Going on estrogen made me realize that I'm genuinely faketrans. I've never experienced gender dysphoria/incongruity until I started hrt. The changes estrogen brings make me want to kill myself, not because I hate them, but because I'm completely unable to enjoy they. I'm constantly in a state of panic because of it all.I know I will never be able to live as a man, but I also feel like I will never be able to live as a woman either, no matter how much I would want to, simply because I don't have what it takes to be a woman.
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Have you considered just living your life as yourself and forsaking binary tyranny. WTF does it matter what people call you or your pronouns? Those are just words. If you're happy with your changes that's it, done, go home, no more discussion. OK you will never be a woman, cool, me either. Can you be something that makes you happy is all that matters. I'm not talking about becoming a they/them/xir just say fuck it. Do what you want and when people ask your pronouns just turn around and walk away. Like fr fr who gives a fuck. Do you and fuck anyone who doesn't like it. You need to learn to be comfortable in your own skin, sure you can take E and make that skin softer but where ever you go it's still you, your skin, your brain, your heart. There used to be this old SNL skit, "It's Pat!" and everyone was always trying to guess Pat's gender and Pat was just Pat. Chill the fuck out, smoke some weed, and stop giving so many fucks you brain worm infested youngshit. >I don't have what it takes to be a woman.Maybe true, but you 100% have what it takes TO BE YOU! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdV3VomzKdI
>>42762303Based comment.Life's too short to give af what most others think.t. feminine hrtwink fag
>>42760978same, it was the final nail in my hopes and dreams. i know i cant be a woman, cant ever enjoy anything about my own body because the only thing i can do to stop masculinization is to do something that makes me grow tits i dont really like and barely anything else.
>>42763333I wouldn't mind the tits if I didn't have a otherwise male body and if I weren't a man social
>>42765934*socially
>>42760978big sameeeee>>42762303“Being yourself” is a such a dumb meme, nobody is being themselves, it’s completely untenable in society