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ended up at a guy friends house and he made us a pillow fort to relax in :) gnight nonas (ill respond in AM)

you seem to want answers for her feelings and I don't think you're going to get a straight answer
furthermore given how you describe the relationship you two have I can't see anything stable and that would make your own mental state worse
removing her from your life would likely be the best move, frankly no one deserves any sort of one sided interaction

>>42736767
id rather die than leave tbfh

bump hell czuse i cant sleep

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have you tried just like
being dumb?
have your towel fall off after you shower because you didn’t do it right enough or whatever, accidentally drink her drink, leave your phone lying around with siscon stuff open, whatever
honestly either fuck your sister or top yourself, she’s gonna be screwed up either way

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honestly OP read this
https://hitomi dot la/doujinshi/imouto-ga-watashi-o-okazu-ni-shitate-onanie-o-shite-ita-hanashi-%7C-my-little-sister-was-masturbating-to-me-english-2603913.html#1

>>42737275
I haven't been able to sleep yet either I'll hopefully be asleep soon. gn either way. I'd like to hear from you if you feel like you can trust me I guess but if not I'd understand. just stay strong and be rational, if you feel like that's not possible you can sure as hell fake it!

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I'm really sorry nona, I hope you found sleep and that you find peace n happiness in general. have a bunny

>>42733032
>do not be fooled: you have agency, and your future is not set in stone.
human life is basically just dogfighting but for the entertainment of higher beings
the only way to actually make things go exactly the way YOU want is by making as much effort as is equivalent to cleaning your entire house with a toothbrush
we are cursed

either we trannies really are possessed by demons of lust or these constant incest threads are just a coordinated discord psyop by redditors

>>42737848
I'm personally possessed with a thirst I will never quench since my own BPD stems from the inability to connect with any of my immediate family due to neglect. On top of being generally repulsive people I have an extended family structure that upholds the status quo. I save every single alleged irl incest thread and revisit my favorite ones regularly just on the off chance that one of them is real.

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>>42737336
>or top yourself
what does this even mean?

also just woke up anons. so tired. guy was sweet but snored like crazy and didnt rly get rest.apparently got shitfaced n called him up to get my mind off shit. fucking hell.

>>42737358
ill read it soon

>>42737400
are you the discord nona? illtry to when im sobere here at least or ill make a discord acc or smth. my head hurts so bad. im too old to do this dumb shit loke going off with a guy while drunk. fucking hell.

didnt even fuck jusr talked n cuddlee all nigjr which was nice i guess but. not exactly a distraction ugh.

>>42737479
hadsleep. thanks for bnuyy nona. i feel like death but slivhtly more peaceful than last nights crashout

>>42737837
gimme a tooth brush then nona

picunrelidk

>>42738049
>>42737848
i wish itwasa psyop. can post journal pages as proof or smth ig if you rly care,gives us smth to ramble about at least nona.

>>42738049
id say im judging but i read siscon on AO3 and the incest threads here as hopefuel so i mean i get it nona </3

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>>42737358
oh

that was not cute angsty fluff it was depressing smut

...thanks nona

>>42729859
Was I supposed to see this

>>42738428
??? what

>>42729859
feel like such a sick bitch for feeling a little bit jealous about this

>>42738265
yeah I'm the discord nona I don't want to insert myself into anything just give advice if fear of abandonment is a primary factor for both of you.
I can do telegram if it's more convenient @livsilly14 same as disc.

>>42738584
i mean.. fair...? idk

apparently i mentioned the collar thing to that guy last night fuck my stupid tranny life

>>42738438
Never mind. The writing style seemed similar. I'm ignoring it

can i get a tldr

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>>42738265
>top yourself
blow your brains out
read the damn doujin anon
>>42738351
you’re welcome~ <3

i like incest

>>42739588
>be me
>24ish at the time
>talking about bdsm w sis bc... reasons
>mention collars and leashes
>makes a joke about getting me a collar
>around when she asked me to teach her shibari/bondage
>?????????

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>>42739882
sorry i dont have a brother/sister named mike nona, hope u get with your sibcrush </3

>>42739974
oh. already tried n failed a few times ahah. mentally better now ish tho so ill suffer it

its cute comic shddkdkdkkfdk

>>42739976
me 2 but not in a fetish way but like a im brain dmged and in love kinda retarded way

tipped 20$ at work just now life is slightly better today nonas <3

thread is judgement bait to complete their perverse triangle.

