Why do I only have romantic feelings and attraction to women but I can only imagine being fucked by men? I dont really find them attractive visually, but its the only thing that feels right and gets me in the mood. For reference, I've only had sex with women a handful of times (4-5) and did not enjoy it. I've never had sex with a man irl, only ERPed. Its been like this since I was 14. I find 2D guys super attractive but thats not the same.