what are the trannies here doing rn
i'm watching a valheim stream and organizing my closet
>>42763636anything interesting happened in the stream?
>>42763626listening to old digicore feeling weird and isolated rn. nostalgic about shit i should let go of, wanting to hide away from the ppl i know. wasting time blogposting on 4chan about it. what abt u
>>42763658no
Just played dota w/ a friend while listening to hyperpop
>>42763626Matlab assignment (cringe)
>>42763781That’s rough
>>42763626im drawing some shit
Revisiting TF2 and having a lot more fun than I thought. I'm settled enough in my femininity that I can go back and play these male characters without feeling dysphoric. I'm blowing more cash than I wanna admit on making my boys pretty.
>>42763740wishing the board was more active>>42763772dota or dota 2>>42763781pain :(>>42763818looks cool!!>>42763821do you agree scout gives tranny vibes
>>42763887Dota 2, specifically picked up shadow fiend for the first time today and absolutely destroyed both games
>>42763902hm, thats interesting. ive been watching hunter the parenting analyses
>>42763916Oh that’s sick, something from the world of darkness canon, heard great things about VTM and the setting in general
>>42763938its SO good, its made by the team that used to make if the emperor had a tts device, and its genuinely amazingly written
>>42763916i really gotta catch up with that show, i quietly dropped it to wait for more episodes to build up and i never picked it back up. wasn't alfabusa doing a narrated wod campaign too?
>>42763626Right now? Rowsing 4chan on my brand new ayn thor and watching a video about 007 first light vs hitman.
thinking about self harm and stopping meds and journaling about it
>>42763969yeah, i think there's all the character starts and 3 episodes now>>42763972damn, congrats on new stuff in this economy
>>42763953I never could get into TTS even as a warhammer fan, but I’ll have to check that out!
>>42763985Yeah :( stopping meds for any reason?
>>42763972that's a bad idea, nona. stay safe
>>42763626dying from a cold
>>42764030oooooof, stay safe, get well soon anon
>>42763986My grandma died, if I don't spend the 50k, it's just gonna rapidly depreciate. Not enough for a house and my car runs just fine, what am I supposed to do besides pamper myself>>42764009Who tf is nona? Sounds like one of those terrible tier mtf names, at least it isn't felon, my brother knows an mtf with the name felon. Rereading that and it sounds like I'm a 50 year old boomer trying to be accepting but critical at the same time
>>42764003part of me wants every worst case scenario with my disorder to come true. i wouldn’t even need to stop meds for that to become the reality. i’m spiraling and i im unstable as is i don’t know how long ill be able to hold this job which i need desperately
>>42763626I just finished doing my exam for a scripting class I'm in and now I'm probably gonna go do some dabs and listen to TV girl>>42763781Matlab is the worst gl
>>42764059nona is the reverse of anon. it just sounds more feminine than anon.>>42764097i hope stuff gets better. keep trying, we all hope the best for you
>>42764097I know it’s dumb but you deserve happiness and you can get through. Don’t get me wrong, I cut myself too and feel like an abject failure plenty. But honestly those feelings are just dumb and you just have to endure through them. I hope your job situation gets better, it’s rough out there rn
rottingi'll go hydrate
>>42763821i mean, i prefer to read them all in trans vibesbut you're right that scout sells it the hardest
>>42764167stay hydrated anon, its good for you>>42764203that's real actually
>>42764129>>42764147thank you girls for the nice words :)
>>42764255be safe :)
>>42763818I like the pinwheel design
thinking way too hard instead of showering
>>42763626reading about the warsaw uprising on wikipedia
>>42764439you should shower, anon>>42764463thats interesting :)im going to sleep now anons, be safe everyone!!
nothing much, thinking about castration movie 2, might watch another movie later. listening to paperstakk by metro zu
>>42764497showering momentarily :p also stopped thinking and started talking like a normal person
>>42763626drawing in flipnote
>>42764506any Integral Tranny Media? i finally watched I Saw the TV Glow the other day and hoooly fuck it was gut-wrenching. I think I'll watch castration movie 1 + 2 once I get the taste off my mouth.
>>42764637wdym? and maybe ill watch that one, i have "we're all waiting at the end of the world's fair" (or something like that, sorry) downloaded which is by the same director, maybe ill watch that or tv glow tonight
Nothing, just had my shot and I think I'm gonna sleep now
>>42763626bath n music n coke
>>42763781is there any reason to even teach matlab beyond the absolute basics in school anymore now that claude etc are so good? i work in a natl research lab and lowkey anything i need to process using matlab i just have claude write me a script for it...
>>42764803The same reason I had to learn assembly, C and even ladder, learning more languages helps you understand programming even more.
>>42764803some people like using their brain instead of passing it off to ai
>>42764687i mean trans-related or trans-adjacent stuff to add to the backlog.
machining
>>42764911oh sorry, um im mostly into music so id recommend coin locker kid's "hailstorm & maelstrom" and jordaan mason's "divorce lawyers i shaved my head". the first is about a guy and a woman and the guy disappears into the woman, very trippy sound, second is folk about a glandolinian war or something idk as much about that one but i like them both a lot.
>>42765001>hailstorm & maelstromthis is good stuff, thank you. here's a little something.
>>42765067cool drawing :3
>>42763626right now I'm playing Hello Kitty Island Adventure and petting my kitty. That is not a euphemism
>>42763626Procrastinating doing my assignment that was due yesterday.That means I'm stuck browsing the 'T because I feel too busy to actually go start playing a game or something but scrolling is easy and I could totally stop and go do my work anytime I want.
>>42765121HOI MAYA