>>42740125
wat

>>42740067
fsr you remind me of princess sheik

>>42730292
This is so hot

>>42740377
fsr? idk what that means

also >princess

you mean like sheik from ocarina of time? how so?

>>42740677
can she just beat me within an inch of my life while i beg for forgiveness for not being a good enough sister yntil she stops hating me and then we make up and live happily after?

>still straight tho

>>42739974
what is that panel from?

>>42736211
>>42736223
what the actual fuck was i saying lazt night jesus that cooked my brain.

theyre closet nb i guess? also didnt hook up but did cuddle.

anyway jesus im fucking awful when im drunkposting apparently.

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bump

Why do you hide that you're bisexual from her?

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>>42742176
i think she'd disown me a second time desu.

by saying im straight she doesnt worry i still have feelings for her, and i mean she still acts weird and all but i can just safely exist and try to be the normal big(little) sis so she feels happy and safe as much as i can i guess

again shes my big sis but shes a constant wreck and leans on me whenever possible and acts out like a spoiled teenager. its hellish but i cherish her, and whatever she wants she gets. what she wants is a normal little sister who does everything for her and ignores her emotionally incestuous behaviour and words and i just... do that. i suck it up and pretend im straight so shes happy. if i could ever find a guy like picrel itd beeasier but for now i settle for occasional dates w random moids so i can make her jealous but also comfortable.

hell on earth but i love her. so its worth it.

also she finally picked my name last night so yk you win some you lose some.

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im retarded and didnt remember picrel and put sad art so heres picrel

also why did my name disappear for wtf

>>42742292
Picked your name?

It's clear you care a lot about her, but I think you giving in to her ever ask is enabling her if anything. She needs to learn to be independent and an adult and I think you're handicapping her by letting her be this dependant on you and by letting her continue her weird emotionally manipulative shenanigans.
If you can't break free for your own sake, you should do it for hers.

>>42742406
yeah, i hated the ones i chose for myself over the decades so i asked her to name me.

>break free

shes lived without me for eons but she uses me as a crutch or whatever when she can

idk why

shes just... weird in general about things

i remember one time she got mad at me for not getting drunk enough when we hung out, she ended up cuddling me n petting my hair n blushing then pulled away for a wk after

it was super weird

>youre like a puppy nona

still sticks with me

>>42742465
i wish things were better but it feels like ever day is the same now

>snort a shitton of coke
>go to work
>snort even more coke
>daydream about that stupid night
>sailor song by gigi perez dot loop dot mp3 in my brain
>go home, dissociate
>maybe text my sister
>she responds rarely
>stare at ceiling with music or play videogames
>remember its hell but its for her
>go to bed
>repeat

at least we are alive longer than the last few lives but those were so much better than this one

/schizo x rant end idk

>>42742650
my nose hurts

(bump)

why doesnt coke make u a robot like in the movies

>>42737848
idk why i feel like i gotta prove i aint a psyop when its something this awful, but id rather other nonas with sib issues know they aint alone in this hell.

>>42738049 for example

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>>42743309
reupploaded pic bc my knee looked like a dick bulge lmao

>coworker almost saw this thread at work

fuck my dumb tranny life

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another day of work almost over

i feel like this thread has just become sister-nona containment zone but

its the only place in the world i feel safe talking about it into a void so.

w/e.

if thread dies somehow i'll be back.

helping more than journalling lately somehow.

(sorry if im annoying you all)

>>42743337
>>42743439
nona are you doing coke at work
also you aren't annoying it's actually pretty cute imo, sorry that i don't any advice or anything to offer you tho

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>>42743882
i mean i wassss allegedly but now im off the clock finally.

might do some to stay sane at home and sleep or post more idk

does anyone else have their dark circles under their eyes eventually turn into bruises?? is this even normal? fucking hell this hella hurts right now, like a persistent solid 3.5/10

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finally figuring out how to hide dark circles with makeup.

if only i knew how to stop freaking tf out all the time over retarded shit

its pathetic, but im forcing last night to be the last time i have any kind of emotional outburst again. glad my sister didnt hear about it, still embarassed friends and roommates did. kms.

