this is a weird thought process but i've thought about stopping my transition for cognitive development reasons. I'm 21 and i've always been a sort of experimental kinda person. i've always been drawn to creative, niche stuff like operating systems, tech, fashion, web development, etc. and recently, a few months ago (like 7-8 months), I bought some bitcoin and purchased estrogen from astrovials to start transitioning on monotherapy because i felt that male maturation was kinda' ugly (my brother is heavily balding). It's been going fine so far, I enjoy the low libido, lower effort skin, and reduced calorie consuming body I had on pure testosterone. i think i've gotten more mature and better at seeing big picture concepts, more comfortable with social aspects too, lot less withdrawn, less aggressive/competitive but perhaps less singly focused on "weird" stuff. I always thought guys were more interesting than women, not aesthetically better but in terms of hobbies and stuff they did they were on average more niche,experimental i guess. i was chatting with an AI and it was suggesting that since male brains develop slower they have more time to develop niche capabilities and skills than women do. they're not necessarily smarter but before their brains bake in and neural pathways get pruned they have longer to try putting lots of effort into random bs. I believe this is the whole reason why transgender people are seen as being sort of male-brained with linux setups and tech hobbies and other stuff (more drawn to cs fields etc.) Part of the reason I started estrogen at 21 was because I like doing random bullshit in my spare time and trying stuff out but i've been wondering if i should stop my dosing until i'm in my later 20s to slow the now sped up pruning effect that estrogen likely has begun imposing on my brain. i worry about being boring like everybody else, not being mature was the whole reason i did stuff that no one else was doing for little to no reason.
estrogen is unlikely to make you any less of an esoterically inclined nerd, considering its average user.
>>42764127hm, that's correct, but i guess to reword i don't think i'm done exploring things or fully setting my skills yet. i kinda enjoyed how deranged and obsessive i was
honestly, i do think maybe i should leave off the estrogen for a little bit. it's been messing around with my ability to do my homework and the tits are slightly annoying
since this thread is effectively over i guess how yall fw the fit?https://postimg.cc/WhGTK2jc
>>42764609get a sports bra or something holy shitgood fit though nonetheless
>>42764609would cuddle, but yeah your nips are peaking too much
>>42764633bold of you to assume i go outside with this on
>>42764653you should i mean its a pretty cute fit i dont see why you wouldntdefenitely cover up first tho lol (or not expose the masses to ur enrapturing luscious succulent halftranny nipples if u want anon i dont actually give a fuck)
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>>42764750^-^
>>42764609could you do me a favour and put that out on my neck?
