>cis male>crossdressed before and self inserted as transgirl in trans porn before blah blah>usually coom and I can move one for a bit>listen to Chase Icon>'wow this goes hard'>instantly makes me want to troon and get breast implants and doll the fuck out>makes me want to go out and take turns flip fucking with a chiseled chaser daddyNot even joking. Is this just the AGP talking?
>>42765832idk try listening to slayyter instead
>>42765832Sounds more like HSTS since it's all focused on getting fucked by men.
>>42765832>still cis thoWorst case of BAFI I've ever seen.
>>42765842how will that make me feel?>>42765911I mean I'd top too>>42765985BAFI?
>>42766151BEING A FUCKING IDIOTHow are you literally a crossdresser fantasizing about being a girl in porn scenarios with a persistent urge for breast implants and not realize you're trans? Unironically need an answer for that, because I did that for 20 years. You're trans, idiot. read thishttps://www.psychiatry.org/patients-families/gender-dysphoria/what-is-gender-dysphoriathen thishttps://www.avitale.com/essays/a-developmental-reviewand then punch your self in the head for being dumbThe whole "fetish" thing goes away as soon as you start HRT btw. That's just a coping mechanism for dysphoria.
>>42766160>no no no y’all, all this time I spent gooning to sissy hypno proves I really was just a girl all along!Insane cope.
>>42766261fuck off retard
>>42766160>How are you literally a crossdresser fantasizing about being a girl in porn scenarios with a persistent urge for breast implants and not realize you're trans? blanchardism mindvirus 4chan trannies will say this is "agp" and "faketrans" historically apparently trans women always did sex work or were hypersexual and lived outside of society but if you have any form of sexuality even if the form is being submissive 4chan roid rage blanchard rabies trannies will say YOURE FUCKING AGP this board is SO FUCKING STUPID.
>>42766292Sex negativity in trans spaces is inevitable, the way the media portrays us there's just always going to be trannies in that phase of "I'm not like that!" and some never get out of it. But BAFI is something else. BAFI is the ability to actually convince yourself you're cisgender by ignoring all of the evidence even while discussing that very evidence. I was crossdressing for 5 years, I didn't want to leave the house because it meant I would have to take my dress off and it was the only thing that let me cope with my anxiety, and I didn't figure out. The ability of repressed trans women to delude themselves into thinking they're just normal cis guy when there is nothing normal about them, is deserving of it's own study.
>>42766309What does BAFI stand for?
>>42766309>BAFI is the ability to actually convince yourself you're cisgender by ignoring all of the evidence even while discussing that very evidence. i think how op described it is genuinely just being a victim of gaslighting and actually believing the gaslighting. i also deluded myself that i wasnt trans for nearly a decade and just thought "omg i just needed to accept that im a guy with a feminine personality" and i WANTED to be a woman but i just assumed i could never pass (because i didnt know about plucking facial hair or laser) so i just thought of it as "i want to be a woman after this life". i also had complete personality malefail and also really didnt do well as a "cis male" in a male x female relationship i had, and i always felt subtly disgusted with my appearance when i had short hair and facial hair and the only thing i liked about it is that i was handsome as a man, but after changing my appearance whenever i look back i realize i always felt this subtle level of disgust with my appearance, like when your mouth is sour after you eat something acidic. i genuinely didnt know i was still trans until seeing passgen and realizing that i actually want to try transitioning
>>42766334 >>42766160
>>42765832Is she an srsoid and if not, what's her name? As for your question, as long as you look hot there is nothing wrong with it.
>>42766160How is it going for you currently?>>42766261No one made any mention of sissy hypno. It’s really its own thing.>>42766292I guess they did a good job of brainworming me
>>42765832give yourself a week free of all this and ask yourself: would being a girl make me happy? Would it make life's problems feel worth solving? Would it let me do all the things I wanted without fear of judgment?and answer yourself honestlyand there's worse things than trying it on for a day
>>42766367>How is it going for you currently?How it's going for me currently is not representative, but I don't for a second regret my transition. It is easily the best thing I ever did. That said, ngl it does suck being trans. But it's definitely better to own it than it is to repress it. It's not a choice, it's how you were born.