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>>42743882
also genuinely wdym its cute? anytime im posting here all i can think about is how creepy i probably sound and how much shed hate me if she realized i was the one posting here

idk nona.

also ig id describe her like chloe price

shes fucking awful

shes insane shes miserable she acts like a moody hormonal teenager she reacts to everything like its a fight for her life shes loud shes mean shes distant and cold shes a conplete fucking bitch and shes the softest kindest sweetest woman i know and id literally do anything for that stupid fucking smile shes given me once or twice.

>>42744463
you sound much more tragic than creepy nona

>>42744463
>shes the softest kindest sweetest woman i know and id literally do anything for that stupid fucking smile shes given me once or twice.
that. that's what i was calling cute. like >>42744483 said, you're not a creep giving your sister unconditional love.
do you think there's a way to fix your relationship (as siblings, not lovers)? if you can get there then maybe sloppy makeout sessions with her aren't too far away.

>>42744483
i

i need a drink nona

is it actually? i mean, its just what im supposed to do to be a normal sister right? like? aside from the romantic feelings isnt this what its like for all sisters who have to be the responsible one? like i just feel weak. i should be handling it way better than i am. thats why i come here to vent now, so my bffs never have to hear about it again. so i can go be a normal passoid and just. make my sister happy and do what im supposed to. its what i exist to do. its the only reason she found me when she did, and its the only reason she at least is there for me when im at my lowest so i get back up again. its my job. its just how its supposed to be, and i should be better at it by now. i should be able to tolerate it without crying like a little kid in my room every night or making a drunk fool out of myself to my friends. it shouldnt hurt anymore. its like. like its not even a wound anymore its like im an adult i wouldnt vry over a scraped knee like i did when when i was young so why do i still fall apart over this all the time i just dont get it nona

>>42744531
i domt even know if ill ever fix that, but im trying. she wants me to move back to our home town soon but im saving up and money is tight right now when i have to send her some here n there on top of helping my friends/roommates here too. getting a second (third) job soon though cause idk how i will otherwise.

>>42744557
maybe i just dont want happiness enough to achieve it, like i went thru insane shit as a kid with a smile on my face for years without telling a soul and now i make a fool of myself at least once a month and at record worst every other day while losing my shit last year for a month

you're not an adult taking care of her kid sister. there's no inherent responsibility involved, which makes what you do all the more admirable. but uh, what you said about also helping friends/roommates does sound like you're kinda prone to being taken advantage of...

I understand how you feel nona... Had a non-blood bestsister who was a girlfag and we doted on each other a lot. Did everything for her, not gonna yap 2much abt myself in someone's thread. But yea, managed to get her in a state university after helping her w/studies. Had to break it off w/her cuz fk my stupid tranny life, she even went to my place just to fix us. Didn't care cuz I know she'll be better off w/o me(spoiler: she was). So best of wishes to you op ^-^

not meaning to rope fuel or to take over, stupid audhd brainworm trying to make it about myself to express empathy. °^°

>>42744684
i mean, not really taken advantage of by roommates. i dont pay rent i just help when i can and buy our food usually.

idk i dont think its admirable... if i was admirable in any tiniest amt i never would have told her years ago and made her drift apart for the longwst time

>>42744710
>nonblood
i wish i never heard my sister obsess about how we are full blood sisters again. doesnt care about our half siblings at all. even has made her exes and friends uncomfortable w her obsession over it before.

im sorry about your bestie girlfag nona that sounds rough as hell

i get the better off without me bit

i think itd be better if i roped but

idk

she called me on drugs and drunk one night saying how she had a nightmare of a life lived without me because i died or something and she sobbed for ages before calling and begging for me to come back into her life because shw couldnt imagine living without someone to call family

still freaks me out but. i cant let her down ever again.

>>42744792
roped myself* i might still to be honest. i think maybw the next lifetime we might do better than this. last two were hellish but. yk idk.

