i am still waiting to diesuicide isn’t an option because i would like for God to judge me before sending me to Hell
And then you'll wake up again to realise that God as you know it is not there and you're still forced to go through the cycle of Samsara.
>>42767136what if samsara isnt real and all that’s left is a blissful nothingness
>>42767102If that's the case you might as well just go around and do whatever you want and try everything you've ever been interested in trying while you wait instead of (I'm assuming) spending all your time inside doing nothing on your phone/computer
>>42767176Then we are truly lucky. For afterlife must be equally exhausting.
>>42767766good, because when i close my eyes for the final time, i don’t want to open them again
Why do you want to die? I had that kind of thinking through my teens and a lot of my 20s and... I never died, but am left with the consequences of having lived without caring/preparing for a future aka catchup later
>>42769065i just feel exhausted and feel like i’m running in circles with my life. i tried helping others out but it hurts when they don’t reciprocate and leave
>>42767624i’m going to die in the middle of living and not feel fulfilled, meaning i’ll be stuck here as a wandering spirit
>>42769111It's not the best idea to try to live for someone else. It's good to help and be kind to people but it attracts people who aren't good also. you need to find motivation outside of that
>>42769016Yeah, same.