>>42765832giwtwm
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>>42766354SRS I think. I’m 5’4 but I think I’d need FFS.>>42766378It could def make me happy. I don’t know if anything can make me feel like life’s problems feel worth solving. I would probably have fear of judgement regardless. I can clear my head for several days. But I’ll see some incredible timeline or some trans tv character or hear something like this and everything comes back like an avalanche.>>42766381It does seem tough being trans. I’m in a city so I think there are spaces for that. I def go back and forth on this a lot.
>>42766489I leave it there ironically.
>>42766160>The whole "fetish" thing goes away as soon as you start HRT btw. That's just a coping mechanism for dysphoria. this actually happened to me and it's only been like a month now i just want to actually be a woman already (hair is too short to girlmode only femboymode which draws way too much attention so i just try to wear subtle makeup instead of what i would actually wear as a girl) i get scared i might detransition one day but i 100% did not want to be a man and my personality is NOT suited for being a "man" and i already "just be a feminine man" coped for nearly a decade but imminent twink death via default automatic masculinazation of body and face combined with not being able to have female body and face fat distribution without estrogen is what made me finally do it i also was sick of repressing and didn't want to waste my last chance of starting to transition while I'm still young (23). i was more serious about it as well because i was actually offered to start hrt at 13 by my therapist but i backed out because i was scared. so this was basically my last chance to do it while I'm still young >>42766381>That said, ngl it does suck being trans. >But it's definitely better to own it than it is to repress it. I'm having the same experience Not being able to girlmode because of short hair (wigs don't look good on me and it's too risky) sucks though. I think I'll be happier when i can fully try to 100% girlmode, i already get a lot of positive reactions even from the times i wore makeup when i went out, i basically just look like a feminine gay goth boy >t. >>42766489
>>42766504I was jk that's why i sent the one that also had a watermark lol
>>42766523Also i went insane from going on /int/ all the time because it's like 90% horny college boys posting tiktoks of girls as the op and they post so many attractive trans women so it legit pinkpilled me
>>42765832>cis malehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zd8vzIRQLLM
>>42766576Wanting tits and a fem body while fucking guys is gay and not trans?
>>42765911it's meta-agp.If it was hsts it'd be more "I want a hot guy to fuck me so bad I'll even look like a girl to do it even tho women are gross. Whatever it takes to make daddy like me"
>>42766607>is wanting to fuck men gay?yes
>>42766617I don’t think I’m HSTS but I definitely feel like I have a catty bitch personality that I kind of keep hidden. But maybe that’s just my neuroticism.
>>42766623So MTFs who fuck men are gay?
>>42766636yes you fucking retard
>>42765832Fuck you. I didn’t know who this was so I looked her up listened to Like Me and immediately got horny as fuck thinking about becoming a total bimbo slut and suck big cock. This is literally sissy hypno music. I’m trying to be a straight man
>>42766667Pussy Killed The Trapstar and Job Application are my favorites so far
>>42766689She’s such a dumb bimbo bitch I hate that this shit makes me hard
>>42766697So sultry sounding. She sounds sexier than any current female rapper/singer. I instantly just want some bimbo tits and hips and some guy to pound me. I don’t think I’ve heard music that’s sexier.
>>42766720Literally relapsing on hypno because of her music. Fuck
>likes chase iconshes gmi
>>42766292>Being a hooker and a sex traffick victim is actually good You are a stain on humanity
>>42766817i meant that being turned on by being feminized isn't "faketrans" and some trans women genuinely feel that before transitioning and it anyways sometimes goes away after starting hrt like someone else said it's also evident by the amount of threads on here where people say they started hrt and don't feel like a woman anymore and don't feel anything about transitioning but just keep taking it
>>42766354She has a song about SRS
>>42766817my mistake was mentioning sex work. i just wanted to say that the blanchardist terminology on this board and gaslighting makes people who are actually trans think it's just a fetish even though that's sometimes just a coping mechanism for dysphoria and also sometimes actually goes away after starting hrt like someone said
>>42766667bless her for uniting the jeeps and hussies at last
>>42765832>Chase Icondamn the midface rule stays true, that's unfortunate.how did she look pre-trooning? her face is kinda weird and I wonder if it's because of FFS or she's just like that
>>42765832as an agp tranny myself, I don't really get some other agps.yeah, being a bimbo is based, but wouldn't you want to have a non-bogged, natural looking face? she looks plastic :(
>>42765832>Is this just the AGP talking?What else would it be?