>>42744792
i barely feel like i can even express this stuff here. i always feel like im under her eye somehow. like her or her bf are gonna find this as a screencap on reddit or someones gonna recognize the details and send it to her or something someday. fuck my paranoid mind.

i promise im just trying to be the sister you deserve, if you ever do see this somehow by the way. if you do see it, just forget you did. ill always be the sister you told me to be, just like you asked, just like i promised. ill never own up to this post anyway and neither one of us wanna talk about it so. just dont. im always gonna be here to help and take care of you and give you whatever you ask for. my feelings dont matter and i just. they cant matter now cause they never have before. so dont make me feel all those buried ones okay, *******?

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>>42744749
low-key am a DID demon, we were both touch-starved so I knew exactly what she needed, gave it, then felt dysphoric so withdrew, cycle repeat. knew I was being a burden cuz mentally ill, had to do her a favor even if she really wanted to make me stay, even worked for a while. I still have her gmail on me(yes, weird possessive bitch thing to do whtver), snooped around saw her happier now, saw her surrounded by the mutual friends I introduced her to, it's like when my foidself was cut out of the picture the whole frame seemed brighter. honestly that's all I needed to know to not rope myself, that's what my purpose was anyways as her sister, to make her life better and undoom her.

Still am a youngshit tho so I don't have much place to speak on. But it felt like a lived a whole life w/her, sometimes I miss it. but I know if I kept holding onto her I'd just be a burden :/

but yea, days will get better for you, op. just try ur best to reciprocate, all bpdemons need is to know they can be clingy/affectionate w/o losing their soulmate. °^°

altho might be too much of a youngshit for me 2understand TT </3 ^-^

>>42745019
that pic is rly pretty btw, u draw it nona? havwnt seen much art in that style in a while.

>make her life better and undoom her

yeah thats... yeah. i feel you nona.

>>42744684
i still rly dont get how its admirable in any way whatsoever.

god if she knew shed probably slap me for even thinking it. or maybe shed just tell me it wasnt enough. idk. i should be better and providing more than the tiny amt i do. soon though. just gotta get life back on track first.

>>42745080
not mine but I do draw sometimes ^-^
Quit for a month now cuz I spiral too much when drawing </3

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>>42745257

>>42745251
you care about her. a lot. even after everything that's happened. is that not admirable?
or... would do you want to live a life without her but just can't bring yourself to let her go...?

>>42745257
i feel that. i havent drawn anything in eons bc itll just make everything hurt more. idk. maybe ill make some vent art n post it here for all the other sister-issue nonas.

i made one years ago but i KNOW shed recognize it so i def wont post that at least ugh.

bump cause i cant type rn

im not a fucking lesbian why do these emotions even exist

got into a fight before bed with my roommate about me being a lesbian or not. that lasted over an hour.

so fucking stupid.

im fucking not just cause i made out with some girks at parties while drunk, ive only ever dated men and genderfluid whatevers for fucks sake.

>>42745267
oh thats really pretty nona! sorry i thought i replied but never did kms

therss nothing admirable about my soul, theres no good deeds that will ever fix the damage between us, theres simply duty and responsibility and the knowledge ill keep repaying for my mistakes in this life and all those after it. same as before.

i dont want to run away from her, i just want some peace together.

>>42746067
the second two bits were supposed to be a reply to this nona sorry

>>42745333
>>42745333
>>42745333

im so tired sorry just yeah.

this thread is ropefuel because it should have been me. holy shit nona im so wildly jealous of you it makes me want to take up cutting again
please don't waste this opportunity to create something beautiful with her

>>42746150
i literally dont know how to nona. all i can do is what i have been. i want to more than anything to create something with her i just i dont know fucking how when we arestill so distant emotionally and commu icateively and like all tje kther ways and even then itll probabyl take years of being normal beflre shed ever even treat me like a normal sibling.

sorry hard typing very tired ill msg again when i wake up in few hrs bump thresd while im gone pls nonas ily all

>>42744557
>isnt this what its like for all sisters who have to be the responsible one?

No.
This isn't normal. Not even just the incestuous parts. Most sisters, even very close ones, don't have relationships where one feels like they have to dedicate their entire life to pleasing the other. I don't think this is sustainable and I don't think it's ok for you. You don't have to do this

>>42746461
I’m seconding this.

Nona, you say you feel like it’s your purpose in life to take care of your sister, that your own feelings don’t matter. Have you considered what your life might look like if you took the kind of care of yourself that you take of her?

Also, it sounds like you might share some of her intense feelings about the importance of family, and that might be worth reflecting on

Fwiw, I think sleeping with her is a bad idea, even if you form a durable romantic or sexual bond it would be a recipe for being even more codependent than you already are, a kind of letting go of the last boundary in your relationship

>>42729859

Had one and she killed herself but not before pinning me down in the middle of the group home park she was at for being mentally ill and saying "Ik you're bisexual it's okay"

She tackled me to the ground. While literally being institutionalized. And then tried to be a pervert.

Bipolar ass bitch sorry that she was born a bisexual femcel and that I was the only thing around. Thank God she got around to not being around.

>>42747370
>yourself
ive been trying to do both, its drainjng to be real

>>42747846
minus the death, giwtwm

also good morning nonas. anotherday of corpo hell awaits :))))

late for work fuck my tranny life

think i might do so vent art n maybe post it here to be honest i think its a slow work day

still cant believe i got into a fight w my roommate/ex abt if im gay or not last night.

fucking hell

also shout out to that rude tranny in the other department youre an asshole you theyfab

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idk if i should make a different thread for it but do you anons wanna share journals n art 2gether <3

idk why i wanna puke from stress rn- its such a slow day here. literally just journalling and listening to music and posting on here. fucks sake

workin on art :) its goin nice at leasst 2day

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not my art but ugh this has a grip on me, found it while looking for art i gotta print in my gallery

>>42729859
I know a cisman who was molested from ages 3-6 by his sister who is 10 years older. She apologized to him for it when they got drunk together last year and then she asked him to fuck her wife (she's a lesbian) while she watched and flicked her bean. He was also very drunk and did it

I know who you are OP. I know exactly who you are. Nice server btw.

>>42751909
whats my name then?

>server
what*2?

>>42751902
thats a whole lot of words i wish i never read. hope theyre all ok now

>>42751941

or just text me a screenshot if you wanna chat outside of this shithole site if ur fr

>>42751966
They are all fucked for sure. The brother is a drug addict and the sister has a whole string of exes that all claim she molested their young sons and she always screams that the kids are liars or her girlfriends are crazy cunts telling lies.

>>42752021
jesus fuck. i swear to god some ppl gotta reincarnate a few more times before they come out half baked and these sound like they need dozens

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>>42751909
>won't prove it
ywnbaw

>>42729859
post something gayer already or stop cluttering my board and go back to tumblr

>>42752403
>goes to yapping faggot board
>gets mad when yapping faggots
>?????

>>42752403
i asked, you fucking nigger. i live and die by this board for threads like this

>>42751909
also unless you live in minnesotta im calling fake and gay

>>42752560
no need to be racist nona

bumperidoo

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why do the worst fucking retard drivers have a minimum of 5 stickers on their car

>almost caused my uber driver to crash twice

>>42753761
im so done with today nonas im calling out of my other job tonight i rly dont give a fuck god. i need a bath and to zone for a few centuries

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>>42754016
why the fuck am i nostalgic for this rn

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fuck

bought alcohol, life is good tonight.

>>42754904
well the alcohol is good at least.

>omg nona we need to talk ill call you
>never calls
>does this all the time

is this a manipulation thing bc im always there and then get dropped instantly like WHY

god i shouldnt be resting right now i should be at my other job. fucking retarded choice, me.

>start wonderingif i should rope the moment i get tipsy

thx brain

(probably)

nona i hate to be that person but have you considered seeing a professional who you could talk candidly and work through these things with?

>>42755837
incest isnt legal in this country, it'd get me arrested to even talk about probably and at minimum be a PR nightmare for trannies that actually deserve to live nona

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really drunk and i got into the bath w some stuff to kms, called my sizter to leave a voicenail cause she never answers and ofc this time she answers, awkaerd >oh shit hey sis didnt expect you to pick up lol

she was talking about me tovher best friend abt our awful family history

dont wanna kms now but know i still should

is the universe tryjng to get me to stay or rope faster i dont know anymore

>>42755873
isn't your therapist not allowed to report you for crimes? at least in the states the rule is that they can only intervene and hospitalize you if you pose a danger to yourself or others.

>>42756027
Next time you call her, and she picks up,..... Start jerking off.
Don't draw attention to it, but don't hide it.
When she asks, just say nothing and tell her to keep talking

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>>42756134
ihatw you

>>42756055
no

>>42755873
can't you also talk about repairing your relationship without mentioning the incest part

>>42756184
Why? Try it
And don't pretend
Think about it, and you oughtta want to do it by the next time you actually have her on the phone
Obsess about it
And don't jerk your cock until when youre on the phone with her
If you can.. Time it so youre in a warm tub the next time you gotta call her

Don't want my sister... Do want to be Mandela Effected to a universe where girl claims to be my sister, is in love with me, and a total dommey yandere chaseoid... next reality update really needs God-like powers.

>>42757184
Your next update needs a hot bath, your cock in your hand... And eventually some blue pills to lay pipe in the only woman you need, not want.
Have you tried drugging/getting her blackout drunk?... And then playing with her?
She seems to be the sort of gal who enjoys losing control
Next time.. Let her
And take care of her like you oughtta, explore her while shes in dreamland, figure her out while shes chasing dragons, taste her, fuck her.
And once shes awake, call her ;)

>>42757130
>>42757256
Meant for OP >>42729859

>>42729859
OP why can't this be solved by just locking your door, only responding to your sister's messages every like 4 hours, and ignoring the weird ones?

good (bad) morning

>>42756239
trying to, talked on the phone last night some.

>>42757184
real but what

>>42757603
i wish

>>42759487
>talked on the phone last night some
with a therapist or similar?

>>42759487
Did you masturbate while talking to her? Did the bpdemon figure out what you were doing?

>>42759818
sister

our lives just went from bad to hellish and im debatinv if i can say here or not

>>42755873
Are you American?
>>42753761
>>42752677
These two responses seemed to imply so. If so then no therapist will report you. You haven't even committed incest you're just having incestuous thoughts, and even if you had that sort of stuff still remains confidential.

>>42760102
If you're avoiding saying it for fear she might see it and recognize it, I think it's too late for that. If she sees this thread she'll definitely know it's you as already.

>>42729859
Isn't 30 a little old to be posting your weird incest fantasies?

>>42760301
youre on 4chan what do you expect

>fantasies

nona i wanna die im coping not fantasizing

>>42760301
also gtfo youngshit faggot

>>42760189
she wouldnt go on 4hell but her bf might, he's weird as fuck from what shes told me, doubt hes a closet fag tho

actuallly maybe

>>42760178
>>42760178
yeah i live in minnesota, comfy divulging that at least bc theres so many crazy faggots up here w sister issues n shit it's whatever. also not as paranoid today.

>>42759896
im not disgusting moid so no

>>42761737
If you live in Minnesota (really anywhere in the US as an adult) then you can definitely talk with a therapist without any fear of them reporting you for incest/incestuous thoughts.
I think a therapist could do a lot to help you sort this all out. Also DBT could be really helpful for the bpd stuff

>>42761988
i still dont wanna risk it when my sister *has* done some stuff that falls under the reasons to report risks for behavioral health professionals

>my ex boyfriend works in psych and i asked some hypothetical questions once years ago.

>>42761737
Half your posts felt like you wanted to actually be in a relationship, and not the kind that most brothers and sisters have
Other half of your posts indicate that pursuing it has caused you mental anguish
All of your posts indicate your sister to have a singular use to your existence, aka, validating your existence and new identity
All that's left considering how everything's laid out..... There's not much you can do. Folks will say you ought to define your relationship with boundaries and rules, but considering the state of your relationship, this is the only road you havent traveled yet
At this point, don't you think you should at least try the view on this road, and see where it leads you to, rather than wallowing in what going down the roads you have traveled through, and hit the dead end on?
Does your cock get stiff ever? If yes, then don't you think she at least deserves a chance to finally choke on the cock that has eluded her for all these years.
One mans poison is other mans cure. Figure out what's what and either way...try to move on from the purgatory you currently find yourself in.
Also, is you sis a fat? Is she pretty? Does she have boyfriends? Or is she into carpet munching instead? What about you?

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Not reading all this goonshit. If she is making you uncomfortable, move out and cut contact. If you are okay with tolerating it, that's your choice to stay. Abusers make things messy so don't beat around the bush if there is a real problem here.

>>42756027
Do not kill yourself, seek out local resources for help.

>>42762084
>Half your posts felt like you wanted to actually be in a relationship, and not the kind that most brothers and sisters have

i mean yeah, i won't lie, i do. i don't really care about sex but i do love her as sisters and also romantically. i just try to ignore the second half

>anguish
also yes, but its because shes fucking insane and acts like she loves me one minute, hates me another, and acts like she wants to fuck me other times

>boundaries and rules
she ignores what ever i set, and just does whatever makes her happy. literally treats me like a pet she owns, even joked about getting me a collar once.

>view on this road
what do you mean im confused nona

>stiff
i mean

>purgatory
ahah no kidding

>a fat
is that an acronym or like do you mean is she obese? no she's insanely pretty, like model pretty

>boyfriends
one at the moment, but hes a weird guy and looks like pretrans me

>carpet munching
she has had a crush on (one) girl and wont elaborate

>you
she says im pretty, other folks say im hot, i disagree with everyone, but considering how much moids give me shit, i guess so. id say im straight but i dont really care much for men. theres been a few ive crushed on, but thats about it. more like passing interest. not into women or nonbinary people much but ive dated a few (she;'ll never know)

obviously attracted to my sister though. (romantically)

sexually i guess so too, but only really just had a sex dream once or thrice.

anyway

>>42762160
>goonshit
idk who gooner nona is but i hope they stop posting it. wish i could block them or delete the responses ugh

>>42757603
>>42759487
you didnt answer why that would fail. It seems like all you really need is a gradually increasing distancing, both socially and emotionally. But no, you'll never do that, we all know why you're here nona, its pathetically obvious

>>42762164
>i mean yeah, i won't lie, i do. i don't really care about sex but i do love her as sisters and also romantically
So you are actually attracted to her. You need to figure out whether its real or not on your side, aka, whether you truly love your sister like a woman, or if its something due to your fucked up mental state
>what do you mean im confused
Worded that like a fucking retard. my bad. You've tried everything else and this is the only option you havent fully gone all in on (evident from the fact that you try to suppress your feelings for her while openly admitting you've tried other options exhaustively)
>>stiff
>i mean
Are you post op? Are you pre op? If its the latter, then your ability to keep it up matters, otherwise, figure out how much more enthusiastic she might be to replace the hunk of meat she likes men to slide into her holes with a more plastic option
That's why I asked about her, and her own orientation
What is your own orientation if there was a gun to your head
Also why do you think she is hiding her carpet cleaning activities from you?
>> looks like pretrans me
No shit sherlock. She wants something you've got.. Or had...
>sexually i guess so too, but only really just had a sex dream once or thrice
Is this a low amount of sex dreams you've had of her compared to other men/women you've fucked/wanted to fuck?

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>>42762382
>>42762382
>which
both unfortunately, not just bc shes a woman, wouldnt change if she was a man or trans. my love is for them, their soul. i dont care about the rest.

>gone all in
ohhh. gotcha.

>what r u
im non op, i like my dick and i dont wanna butcher my organs

>gun to my head
her

>hiding
no damn clue, but shes been weird around me. like worst was when she got mad i wouldnt drink more than her when i was already drowsy, then we cuddled a bit and she kept scratching behind my ears. i made a muffled noise, she blushed, acted like nothing happened. called me a puppy or said i acted like one or something or maybe i made a joke of it idk

didnt talk for a wk after that

>tried to get me to take a romantic bath w her too weird times abounded

>dreams
to be honest ive only really had sex dreams a few times. a few with this girl who reminds me of my sister, we banged at a party once and made out a few other times. (cis). a couple with my exes (nonbinary afabs x2), and a decent amount with her (cister) much longer and much more vivid with her, embarrassingly to be real.

>>42762382
>mental state

its been like this since highschool. lost 20lbs from stress when i realized it and hid in my room for 3 months.

>hey lil sis when you visit just stay in my bed this summer

im commit top myself

shit kinda got crazy irl so im ditching my thread. maybe be back in the future to update maybe not. at least its not cauze of tttt lol

>>42764837
wish you the best nona

>>42765038
thank you nona, and thanks to all you other nonas <3

i hope one day i have a good ending to share w yall (or ig maybe keep secret to be safe lol)